This year Halloween fall on Friday... somehow... i really wanna participate in two halloween event tis yr... 1 @ nite safari... n e other @ downtown east...
c-ing how much fun my cousin n aunt had @ nite safari... make me really wanna go~~ mayb can try to jio some frien to go... hehe... sushi gang? any1 wanna go~~
receive an email frm nEbO... seem to haf quite some events @ downtown east for halloween... click here for details~ any1 wanna join me? plan to go on 31st oct...
HALLOWEENHALLOWEENHALLOWEENHALLOWEEN
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
My EQ
Your EQ is 167 |
![]() Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence. You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it. You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people. In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life. |
Friday, September 26, 2008
1st yr anniversay of LPP outin
Organise e 1yr annivery Pitstop outin... 1 yr since e 1st lpp outin tt i organise... 1 yr since i meet up wid some of e lpp peeps...
played some game... still love blockus most... was split into 2grp for tis game... 1 game play e square version... e other play e triangle version...

E most exciting part was e jenga i guess... played 2 round of it... every1 in 'evil' mode... haha... wanna sabo... cuz forfeit is to drink 2 glass of water...

played some game... still love blockus most... was split into 2grp for tis game... 1 game play e square version... e other play e triangle version...
E most exciting part was e jenga i guess... played 2 round of it... every1 in 'evil' mode... haha... wanna sabo... cuz forfeit is to drink 2 glass of water...
My path no.
Your Life Path Number is 11 |
![]() Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. |
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
NYP joint conference wid Jiang Nan University
Went back sch for 3 days as i volunteer to help out for e Joint Conference... Help out for AV side... since it was @ TFA... hehe... pretty familiar wid tt place... so rather help out for AV den to sit n listen... :P
1st day... wen to sch @ 2pm for briefin... reach TFA bt no1... kinda surprise e AV technician rmb n recognise me sia~ chit chat for a while b4 ST and e others reach... was brief abt e duties on e 2 days: control rm for lightin n sound, backstage for switchin of slides, update corner for speakers to update like duh) and q&a for handlin of wireless mic... wanna do control rm... cuz can slack... anyway... dere's 4 shift for duty... so can do each duty once la~
anyway... e technician came down to backstage regardin some stuff... den came to tell me to off e service light... den ST wonder y... so i jus explain tt i'm frm TMT... blah blah... in e end... allocation of duty tt time... he ask me to do backstage for 1st duty liao~ den settle e rest of e duty... den he mention e intercomm to e rest... n he asked me to teach e rest... den dismissal~~
2nd day... 1st day of conference... get to backstage to prepare... wearin of intercomm bring back e memories of SA drama production... things went well i guess... if not ST won't ask me to take backstage for all shift liao -.- ya ya... end up i stay @ backstage for all 4 shifts~ to tink i wanna b @ control rm sia~~T.T
2nd day of conference... reach pretty early... set up of laptop n stuff... alone most of e time @ backstage... cuz jade wasn't dere for b4 lunch... bt not much diff actually... thing went well... other den 1 major blunder tt i made >.<
came to realise tt while i'm havin duty @ backstage... a few lecturers end up recognisin n rmb me >.<>
anyway... enjoyed myself dng those duty... n how glad i'm in TMT... something abt appreciation tt i share wid da abt... Perhaps, it's because that mostof the time, people neglect about those that work behind the screen... Thus when you are being thank for your effort while working backstage, you really feel appreciated? At least... that's how i feel...
I'm glad tt e lecturers feel tt i did a great job... bt i noe it in me tt i had made quite a few blunders tt could haf been avoided in the 1st place... >.<
can't w8 for minds carnival... where i'll help out for live audio~~
Edited on 2nd Oct:
Jus received an email frm ST...
