ColourGenics 30.10.09

Name: Chew Jie Ying
Date: 10/30/2009
Colorgenics Number: 46150237

It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Halloween

Is it me, or this year seem to be more Halloween events around Singapore?


Last year I had only went to Night Safari Halloween with deardear... And also celebrated Halloween with SA peeps...

This year... I'm practically trying to attend those Halloween event EVERY WEEK!!!

1st week was Night Safari, which I ended up not entering due to some !$#$#@ reason... But with help from 2yi, went on the 2nd week...

3rd week, went to Sentosa... But end up not going cause it's an extra $20+ expense... See no point of paying that amount. Moreover, Image of Singapore is spooky enough without those 'ghost and ghouls'

This coming sat, aka Halloween day, will be going to another Halloween event... Though, I have yet to decide if to go for Science Center or Escape... haix...

If going for Science Center, can visit Body Worlds exhibition at the same time. Paying S$26 for both the Body Worlds admission as well as a Night walk? Can't remember the details...

If going for Escape, won't have to pay a single cent, cause free admission for nEbO member...



Now the main problem is finding company to go with... Anyone want to go with me please???

ColourGenics 30.10.09

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Name: Chew Jie Ying
Date: 10/29/2009
Colorgenics Number: 50461327

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You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

Movie: Cloudy With A Chance of Meatball

Watch Cloudy With a Chance Of Meatball with Da @ GVBishan just now...

Glad that I didn't miss this animation! I miss watching such animations!!! Told Da that I would choose animation over any other movie, because it's this kind of show that really have a moral story behind it etc.

Had used the $2 rebate (and that is why I had caught this movie now~, soooo don't want to let my rebate go to waste)

Overall, it's a GREAT movie!! Was in thoughts even way after the movie.

Many of us, give up on persuading our dreams, because of the teasing and lack of supports from the people around us. A little faith can actually bring us a long way.

Failing isn't the end of the journey, but the element to enable you to learn and grow. What's important is that you have to remember to stand back up on your feet to continue on with the journey. Perhaps, at some point of time, you may have chosen another route. But the thing is, do you still remember who you really are, what your dream really is?


Somehow, I kinda able to relate to the Dad? Not able to express ourselves directly. Going one big round to convey what we want to say. Or rather, in my case, not even saying at all. Perhaps, what I need now is actually a thought-translator, to convey my thoughts out without me having to open my mouth. It will seriously be helpful.



Something that I didn't expect from the movie is that I'll be crying only right at the end of the movie. I know I'll cry, because having to watch quite a lot of animation, at a certain part of the movie, it always bring tears. Though I had expected it to be a happy ending, but still the ending amazed me.


It is a movie that is worth watching. Recommended.


P.S. I wish there's really a food machine around. It so cool! Imagine whole Singapore covered with Icecream~ Yummilicious~


Movies that I want to watch:

• Caroline
• 2012
• Planet 51
• My Sister's Keeper
• My Girlfriend is An Agent
• Imagine That
• Amelia
• New Moon
• The Princess And The Frog
  

Body World

7years ago, I went for this exhibition
7years later, I want to go for this exhibition again!

What exhibition? BODY WORLDS!!!


Just started yesterday and it's until March 2010... Anyone want to go with me please?? *begging someone to go with her~*


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ColourGenics 29.10.09

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.

Seriously, it's pretty much sum up how I'm really feeling. Really accurate. Gosh!

Reflection

Reading on a msn conversation between MH and me, dated back in April. The time that I had broke down so badly. The period that I almost made the most terrible mistakes. If not for that msn conversation with MH that day, I wonder when I'll wake up from trying to drown myself in unhappiness.

Readinb back on that msn conversation bring tears. For it bring back those memories and feeling I had felt that time. But I won't push them away, because I know, it's a thing of the past. I have learnt from that incident and have move on.

Half a year had passed since that incident. That incident had made me realise of that those online friendships that I had made over the past two years isn't just some superficial friends. They are the one who genuinely cares when they somehow could sense that I'm not my normal self. In fact, most of the time, they are the ones who could detect that.


Indeed, running away is a much more easier way out. But each action has its own consequence. And one of the consequences from running away will be losing those dearest relationships. And that will something I will regret greatly.

Mh, you're right when you say that when I look back to that incident, I'm glad that I had made this choice and have no regrets. And I have to add, it's the conversation with you that had lead me to make this decision, because you had wake me up that time.


