ME...

Hi gals...

i really wan ur truthful comments bout me... real truthful... jus say wad u tink bout me... negetive or postive oso can... pls pls pls comment... in e comment link... thanx!!! tis is veri impt to me!!!! pls comment bout me in e comment link!!!!! jus type ur impression of me!!!

Sisters~

Wad exactly are sisters? Jus blood relatives? I been wonderin tis... esp after readin a paragraph bout sisters ina bk:

"Sisters are more than blood relatives. Over times, they either become friends, or they wind up killing each other! Sisters are made by living everyday with each other and wearing each other down until the rough spots are smooth. They're made by sharing secrets you'd never tell mom, and out of doing thing for each other jus because you feel like it, not because you had to. I guess you could say sisters are 'grown', not manufactured, in a very special place called a family"

After readin... i was thinkin... is it really tis way? Mayb it is... mayb not... but 1 thing for sure... i can't seem to shared my secrets to her! She blurt dem out to my mom!!! haix... tink i nvr noe e ans...

Trust!

I goin crazy soon... i wanna pour out my problems... but hu can i turn to? Nt my family... quite hard to share my prob wid dem... esp my sis... hu jus blurt out everything! Nt my frien.. cuz i can't seem to trust dem... it's nt jus dem tt i can't trust... is almost every1 i noe...

i really wanna haf some1 to trust... to share my prob.. to help me... to b dere wen i need dem...

i feel so stressed... so sad... so hurt... but hu will understand? hu can i shared my prob?

FrIeNz~

Below r 2 poem i had made up...


*1*

Friendship is a special ship

Where we known each other as

"Friendz"

It goes the whole world

With more people getting on

And more friends to make

It brave e storms,

Howling winds

& other nasty weathers

But nvr once

It broke apart

Sooner or later

It will be landing

Does it mean that

Our friendship is ending?

Then i hope

The ship will never land

So that we can be

FRIENDS FOREVER!

*2*

Why is it tt

at e very end

All my frien

are leavin me?

No matter how close

we used to be...

it nvr seem

to b e same again

Wad happen to our friendship?

Wad happen to "friends forever"?

Have dey been dere?

Where have dey gone?

i nvr noe...

I missed e gd old time we had

e happiness...

e fun...

I dun mind e bad time we had

e arguments...

e fights...

If it e onli way

for us to b close again

Since dey hold us

much closer together...

i hope u gals get wad i really mean... e poems jus how i can shared my feelin wid u... how i really feel bout our friendship... i tink it's weakenin oredi!

Fa+e~

tink dere will nvr b any1 hu would understand me... i dun even understand myself sometime!

i often wonder... wad will e world b like w/o me? Definately a better world... without a bad tempered gal like me... no nose to poke into ur business... no1 to pulled down e class average marks... w/o me... a happier, better world to live in...

awd if i had made other choices? wad if i had nt been in MF? wad would it b like for me? will i b jus as hurt emotionally? or will i haf more happiness? will i b as miserable? or will i haf lots of frien n close pals?

Haix... mayb it jus fate tt i take tis path in life.. to b born in tis world... to make such decisions... to b a teasin subject of others... to feel miserable in life... to b e 1 to go through tis...

But... must i suffer (emotionally, spiritally, etc) through my teens? or longer den tt? Wadeva it is... i wan it to end soon!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Hi every1...

It's a brand new yr for all of us... Wishin every1 a great yr to cum!!! May ur wishes for e yr cum true...

hmm... my wishes for the brand neww year~2006...
1) Happiness...
2) Better friendships...
3) World peace...
4) Better result...
5) Able to trust other, esp frien...

Make urs 2dae... so as to haf a better yr... HAppi New Year!!!