Kinda surprise tt ST mention me in e email... I'm really happy tt i'm bein appreciated... :D
1st day... wen to sch @ 2pm for briefin... reach TFA bt no1... kinda surprise e AV technician rmb n recognise me sia~ chit chat for a while b4 ST and e others reach... was brief abt e duties on e 2 days: control rm for lightin n sound, backstage for switchin of slides, update corner for speakers to update like duh) and q&a for handlin of wireless mic... wanna do control rm... cuz can slack... anyway... dere's 4 shift for duty... so can do each duty once la~
anyway... e technician came down to backstage regardin some stuff... den came to tell me to off e service light... den ST wonder y... so i jus explain tt i'm frm TMT... blah blah... in e end... allocation of duty tt time... he ask me to do backstage for 1st duty liao~ den settle e rest of e duty... den he mention e intercomm to e rest... n he asked me to teach e rest... den dismissal~~
2nd day... 1st day of conference... get to backstage to prepare... wearin of intercomm bring back e memories of SA drama production... things went well i guess... if not ST won't ask me to take backstage for all shift liao -.- ya ya... end up i stay @ backstage for all 4 shifts~ to tink i wanna b @ control rm sia~~T.T
2nd day of conference... reach pretty early... set up of laptop n stuff... alone most of e time @ backstage... cuz jade wasn't dere for b4 lunch... bt not much diff actually... thing went well... other den 1 major blunder tt i made >.<
came to realise tt while i'm havin duty @ backstage... a few lecturers end up recognisin n rmb me >.<>
anyway... enjoyed myself dng those duty... n how glad i'm in TMT... something abt appreciation tt i share wid da abt... Perhaps, it's because that mostof the time, people neglect about those that work behind the screen... Thus when you are being thank for your effort while working backstage, you really feel appreciated? At least... that's how i feel...
I'm glad tt e lecturers feel tt i did a great job... bt i noe it in me tt i had made quite a few blunders tt could haf been avoided in the 1st place... >.<
can't w8 for minds carnival... where i'll help out for live audio~~
Edited on 2nd Oct:
Jus received an email frm ST...
Hi AV team
Thank you very much for helping out. Couldn't have done it without your help, the director and lecturers find the running of the event to be very smooth, and you guys are accomandating to their ever requests, especially Jie Ying. I'm sure you guys would agree with me.
Though it may seems a boring task, but without you guys standing by, in the event of mishap the conference would not be able to run, so your roles are very important.
All in all, thank you very much! and Enjoy your holidays!
Best Regards,
Stewart Tan
Kinda surprise tt ST mention me in e email... I'm really happy tt i'm bein appreciated... :D
Monday, September 22, 2008
Busy week
Back to sch frm mon to wed for some conference thingy... volunteer to help... since it's held @ TFA... hehe... somewhere I'm quite familiar wid :D :D
Stocktake on tues... >.<>
totally not lookin forward to tis week :( but lucky fri meetin up wid OT/LPP peeps... for my pitstop 1 yr anniversary outin... haha... so fast 1 yr le~~ lookin forward to tt day onli >.<
into 4th week of holiday le... another 2 more weeks to go b4 gng back to sch... kinda lookin forward to it... kinda not lookin forward to it too >.<
Stocktake on tues... >.<>
totally not lookin forward to tis week :( but lucky fri meetin up wid OT/LPP peeps... for my pitstop 1 yr anniversary outin... haha... so fast 1 yr le~~ lookin forward to tt day onli >.<
into 4th week of holiday le... another 2 more weeks to go b4 gng back to sch... kinda lookin forward to it... kinda not lookin forward to it too >.<
Friday, September 19, 2008
Which horoscope m i?
You Should Be A Cancer |
![]() What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
I'm a true cancerian~~
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Hp spoil :(
Mood been really gd since last week... n 1 really stupid thing happen tt spoil my mood totally... n it's not even my exam result!
My hp is spoil... argh~~ e previous time was e back light spoil... tis time is lcd screen spoil... haix~~
usin back my old phone... bt dun haf most of e contact... argh~~~
sorry if i ask hu u r if u sms me... >.<
badmoodbadmoodbadmood
My hp is spoil... argh~~ e previous time was e back light spoil... tis time is lcd screen spoil... haix~~
usin back my old phone... bt dun haf most of e contact... argh~~~
sorry if i ask hu u r if u sms me... >.<
badmoodbadmoodbadmood
yr2 sem 1 result
Got back Yr2 Sem1 result... I noe i didn't do well... But it was better den wad i expected >.<>.<
I admit tt i didn't really pay attention durin lect tis sem... guilty as charge~~~ so i'm really thankful tt i onli fail food chem...