I have a bad habit, which is keeping everything to myself when things happen. Not wanting to tell, because I don't feel that it's right to tell. Because I feel that I shouldn't bother others with my problem. Yes, others have offered their ears to listen, their shoulders for me to cry on. But like I had mention before, it's not how willing a person is to be there for me, but it's how comfortable I am with sharing my problems with that person.

And fact is, not many that I'm comfortable in sharing. Seriously, I could only think of a handful of friends currently. Not even family members. It isn't that I doesn't want to be open to family, but somehow, it's harder for me to be open, compare to being open to friends. Those I'm comfortable in sharing, well, it's mainly Da and MH only. Others include Fel, Bready, deardear, Puii, BTP, etc...


I had told others before, I'm not a person who can talk face-to-face with someone else that easily. That's why I have problem voicing out at times, especially when it comes to thoughts and feelings. It's hard to even voice out over the net as well.

Perhaps, I need a lesson on that?

2nd week

Has it really only the second week of sch reopen? Why am I feeling that it's like near mid or whatosever of school term, and that everything seem to be just pushing in around me?!

Projects, reports, journal reviews!

For this semester, I'm practically just reliving 1/2 of what I had gone through 1year ago... With 2 modules that is totally new to me... But somehow, why is it that it feel that stress is just lurking behind me, waiting for me to fall?

A sense of helplessness is washing over me... Seriously... Lost, confuse, helpless... And that seem to barely sum up how I'm feeling at this point of time...

2 reports down, 2 tutorials down...

Market survey questionnaire to be set up... Market survey to be collected and analyze... Project to be defined... Journal articles to find...

Indeed, it's only the second week... Yet everything have already being passed to us... Requirement for project, deadline for them, etc... So much for a relaxing 1st week that I was hoping for...


But at, taking classes with those juniors was rather enjoyable, especially those practical session with them... Having to work with the juniors as I'm the only one in that class, had enable me to know some of them... And seriously, I enjoy working with them...


This semester will be a lone ranger most of the time... Since most part of my timetable isn't the same as the rest... Rather pack at times, yet I seriously dread those thursday which I'm having that 5hours break...


I'm dread week 4 as well... due of journal review... presentations... ARGH!!! Can the time just stop on this saturday?!

Trying hard to stick to my resolution for this semester... Though i'm not exactly doing what I had set to do, but it's getting there, at least, it's better than those previous semester... Hoping I have the determination to stick it out...

2 days down... Another 3 more days to go~

On/Off button?

Had a talk with Da this aftnn during our impromptu meetup...

This was mention in the conv:

How I wish there is an On/Off button... To my thoughts... To my feelings... To everything!!!

And just now on the way back... I can't help wishing for the same...

To have an On/Off button just to switch off my emotion/thoughts/feelings/etc! Be just like a robot with an On/Off button...

But then, if i'm a robot in the first place, I won't even have emotions/thoughts/feelings isn't it? I won't even have to be bother by those..

ColourGenics

Your ColorGenics profile has been generated below...

Name: Chew Jie Ying

Date: 10/26/2009
Colorgenics Number: 01546327

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At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.

I'm just so surprise by the result... It's so accurate...

Shall try it some time later and see what the result.

Try it out here

Just Because?

Read this in someone else blog and find it to be rather meaningful...

Just Because – I’m quiet–it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say

Just Because – I appear happy–doesn’t mean everything’s ok

Just Because – I’m sarcastic–doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously

Just Because – I forgive–doesn’t mean I forget

Just Because – I don’t listen to you-doesn’t mean I don’t care

Just Because – I’m gullible–doesn’t mean you can lie to me

Just Because – I’m stubborn–doesn’t mean I’m not easy going

Just Because – I don’t show my feelings–doesn’t mean I don’t have any

Just Because – I don’t say I love you–doesn’t mean I don’t

Just Because – I’m honest–doesn’t mean I’m outspoken

Just Because – I’m not like you–doesn’t mean I’m weird

Just Because – I’m unsure–doesn’t mean I’m afraid

Just because of a certain thing doesn't mean that what you think is right/correct... Afterall, to assume is to make an ass out of you and me...


Just because I had kept quiet, doesn't mean that I have accept it.
Just because I had kept quiet, doesn't mean that I doesn't know anything.
Just because I had kept quiet, doesn't mean that I don't feel the resentment.


There's a lot in me that others may not know... A lot more than even I have figure out myself...


Who exactually can say that they understand themselves? I know I can't... Times and again, I had surprise/shock myself how little I understand myself... It's like, I'm knowing myself better each day, but at the same time, I understand myself lesser? *Shrug*

All I'm sure of know is that, it's not how much a person understand me that matters... But it's how much they appreciating me that truly matter to me...