Result ain't tt well... Must strive for e remaining 1.5 yrs le...
I admit tt i didn't really pay attention durin lect tis sem... guilty as charge~~~ so i'm really thankful tt i onli fail food chem...
Result ain't tt well... Must strive for e remaining 1.5 yrs le...
Monday, September 15, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Hurdles in Life...
Was havin a sms conv wid da... talkin abt an article in e malay newspaper... Cuz it happen to b abt an ex-collegue... Herit...
Kinda of taken aback by the stuff tt happen in his family... sometime tt will nvr cross e minds of mine n da's...
havin parents hu r drug addict n alway go in n out of prison... wid his mum passed away wen he was 8... havin to take care of his grandparent... his grandfather, hu haf cronic disease, passed away in april... he was the spark that started herit's interest in nursing...
Being poor and havin to depend on welfare, he could not afford to buy his uniform... his tcher bot his uniform for him... tt tcher was very concern abt him and would buy lunch for him, guidin him in his studies... a tcher tt herit respect veri much... however, the tcher passed away in may...
He is determined to cont his studies so tt he can help his grandmother n oso to prove tt he can lead a normal life despute he haf lesser in life... He was offered a scholarship for nursing sometime back... Now he is among e best student in his course wid a gpa of 3.5...
havin to work wid him on sat... chattin wid him n stuff... it's really unbelieveable tt he went tru so much even wen he was young... his determination in pursuin his dream for e sake of helpin ppl...
a really patient guy... a likeable character... friendly to everyone... n aft readin tis article, me n da haf a newfound respect for him...
his strength to hold on and pursuin his dream... it's really commendable...
if given e same situation, i believe a lot of ppl will choose to gif up den to cont to persue e dream or passion... i tink if i were to go tru e same thing, i would haf crumble...
This is not e onli story tt i haf read or heard abt... bt tis is e 1st time tt i come across a story tt involve my frien...
To Herit... All the best in life...
Kinda of taken aback by the stuff tt happen in his family... sometime tt will nvr cross e minds of mine n da's...
havin parents hu r drug addict n alway go in n out of prison... wid his mum passed away wen he was 8... havin to take care of his grandparent... his grandfather, hu haf cronic disease, passed away in april... he was the spark that started herit's interest in nursing...
Being poor and havin to depend on welfare, he could not afford to buy his uniform... his tcher bot his uniform for him... tt tcher was very concern abt him and would buy lunch for him, guidin him in his studies... a tcher tt herit respect veri much... however, the tcher passed away in may...
He is determined to cont his studies so tt he can help his grandmother n oso to prove tt he can lead a normal life despute he haf lesser in life... He was offered a scholarship for nursing sometime back... Now he is among e best student in his course wid a gpa of 3.5...
havin to work wid him on sat... chattin wid him n stuff... it's really unbelieveable tt he went tru so much even wen he was young... his determination in pursuin his dream for e sake of helpin ppl...
a really patient guy... a likeable character... friendly to everyone... n aft readin tis article, me n da haf a newfound respect for him...
his strength to hold on and pursuin his dream... it's really commendable...
if given e same situation, i believe a lot of ppl will choose to gif up den to cont to persue e dream or passion... i tink if i were to go tru e same thing, i would haf crumble...
This is not e onli story tt i haf read or heard abt... bt tis is e 1st time tt i come across a story tt involve my frien...
To Herit... All the best in life...
Closure of another door~
Well... out of dilemma... Think i'm gng to sign up n help out for e NYP conference...
received new of e temp receptionist... guess u can tell frm above yea? if u haven guess it, i'm not selected...
despite not havin much hope to it... still feelin really disappointed n down... Hey... It's my 3rd rejection frm jobs within 2 weeks seh~~ T.T haix... e experience tt i missin out too~~ ok lar... if i say e amt i get to earn frm tis job doesn't affect my feelin, den i'm lyin sia... more den $300 gone leh!!! for a 6 days job~~ T.T
tink dad is helpin me to ask if his company dere need part timer or not... hope to hear gd news...