Just because we're on talking term
Doesn't mean that we were still how we used to be...

1000th post, 4th yr blogging

1000TH POSTS!!! And it's my blog birthday as well ^^


Started blogging on 21.10.05... So I had been blogging for 4 years ^^ average 250posts per year... Woah~

Lots of memories... Doubt I'll ever close down this blog... Song, reflections, stories, etc... Too much stuff for me to bear to close it down...

Getting kinda lazy to blog sometime... Especially times when I uploading the pictures for those entries~ And with facebook and plurk... Even more lazy to update the blog since those two are a much faster option to update...

But still enjoy blogging despite getting lazy... haha...

Finally venturing into blogshop... Hoping to really find time to start my hand-made card sale... Yet to start on that as I take quite some time for each card each time :(



Blogging objective, blogging style... Both had changed since the time I started blogging... Though I had more than 1 blogs... This is my main one... And I kinda decided to blog here, even my unhappiness, unlike last time...

Looking at the other blogs, indeed, I had posted in them lesser... Does that show that I hiding lesser stuff? or that I'm keeping even more stuff to myself, to the point that I'm not even blogging at other blogs?


All I'm sure of is that... I'll still continue to blog... For it's a place for me to keep track of memories... A place where others knowing what's been happening around me... A place for me to reflect... A place for me to vent my emotions and thoughts...

Lousy start

Had two pretty bad days... zZz... No wonder I dread school reopen soooo much!

Mon:
Had a ultra long break... from 12+ all the way to 6pm... zZz...

Thrashing out session during SA meeting... Voicing out of unhappiness... Was taken aback by some stuff...

Was left in a rather emotional mode? Fel know it as she called me soon after the meeting to chat... Perhaps it's kinda good that she was talking to me that time... Was rather trouble and unsure of what to do next...


Tues:
Timetable clashed... and onli realise it on the day itself...

Pract suppose to start @ 2pm... but it was stated as 4pm in my timetable... end up haf to find e RK... bt he's busy... TT was rather helpful though... For the help and advice given... End up able to settle e timetable after going up and down for like at least 3 times?




*crossing fingers* hoping rest of week will b less eventful... Not like I need more screw up stuff for 1st week of sch reopen!

Wishlist...

Been eyeing some stuff for quite some time... So it's time to set a new wishlist again... Since I have achieved almost all the items on the previous wishlist ^^

1. Mitch Albom's Latest Book (Achieved on 15.12.09)
   I had the other three books, and I found his book to be rather interesting and kinda make you reflect about life and how you deal with life situation or people. Thus, I want to add this into my Mitch Albom collection...
   
   
2. Calligraphy Pen (6 pen-tips set) (Achieved on 22.06.11)
   It's sold at Raffles Place, B1... Would be nice to own it, esp if to use it during my cards making... Pretty ^^
   
   
3. DSLR/ Digital Camera
   Fall in love with Ah Dior's DSLR, so I shall save to get it!! Love it cause of the zoom and stuff... I just love to use zoom during photo takin... haha... And not forgetting taking close up ^^ Normal digit camera can only zoom that far, and often, it's blurred!
   
   But if really not able to get my hands on DSLR... was thinking of owning Olympus digi cam... Can't rmb if it's T series or the M series... 12mega, 7X zoom...it's pretty gd when I tried it out while I was @ courts e other day..
   
   Or a Sony Cybershot TX1 (S$600+)... Super cool as it can take panorama photos!
   
   Or a Canon Powershot SX200 (S$600+)... 12X zoom! pretty gd macro/close up shot...
   
   Or a Samsung ST600 (S$550) [Achieve on 15th October 2010)... It's dual screens... And with cool editing functions! And most of all.. it has the scene function that I forever adore ^^ and not forgetting the clarity + the zoomin~
   
   I'm thinking of getting a Polaroid Camera as well~ hmmm... but need to consider hard as the film ain't cheap~!
   
   
4. Laptop External Cooling Fan (Achieved in May 2010)
   My laptop external cooling fan spoil liao... And my laptop is super duper hot! argh!!
   
   
5. Laptop (Achieved in May 2010 )
   My laptop seem to be dying on me =.= laptop cooling fan is down... Speed is super duper slow... zZz... Dunno why but I seem to prefer Vaio over other brand, though I didn't really use it before?
   
   
6. Teddy Bear Picnic Tee from Punkstar (S$20+)
   Been eyeing on it for super duper long... Think Aug? Haven got to buying it as my pay had gone to crafting materials n driving =.= Glad I have membership card, can get discount...
   Size: M
   Design: The 3/4 sleeve (black) or the Long Tee version
   
   
7. Jigsaw Bag from SkyBlue (Achieved in Jan 2010)
   A bag that I eyeing super duper long... zZz... But alway failed to get it though I had friends who went Taiwan, as the stock are yet to be in the stock =.= *great.. *
   Colour: White or Black
   
   
8. QuicKutz Cookie Cutter Magnetic Folder (From Junior De Artist) (S$29.90 each) (Achieved in Nov '09)
   Would really love to own this... So as to layout my cookie cutters in a way that is easy for me to find when I need to use it... not like searching those in the different pile in each set, when I just see everything on each page...
   
   
9. QuicKutz Santa Workshop Holiday Gift (full package) (S$599.90)
   Really cool cookie cutters. Can cut pop up flowers as well as windows... Great for making mini scrapebook.
   
   
10. This is My Story by Kasanda Khong (S$21.90) (Achieve on 11/12/09)
    Really interested in the book after having to check out the author's website. Can be bought at MPH...
    
    
11. Time Traveller's Wife
    Another book that I would love to add to my collection. Had watch e movie, thus very interested in reading the story
    
    
12. A Letter to Sam
    Had read this before, if I'm not wrong, when 2yi lend it to me. It's a good book and worth keeping.
    
    
13. The Last Lecture
    Been wanting to add this book into my book collection. Didn't remember about this book til I saw it again at popular the other day.
    
    
14. The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks
    Seem to be a rather interesting book. It's about a Black women, Henrietta Lacks, whose cells were taken without her knowledge. She's been dead for more than sixty years, yet her cells continue to live. Her cells are used in research work such as cloning as well as finding cures for diseases. The author, together with Henrietta's daughter - Deborah, set on the journey to understand about Henrietta and her cells.

Use this to motivate me to save up more to get those stuff that I want... Anyone who plan to get any of those above for me, do let me know... As I have membership for certain places that sell those stuff... Can get it at cheaper rate ^^ Places like Junior De Artist and Punkstar...

Weirdest Dreams!

Crap... Been having weird dreams, esp since holiday!

People!! Get out of my dream!!!!! MFGG, Teachers, Lecturers!! YIKES!!!!


Can't really remember the dreams, but still it's freaky!! *shudders*

ARGH!!!

Can someone just teach me how to handle this person who JUST sms me, telling me that she still not too sure what her role does?! When it's near the time for us to step down?! WTH!!

Woah~ once again, she just show me how amazing she can be!

I'm getting tired of her acting like the good person when in front of the whole SA... I'm freaking tired! Yet in sms, she kinda accuse me for catching her off guard when I just voice out to the whole committee about the incident earlier this year.

Seriously, you said that I ought to approach you first... Well, didn't I do that? And because of the way you had reacted, I had to ask the president and vice president for help... It's not that I wanted to voice out about this incident again... But somehow, I realise, things wasn't follow up...

I tell everyone except you? Did I really tell everyone except you? Please think about it carefully.

I had bought that matter up, not because of you, not because I'm trying to shoot you down or what, but I just recall on this incident in which actions weren't taken when they were said to be!


But like what I had said during the meeting, now that you're back, I'll pass everything back to you. No longer will I be responsible if things do cock up. Because from now onwards, you are doing the one man show!

Lookin Back at the holiday~

It's time again for school to reopen *HAIX!!*

Let's look back at my holiday and see how much of the things I have done on my to-do list...

• Cleared up my room
  Checked!! ok~ half check =.= cuz I only cleared up my table...
  
  
• Sort out my wardrobe...
  Checked!!
  
  
• Make the class video...
  Undone once agin -.-
  
  
• Update blog abt my aust study trip
  1/6 done only... Laziness overtake my determination again when it come to makin collages of those pic...
  
  
• Work more!!!
  Haix~ I actually earn lesser than I did during school time as I did not work on the 1st week of sept when I was having my exam T.T
  
  
• Complete my 1st video-makin biz~
  I'm soo going to boycott that company *Pissed* Didn't even tell me that I'm no longer needed
  
  
• More craft, esp cards ^^
  Checked ^^ had received gd comments for those cards that I have given ppl so far... Guess selling hand-made card will be a plus point for my blogshop ^^ But rather time consumin for each card...
  