meanwhile... i need to tell js or sock tt i wanna help out for e conference... hehe...
well... closure of another door... nvm... another door will open soon~~ mayb i'm jus fated to work @ guardian -.-
received new of e temp receptionist... guess u can tell frm above yea? if u haven guess it, i'm not selected...
despite not havin much hope to it... still feelin really disappointed n down... Hey... It's my 3rd rejection frm jobs within 2 weeks seh~~ T.T haix... e experience tt i missin out too~~ ok lar... if i say e amt i get to earn frm tis job doesn't affect my feelin, den i'm lyin sia... more den $300 gone leh!!! for a 6 days job~~ T.T
tink dad is helpin me to ask if his company dere need part timer or not... hope to hear gd news...
meanwhile... i need to tell js or sock tt i wanna help out for e conference... hehe...
well... closure of another door... nvm... another door will open soon~~ mayb i'm jus fated to work @ guardian -.-
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
NYP conference
I'm so in a dilemma now~~~~~ ARGH!
NYP havin a Joint Scientific Conference wid JiangNan University on 23rd n 24th sept... Stocktake days!! n 24 may b e day tt i haf to work @ otis... haix... can't get off lor :(
Email lecturer... bt he insist tt i haf to go as it is compulsory -.-
Haix... Hope that I can get tt otis job... n e 6th day fall on 25th rather den 24th... if not i haf to gif it up le :(
As for guardian side... heard frm da stocktake haf to start later... need to talk to da abt it later @ work...
If both work out well... wid no clash... i'll help out for e conference...
haix... it's not like i'm tryin to find excuse not to go lor... tt time wen i 1st heard abt it... i even plan to help out as AVA... since e conference is held @ TFA... a place i'm familiar wid... haf to c how things go... hope all turn out well :(
HAIX~~~
NYP havin a Joint Scientific Conference wid JiangNan University on 23rd n 24th sept... Stocktake days!! n 24 may b e day tt i haf to work @ otis... haix... can't get off lor :(
Email lecturer... bt he insist tt i haf to go as it is compulsory -.-
Haix... Hope that I can get tt otis job... n e 6th day fall on 25th rather den 24th... if not i haf to gif it up le :(
As for guardian side... heard frm da stocktake haf to start later... need to talk to da abt it later @ work...
If both work out well... wid no clash... i'll help out for e conference...
haix... it's not like i'm tryin to find excuse not to go lor... tt time wen i 1st heard abt it... i even plan to help out as AVA... since e conference is held @ TFA... a place i'm familiar wid... haf to c how things go... hope all turn out well :(
HAIX~~~
Guardian
e fact remain tt me n da been wantin to step out of e doors of guardians... at least... da had done it b4... i dun really dare to step out of it actually... not until i can get myself to go into another door 1st... both of us noe tt in some way... we been takin our current job for granted... our i/c been nice to us... givin us off wen we ask for it... not really demandin n stuff... bt sometime... it can get a lil too unbearable n a lil too rountine~
Quite a few ppl r surprised tt i still workin @ guardian... esp those tt noe tt i wanted to quit n change my job... afterall... i been sayin it since dec... which is like something i say for 9 months?!
e truth is... I can't really bear to leave actually... e people, e environment and e memories dere...
i'm really surprise wen some of e customers i meet recently actually asked me if i'm new... haha... imagine... i had work dere for more den 1 yr... yet e customer nvr c me b4... haha... wen i reply e customer tt i'm not new n had work dere for more den a yr... dey were surprise... n i explain wad may b e reason tt dey may not haf seen b b4...
some of e customers r regular...
e 2 aunties @ e bak gua shop... 1 of dem hu really lift up my mood wen she comment tt i done a gd recommendation to her... another, hu i didn't really like @ 1st cuz she like veri grumpy de, bt aft interact quite a few time found tt she pretty friendly too... sometime wen i walk past e shop while gng to work... still chat a lil wid e aunty...
e guy hu tot tt i'm frm china -.- n say i veri rich... cuz most of time he walk past guardian, i happen to b countin $$... either to change for smaller notes in e cashier or for pick up... den he comment tt everytime c me count $$... haha... a lil chat here n dere wen he walk past guardian or came to guardian to buy newspaper...