  
• Complete my 2,000 piece Winnie The Pooh jigsaw
  I didn't even touch ANY of my jigsaw for this holiday... *Faint~*
  
  
• Food Chase
  Check... Didn't win, bt had fun ^^
  
  
• Cleared up my drivin pract
  Checked ^^ Left the last assessment before I can book my TP... WEE~
  
  
• Meetup wid Deardear on his off
  Checked ^^ ok~ sometime I didn't cuz I kinda throwin tantrum? *oops~* but deardear give in to me most of e time and visit me instead...
  
  
• Meetup wid Da for our exploration~
  Checked ^^ 4 exploration trips~ And more comin soon!!! Sch ain't stopping us ^^
  
  
• Night cycle!!!
  I knew this won't be completed one =.= sian~ Hopefully mh dey all do plan 1 in Dec, aft my paper, while i'm still in SG!!
  
  
• Set up blogshop to sell my prize catches from arcade
  Checked... And even sold 3 items...

Have been out the whole holiday... Either work, or hangin out with deardear/friends and very occasionally with family n relatives...

Spend the 1st week in sch due to cca... bt rest of the holiday was out havin fun most of e time...

Had been lookin forward to this holiday... Because, one year ago, during sept/oct holiday... things changed for me, in a way that I never expect... But I'm glad of that change, and would never want to miss this change ^^

This year, start something else new for me... Exploration trip as well as something else... hehe... Those may be the 1st for me, but i'm totally loving them ^^


I better get down to blog abt my aust trip b4 i realyl forget every single detail liao~~ time for collagin ^^

Night Safari

Went Night Safari with deardear and xz last nite...

Thanks 2yi for gettin e tix for us ^^ And thanks XiaoYi for sponsoring the money for the tram rides ^^


Had a lil prob durin ticketing, but thanks to 2yi, we got our tix sooner than we expected... She left, while the 3 of us make our way into Night Safari... Proceed to queue for the Halloween Tram Ride...

Queue for quite a long time... But the ride is worth the wait ^^

The Halloween Tram Ride consist of the normal tram ride trail and one hidden route... Totally love the hidden route... Other than it didn't stop during the half-way mark to visit other animals... Oh~ The way they documentary for this ride is a whole lot different style from the normal tram ride... It's much more spookier and haunted kinda documentary... Interesting ^^

*WARNING! SPOILER AHEAD*

The hidden route kinda remind me of the tram ride at A' Famosa... Anyway, what happen was that one section of the route was specially for the halloween decoration... In which the twisted version of the well-known fairy tales were presented... Beauty escaping from Beast... Mermaid caught and chopped to pieces... The evil step-mom from Snow White... And many more of other characters!

*END OF SPOILER*

The staffs dressed up to scare ppl... Bt deardear , instead of getting shock by those people, he even tell one of them to be careful not to get his foot kena roll over by the wheels of the tram =.=

Totally enjoyed the ride... It was way better than what I expected!!!! Seriously... And after the tram ride, I was kinda looking forward to the walk in the forest trail... But no thanks to XZ, I had to stay outside to pei him, only deardear go in :(

That XZ... Argh =.= During the tram ride I thought he was okay, as he didn't cry. But who know, soon after we alight, he started crying =.= Then when we're on the way into the forest trail, he scream when other visitors walk passed us =.=" And keep pulling my hands, stop me from moving forward. Then after that, he turn and look behind, he scream again when another group of visitors walk passed us. One auntie from the second group of visitors kena frighten by his scream, and the visitors behind her busy laughing. So what choice do I have than to stay back and pei him? Haix~~

When to take a seat at the Critters corner. And also let him calm down his nerve. Manage to coax him to take a pic with the staff, at least something to mark that we did went to Night Safari Halloween mah~ And end up he take photo with the ticketing staff, who dressed up as a bloody school girl...

The rest of the really dressed up staff, he scare of them =.= To the point that I ask him help me take a photo he also scare to be close. Stay so far until my hp camera flash can't even really light up our faces -.- *see below*


And guess what? When the staff, who I'm taking the photo with, took a few step toward him, he actually scream and run off!!! I heard one of the visitors actually commented this: Wah, just now still take photo until shuang shuang, now actually run away so quickly. Ok~ So I'm a little bad... Cause I end up keep laughing at him :P Too amused by his behaviour la~

When he came back to my side, he was crying AGAIN!!! I sms mom to tell her about him crying before I manage to coax him to take photo with the staff... So mom kinda worry and called me back to ask if he's ok... I was laughing so hard when I told my mom about it that I'm actually laugh till I cried @.@ While we're on the phone, deardear is back from the forest trail...

Was told that he manage to spot all the staff there, to the point that someone behind him actually say that she don't want to walk behind deardear, cause deardear spoil the fun... As he had took photos and stuff. Deardear asked me if I want to go in... Of course I want!! But then, I don't dare go in alone, and XZ won't be able to be there alone waiting for us anyway =.=

Just then, we saw the crazy clown chasing another visitor around a pillar... And then, XZ start crying again... While I'm trying to calm him down *once again~* another staff, who is dressed in red and holding a beheaded head, walked toward us. I didn't know, well, not until XZ start shouting and crying: "DON'T COME OVER!! DON'T COME OVER!! DON'T COME OVER!!!" He was really trying to hide behind me, to get away from that staff. The staff only stood there in a distance, didn't even walk any closer, just keep looking at him only. End up Deardear tell the staff to leave XZ alone, that staff still continue to look at XZ before moving off =.= And at that point of time, another staff (wearing the normal Night Safari official polo tee) about to walk over. I was laughing so hard about him that I laugh till I cried again... And deardear thought that I crying =.="

Decided to leave as XZ is sooo frighten... He just keep on holding either deardear or my hand... And keep steering us away to the side if he see that got dressed-up staff in front =.= But lucky deardear there, at least I'm able to take a photo with Tin-Man... I wanted to take a photo with Cinderella as well!! *pouts*



Walk all the way out to photo taking corner, where Dracula and Pinocchio is, as well as the Ben&Jerry Flavour graveyard is located. I'm find the Flavour Graveyard pretty interesting, even though it's very simple. Just a few tombstone that's all.

Took quite a lot of photos with Pinocchio!! Both me and XZ ^^ Pinocchio is the ONE and ONLY dressed up staff that he wasn't afraid of =.=" Ok la~ At least he was the one who told me that he want to take photo with Pinocchio and even imitate Pinocchio's actions. Kawaii~ ^^

Had lots of fun, even though all I did was sit in the Halloween Tram Ride. Our journey in Night Safari only started after 9pm, and lasted till slightly after 11pm... Though it's just barely two hours, in which we spent most of it queuing up for the ride... I enjoy it totally ^^ Especially the last part of the tram ride ^^


Having to go two years in a row, with Deardear... I guess, it's more than enough... Time to experience Halloween at other places as well...

Will be going for Sentosa's Halloween on 24th Oct... And Escape Theme Park's Halloween on 31st OCt... Can't wait for those two days to be here ^^

Xavier's Birthday Party

Had lots of fun @ Xavier's Birthday Party...

Xiao Yi fetch us @ 1.30... Went with Ah Dior to collect the cake and e food... Ok~ When I was told to help to collect, I kinda underestimate the amount of food, or rather, the size of the packaging... Super bulky sia~~~ Esp the ice cream cake!!

Had a surprise when I was collecting the ice cream cake... I saw my ex-2nd i/c, Jamaliah~ She's currently workin @ Thomas Plaza Swensen!!! Had a long chat with her while I w8 for them to prepare the cake... Even Da was pretty surprise when I mention to her... hah

Went back to Xiao Yi's hse... Carryin stuff over to the party venue, aka e function rm... Went back to e hse agn to prepare e food...

Kop AhDior's DSLR to use durin e party... Totally in love with it~~~~ Woohoo~ Told AhDior that can get DSLR for my present :P Then he told me he get me the lens only... Then I say: Ok~ get me the full set of lens... hehe~~ Took quite a lot of close up... Mayb that's y i'm super in love with the cam now... *and to think I keep asking Da why she wanna get a DSLR*

Was AhDior's assistant during games time... help to handle e kids in "Orange" group... They don't really listen to instruction =.=

Cake cutting den dinner... The Ah Diors havin havin a hard time tryin to cut e cake... Cuz too hard...

Yummilicious ice cream cake ^^


had change of plan for night time... 2yi ask me if i wanna go for e nite safari halloween... so ended up gng nite safari wid deardear n xz... shall blog abt tt in another entry...

Mini Funfair

Help Mom with her school mini funfair ytd... Thanks Fel for helpin out as well!!

wake up early in e mornin @ 5+am!!!! and seriously, I can't rmb wen was e last time I woke up so early in e mornin...

Went down to sembawang and bot breakfast 1st, before going to the center. Take e necessary stuff then report to another center. Bot e needed stuff for the funfair and report to e venue of funfair...

Was appointed by mom to b e videoman durin e settin up... so i just walk ard and take vid... And ended up not fetchin Fel frm e mrt station...

zZz... didn't noe dad was helpin out as well =.= make me lost 3hr of slp T.T


Anyway... was suppose to help out for craft session... aft tt i go look look see see~ ended up sellin e coupon... den aft tt was called to help out for 1 of e game station as there too many ppl!!