e guy hu seem to haf diff way of sayin hello to diff of e guardian staff... i was pretty amuse wen i saw it for e 1st few time... interestin...
e indian girl workin @ mac... e 1st person tt i noe frm mac... n it all spark off bcuz she misplace her wallet @ guardian...
e staff of guardian... e ex-staff n e current staff... aisah, siti, jamaliah, da, herit, danial, selvi, sobanah, andy and erny...
i really like e environment dere... quiet n not too bz... e closeness of e staff... e friendliness of e neighbourin shops... e familar customers...
1 yr... lots of memories dere... n i tink... e most impactful memory was tt 1 incident tt test my frienship wid da... not forgettin some of e more enjoyable time wid some of e staff, esp da n herit... catchin up wid da durin work... rantin to each other... e crazy time tt we made a lil bet wid each other... sharin of knowledge wid herit...
those time durin stock take... e time wen we prepare e store for store visit... e time of shorthandedness...
e experience tt i gain dere... frm interactin wid customer... to product knowledge... to bein a cashier... to plus sellin... n not forgettin e friend i made dere...
in a way... it was Yogurt place tt made me treasure workin @ guardian more... makin me realise how nice my workin experience is over @ guardian...
There are ppl tt asked me y i dun wanna transfer to central branches... since it way closer... bt i guess... i still prefer e small store... n not forgettin e above reasons...
I'm not sure how long I'll be stay @ guardian though *shrug*
Quite a few ppl r surprised tt i still workin @ guardian... esp those tt noe tt i wanted to quit n change my job... afterall... i been sayin it since dec... which is like something i say for 9 months?!
e truth is... I can't really bear to leave actually... e people, e environment and e memories dere...
i'm really surprise wen some of e customers i meet recently actually asked me if i'm new... haha... imagine... i had work dere for more den 1 yr... yet e customer nvr c me b4... haha... wen i reply e customer tt i'm not new n had work dere for more den a yr... dey were surprise... n i explain wad may b e reason tt dey may not haf seen b b4...
some of e customers r regular...
e 2 aunties @ e bak gua shop... 1 of dem hu really lift up my mood wen she comment tt i done a gd recommendation to her... another, hu i didn't really like @ 1st cuz she like veri grumpy de, bt aft interact quite a few time found tt she pretty friendly too... sometime wen i walk past e shop while gng to work... still chat a lil wid e aunty...
e guy hu tot tt i'm frm china -.- n say i veri rich... cuz most of time he walk past guardian, i happen to b countin $$... either to change for smaller notes in e cashier or for pick up... den he comment tt everytime c me count $$... haha... a lil chat here n dere wen he walk past guardian or came to guardian to buy newspaper...
e guy hu seem to haf diff way of sayin hello to diff of e guardian staff... i was pretty amuse wen i saw it for e 1st few time... interestin...
e indian girl workin @ mac... e 1st person tt i noe frm mac... n it all spark off bcuz she misplace her wallet @ guardian...
e staff of guardian... e ex-staff n e current staff... aisah, siti, jamaliah, da, herit, danial, selvi, sobanah, andy and erny...
i really like e environment dere... quiet n not too bz... e closeness of e staff... e friendliness of e neighbourin shops... e familar customers...
1 yr... lots of memories dere... n i tink... e most impactful memory was tt 1 incident tt test my frienship wid da... not forgettin some of e more enjoyable time wid some of e staff, esp da n herit... catchin up wid da durin work... rantin to each other... e crazy time tt we made a lil bet wid each other... sharin of knowledge wid herit...
those time durin stock take... e time wen we prepare e store for store visit... e time of shorthandedness...
e experience tt i gain dere... frm interactin wid customer... to product knowledge... to bein a cashier... to plus sellin... n not forgettin e friend i made dere...
in a way... it was Yogurt place tt made me treasure workin @ guardian more... makin me realise how nice my workin experience is over @ guardian...
There are ppl tt asked me y i dun wanna transfer to central branches... since it way closer... bt i guess... i still prefer e small store... n not forgettin e above reasons...