Can't believe it's only a 4hrs event... Feel as if I had spent the whole day there...

Cleared up at 1pm... Count the sale of coupons before reportin back to the center...

Lunch was kfc and pizza hut~~ Chit chat wid mom's colleagues...




Somehow, it's only today that I realise how well the staffs know me. Like what I told Fel, quite a few of them see me grow up bah... But still, really surprise by what I realise. Was surprise enough when the cook called me by my family pet name... Was even more surprise when she asked me if I'm still working at guardian!


Totally enjoyed myself today. Though I'm totally shag to the point that I just knock out @ 6+pm and slept til 8+pm... Had a chat with Deardear to cfm plan for ltr of e nite, and I ended up fallin back to slp, cause deardear havin to come up my hse, instead of meetin downstair and go straight for a super late dinner for both of us...

Startin to really ponder, if I should really take up Early Childhood aft I gt my FS dip... I know that I like working with people, especially with kids... And given the past few times that I had help mom out for her sch stuff for this year... It just drew me more n more toward Early Childhood, esp so wen mom urge me to join Early Childhood...

Shall think carefully about this option. All I know now is that, this is my 1st choice upon graduation.

Table clearin

Ok... So I finally did clear up my table... And I really have to thank fel for it... Thanks a lot gal...

Vast diff... super spacious table now... cuz cluster gone~~~ *may b nvr come back!!*

Below are the aftermath of clearing up of table... no before photos... *Fel keep sayin that it's a waste nvr take e b4 pic =.=* Anyway, those that seen my table b4... just visualize it bah~ hehe





Change e location of my printer... We had spend quite some time tryin to figure where is the best location for my power extension... anyway... changin e location of my printer make me can't really stack e stuff liao... so hopefully dere won't b cluster... And also, with the change of location, dere's space on my table to actully do something... Like craft~ haha... cuz i can push my laptop back n stuff...

Moved my box for my notes up... Easier to search for my notes next time i guess? @ least it's not located on the floor, in front of my drawer and blockin them...

had made a box for my letters... Cuz i kinda realise, e letter r overflowing for e previous letter holder... and tt's wad tt area look super messy...

Had placed my com/printer stuff in a box... Way better den storin them in the small space behind my printer previously and collect lot of dust~


Fel oso help me cleared up e top of my bookshelf next to my table... totally neater now... cuz all e earpiece n stuff thrown into a box...

Still more to clear up... But it's a good progress isn't it? And seriously, if not for Fel, I dun tink i'll ever get started @.@

Movie: Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami

Caught Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami with Deardear @ The Cathay...

Not something I expected, in the sense that I thought it will be in the same tone as The Day After Tomorrow... But it is infact 75% comedy? With only the beginning and the last 1/2 hour being more serious....

Though the last 1/2 hour is much more serious than the rest of the movie... There's still comedy injected in it... A little too much comedy somehow for this movie...

But still, it pretty good...



Oh... Cathay having a fund raising for the Philippines Earthquake. Watch the movie for S$15 at the Grand Cathay on 17th (or it is 24th?) Oct. 100% of the money will go to the funds.

End of holiday T.T

Last week of holiday. Seriously... I'm dreading school reopen!! In less than a week it will be :(

Let's look back on what I did for last week... As well as let's look @ what will be happening for this week.

5th (Mon) : Card making session with Fel... Then celebrating 1yr anniversary with Deardear @ night
6th (Tues) : Work 5pm-1030pm
7th (Wed) : Went Sim Lim, then Douby Ghaut with Deardear... SA committee meeting at night
8th (Thurs) :Driving practical in e late morning... Then work @ 5pm-1030pm
9th (Fri) : Sushi buffet wid Fel... Then Sentosa for exploration trip wid Fel & Da
10th (Sat) : Out with deardear... Went Auto Fair in the noon...
11th (Sun) : Working 10am-4pm... Interview shooting @ night

12th (Mon) : Working frm 5pm-1030pm
13th (Tues) : Out wid Deardear
14th (Wed) : Working frm 10am-1030pm
15th (Thurs) : Driving practical @ late afternoon
16th (Fri) : Helping out @ Mom's school carnival
17th (Sat) : SA yr 3 meeting in the morning... Xavier's bday party @ night...
18th (Sun) : Nothing on

Guess this week of mine will be way more relaxin compared to e previous 5 weeks? *shrug* Will kinda dread Wed since I'm on full shift *pouts*

Haix... Not meetin deardear much tis week as he workin aftnn shift :( meetin onli for a day? haix~

Can't w8 for thurs to clear another of my pract sub... I wanna get my license!!!!!