I'm not sure how long I'll be stay @ guardian though *shrug*
Doors~
Corridor full of doors of opportunities...ok lar... it's my sch lab de corridor... a pic tt i took quite some time ago...
Quite a few ppl askin me abt work... esp those tt noe tt i went for interview n those tt noe tt i wanna change my job... so here e update... n oso a lil joke tt me n da created while discussin abt it... thus e reaason y i post tt corridor pic
went for tried applyin for
pitstop... rejected cuz no more vacanies~ bt dey say if i'm able to work wen sch reopen can approach dem agn...
kids fest... e job tt i really wish i can get in actually :( haix... guess i over-estimate myself... tinkin tt i sure to get tt job :( haix~~ bt den... just haf to let it go~
receive an emails frm mel... 1st was data entry @ airport... tt time wen she send tt email was prior to exam... den wasn't in time to apply for tt... ytd she send an email regardin receptionist... yep... e 3rd job tt i apply for... send in my resume for tt... n gt a reply frm her pretty quickly... not to mention e phonecalls tt i gt to cfm as well as e meetup for
da... u're rite... doors may close bt more doors will open...
was tellin da abt how i didn't mange to get into e pitstop n kid fest job... was kinda disppointed abt it... ok... mayb not jus kinda bt really disappointed abt it... esp for e kid fest 1... haix... bt e doors r close... no point keep knockin on those 2 doors n hopin it will open any time soon...
da: aiya, those 2 doors close... other doors will still open de...
me: haix... i'm stuck in the corridor now lor...
da: haha...
me: erh... no... hold on... i'm not stuck in e corridor... i'm stuck in e door of guardian... haven step out sia~
da: ya lor... need my help to kick u out?
a summary of e conv regardin e 'doors' tt we talk abt for 2days...
suddenly havin lots of thought abt job... shall post in another blog entry :)
Friday, September 05, 2008
Song: Shu Guang
欧菁仙 曙光 LYRICS
每当我很不开心的时候
我总爱对自己说
这世界不是小小的屋檐
天空好大好远
不经过寒冬哪来梅花香
没有黎明怎么会有曙光
人生的道路崎岖或平坦
还不是要自己去承担
等待天亮, 期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂
等待天亮, 期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂
谁能够只有快乐不悲伤
遇到挫折不沮丧
人生的旅程怎样多变幻
要靠自己的判断
不经过寒冬哪来梅花香
没有黎明怎么会有曙光
人生的道路崎岖或平坦
还不是要自己去承担
等待天亮, 期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂
等待天亮, 期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Song: The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go
Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you
Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Movie: Wall-E
Went to SDC to watch Wall-E 2day...
really like e movie... touchin~ n pretty sweet too~
can't help wonderin if technology haf simplify our life a lil too much... to e pt tt 1 day all we can do is rely on machines, robots and technology to get tru our life... Gettin lazy to even get up to change or eat, much less exercise...
Wall-E... aft watchin tt... make me think abt e future of Earth... perhaps not e near future... bt i tink... wad's deplicted in e movie will happen one day... Earth covered with rubbish that it become a mission impossible to live on it anymore... Gng green... tt's wad been e topic isn't it? tryin our best to save Mother Earth by reducing, reusin and recyclin... Each and everyone haf to play a part to save our Earth...
Wall-E n Eve is sooooo sweet... e part where Wall-E wanna hold Eve's hand... e part where Eve tried to restore Wall-E parts... e part where Wall-E 'lost' personality he had n revert back to e feelingless robot tt he was wen he was 1st created...
n M-O is soooo cute... haha... cleanin up aft Wall-E... hehe...
n e cute lil cockroach~~
not bad... like tis movie lots... not forgettin e lil trailer before e movie... amusin... haha...
plan to catch other movies which include: Bad Habit, High School Musical 3...
really like e movie... touchin~ n pretty sweet too~
can't help wonderin if technology haf simplify our life a lil too much... to e pt tt 1 day all we can do is rely on machines, robots and technology to get tru our life... Gettin lazy to even get up to change or eat, much less exercise...
Wall-E... aft watchin tt... make me think abt e future of Earth... perhaps not e near future... bt i tink... wad's deplicted in e movie will happen one day... Earth covered with rubbish that it become a mission impossible to live on it anymore... Gng green... tt's wad been e topic isn't it? tryin our best to save Mother Earth by reducing, reusin and recyclin... Each and everyone haf to play a part to save our Earth...
Wall-E n Eve is sooooo sweet... e part where Wall-E wanna hold Eve's hand... e part where Eve tried to restore Wall-E parts... e part where Wall-E 'lost' personality he had n revert back to e feelingless robot tt he was wen he was 1st created...
n M-O is soooo cute... haha... cleanin up aft Wall-E... hehe...
n e cute lil cockroach~~
not bad... like tis movie lots... not forgettin e lil trailer before e movie... amusin... haha...
plan to catch other movies which include: Bad Habit, High School Musical 3...
Noe Myself better
Took some quiz... result of 1 of e quizzes tt i took...
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Try again | Give me more
Story: Sandpiper
Came across tis story... Enjoy reading..
NOTE: I hope you have a few Kleenex tissues in that box. The above is a true story sent out by Ruth Peterson. It serves as a reminder to all of us that we need to take time to enjoy living and life and each other. "The price of hating other human beings is loving oneself less"
Ever wondered why people who are not as fortunate always live life to the fullest?
Ever wondered why they knew the meaning of living while we gripe over the slightest thing?
Ever wondered where they get the strength from to counter all that was happening to them?
Ever wondered why they could, through will power, get over so many things?
Ever wondered why every story of a not so fortunate soul tugs at your heartstrings?
Indeed, I've always thought about it. How I wish I could understand. Understand what they are going through and learn from them. Treasure your friends while you can, for you never know what tomorrow brings.
She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sandcastle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea.
"Hello," she said.
I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small child. "I'm building," she said.
"I see that. What is it?" I asked, not caring.
"Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand. "
"That sounds good," I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sandpiper glided by.
"That's a joy," the child said.
"It's a what?"
"It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy." The bird went glissading down the beach. "Good-bye joy," I muttered to myself, "hello pain," and turned to walk on. I was depressed; my life seemed completely out of balance.
"What's your name?" She wouldn't give up.
"Ruth," I answered. "I'm Ruth Peterson."
"Mine's Wendy... I'm six."
"Hi, Wendy."
She giggled. "You're funny," she said. In spite of my gloom I laughed too and walked on. Her musical giggle followed me.
"Come again, Mrs. P," she called. "We'll have another happy day."
The days and weeks that followed belong to others: a group of unruly Boy Scouts, PTA meetings, and ailing mother. The sun was shining one morning as I took my hands out of the dishwater. "I need a sandpiper," I said to myself, gathering up my coat. The ever-changing balm of the seashore awaited me.
The breeze was chilly, but I strode along, trying to recapture the serenity I needed. I had forgotten the child and was startled when she appeared.
"Hello, Mrs. P," she said. "Do you want to play?"
"What do you have in mind?" I asked, with a twinge of annoyance.
"I don't know, you say."
"How about charades?" I asked sarcastically.
The tinkling laughter burst forth again. "I don't know what that is."
"Then let's just walk." Looking at her, I noticed the delicate fairness of her face. "Where do you live?" I asked.
"Over there." She pointed toward a row of summer cottages. Strange, I thought, in winter.
"Where do you go to school?"
"I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on vacation." She chattered little girl talk as we strolled up the beach, but my mind was on other things. When I left for home, Wendy said it had been a happy day.
Feeling surprisingly better, I smiled at her and agreed.
Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a state of near panic. I was in no mood to even greet Wendy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch and felt like demanding she keep her child at home.
"Look, if you don't mind," I said crossly when Wendy caught up with me, "I'd rather be alone today."
She seems unusually pale and out of breath.
"Why?" she asked.
I turned to her and shouted, "Because my mother died!" and thought, my God, why was I saying this to a little child?
"Oh," she said quietly, "then this is a bad day."
"Yes, and yesterday and the day before and-oh, go away!"
"Did it hurt? "
"Did what hurt?" I was exasperated with her, with myself.
"When she died?"
"Of course it hurt!" I snapped, misunderstanding, wrapped up in myself. I strode off.
A month or so after that, when I next went to the beach, she wasn't there. Feeling guilty, ashamed and admitting to myself I missed her, I went up to the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. A drawn looking young woman with honey-colored hair opened the door.
"Hello," I said. "I'm Ruth Peterson. I missed your little girl today and wondered where she was."
"Oh yes, Mrs. Peterson, please come in. Wendy talked of you so much. I'm afraid I allowed her to bother you. If she was a nuisance, please, accept my apologies."
"Not at all-she's a delightful child," I said, suddenly realizing that I meant it.
"Where is she?"
"Wendy died last week, Mrs. Peterson. She had leukemia. Maybe she didn't tell you." Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. My breath caught.
"She loved this beach; so when she asked to come, we couldn't say no. She seemed so much better here and had a lot of what she called happy days. But the last few weeks, she declined rapidly..." her voice faltered.
"She left something for you...if only I can find it. Could you wait a moment while I look?"
I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something, anything, to say to this lovely young woman. She handed me a smeared envelope, with MRS. P printed in bold, childish letters. Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues-a yellow beach, a blue sea, and a brown bird. Underneath was carefully printed: A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY
Tears welled up in my eyes, and a heart that had almost forgotten to love opened wide. I took Wendy's mother in my arms. "I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," I muttered over and over, and we wept together.
The precious little picture is framed now and hangs in my study. Six words- one for each year of her life- that speak to me of harmony, courage, undemanding love. A gift from a child with sea-blue eyes and hair the color sand--- who taught me the gift of love.
NOTE: I hope you have a few Kleenex tissues in that box. The above is a true story sent out by Ruth Peterson. It serves as a reminder to all of us that we need to take time to enjoy living and life and each other. "The price of hating other human beings is loving oneself less"
Ever wondered why people who are not as fortunate always live life to the fullest?
Ever wondered why they knew the meaning of living while we gripe over the slightest thing?
Ever wondered where they get the strength from to counter all that was happening to them?
Ever wondered why they could, through will power, get over so many things?
Ever wondered why every story of a not so fortunate soul tugs at your heartstrings?
Indeed, I've always thought about it. How I wish I could understand. Understand what they are going through and learn from them. Treasure your friends while you can, for you never know what tomorrow brings.
Monday, September 01, 2008
Job Interview
Had my interview @ pitstop ytd... hope able to get tt job... bt i haf totally no idea how to break e news to parents tt e openin hr is frm 12nn to 3am... yes.. 3 AM!! distance is oredi a lil prob wid dad liao... i tink wid tt timing... parents cfm won't allow bah :(
anyway... 1st time interview for a job... for guardian 1 no interview... den uncle's place oso no interview... so super nervous...
fill up form n qns some qns... n oso to explain a game... pretty ok... anyway... state e period of availability frm mid sept to mid oct onli...
another interview 2day... at science centre... 5 day work n get to earn more den $200... i really need tt~~ to cover up my expenses for e past few month >.<>nearly... cuz i TURN IT DOWN!! argh~ T.T quickly go check email n realise 2day is e 1 n onli interview... quickly call back wein to make an appointment for e interview... no way i'm gng to let chance get away~~
*cross finger* i want tis job i want tis job i want tis job *cross finger*
hope tt e part tt i volunteer in science centre before would gif me a plus plus plus point over e others :P
anyway... 1st time interview for a job... for guardian 1 no interview... den uncle's place oso no interview... so super nervous...
fill up form n qns some qns... n oso to explain a game... pretty ok... anyway... state e period of availability frm mid sept to mid oct onli...
another interview 2day... at science centre... 5 day work n get to earn more den $200... i really need tt~~ to cover up my expenses for e past few month >.<>nearly... cuz i TURN IT DOWN!! argh~ T.T quickly go check email n realise 2day is e 1 n onli interview... quickly call back wein to make an appointment for e interview... no way i'm gng to let chance get away~~
*cross finger* i want tis job i want tis job i want tis job *cross finger*
hope tt e part tt i volunteer in science centre before would gif me a plus plus plus point over e others :P
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