Just kinda realise tt I been meeting Fel for practically every week?! gosh! *no offense gal~~~* But she's a gd company... seriously... As long as she dun get on my nerves =.= *which is pretty often =.="

Hopefully... tis week can start on clearin up my rm once n for all @.@ n oso some stuff tt i been delayin since a few holiday ago @.@

I WANT THIS WEEK TO PASS SLOWLY!!!!!!!!!!

Filming Class: Interview

I didn't expect myself that one day, I'll actually enjoy that filming class that I been going almost every sunday night @ Hui Yan Buddhist Society. But the fact remain that I did.

Didn't have lesson tonight. Instead, we were to interview Shi Fu. Was there @ 6+pm. Went to have a drink at the nearby coffeeshop as it is way too early. Came back to linger around the library which is next to Shi Fu's living quater. Only start around 6.45-7pm. =.= so much for meeting @ 6.30 to set up =.=

It was the 1st time that I went to Shi Fu's room. And I kinda amazed by the size as well as the deco of the room.

Test out lighting, set up of cameras and needed equipment. Did mock up to put during the credit roll. I was in charge of the computer at that time. Kinda like what a director do during a filming? haha

Wearing that earphone, listening closely to the audio recorded. Eyes practically glue on the computer screen to ensure nothing is out of place or stuff that not supposed to be recorded. Taking my eyes off only when I feel that there seem to be a little unnecessary noise around and trying to detect it.

Come to think of it now, it kinda relive my memory of being a Stage Manager during last year SA production. How badly I miss it!!!

Anyway, indeed a filming is not that easy. Unnecessary noise, forgetting of lines, etc. All these lead to the numerous retakes. Today was a simple one. Imagine if were to really shoot a movie *faint*


Had quite a lot of laugh before the shooting, especially during the mock-up. I remember this part where our teacher trying to explain what he want from the interviewer. She didn't really get what our teacher want. So Shi Fu tried to explain to her. The funny part is, after Shi Fu explain and the interviewer understand, Shi Fu turn to our teacher and asked: So what you want now?

The whole room broke into laughter la~


Had a fun experience today. Though I still don't deny I want this filming class to end asap.

Doubts

Times and again, she never fail to let me doubt why is she even chosen to be the head of department.

Seriously, how many times have she asked if the year 3 have to be informed when it's already mentioned in the email? How many times have she mixed up some of my seniors as year 3, instead of year 2? How many times have I remind and corrected her?!

I couldn't help wonder, if she really doing her part as the head. No, rather I ought to say, is she even capable of being the head or even holding any of the post. I'm tired of clearing up her mess.

If not for yesterday's meeting, I'll never know that she actually got into an argument with another department assistant head during the production rehearsal.

Everyone seem ok with working with others. Yet, just from the production alone, I have heard about the messes that involve her. About her stepping on others' tails and irritated others and pissing them off. It really does seem that most people have problem working with her.



I totally agree with the SA President. Committee should be chosen based on their capability, not just how long they have been in the cca. So what if they have been longer? Not consistence attendance, not as capable as someone who is a junior. Seriously, I don't think that person ought to even be consider for a position. It's the effort that ought to be paid off. Not seniority in the cca!



All I know is that, when I'm not instructed, I won't be making much of a move. Especially when the instructions are clearly stated to be taken by the Department Heads. No longer will I initiate to help her out. I'm helping long enough and I really have enough of it. So what if my efforts may be recognise by the some in the cca? The bottom line is that I'm not credited and stuff. She's claiming the credit ultimately. So why waste my effort?

I'm the one making the decision.
I'm the one knowing how the procedure is like.
I'm the one making the stand.
I'm the one giving the suggestion.

What exactly is she offering?!
Uncertainty!
Most of the time, the answer I get from her is "I don't know".

Fine then. You don't know right? Then be it. I made the decision. If you're unhappy, that's your problem! You don't voice out, but I do. Whatever going to happen in the future, you're on your own. I'm no longer going to give you a damn!


One last event. That's all I'm waiting for. To really get away from you once and for all.

Though I seriously doesn't wish for the journey to end. But I know, beyond this journey, there's another one. As long as I made the effort. And when that journey start, I'll make that you'll never set your foot on it!

Two kind of husband

两种老公 两种人生‏ A: 她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。” 他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。” 她：“算了。我自己去吧。” B: 他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？” 她：“去接杯水。” 他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。” 女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。 你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。 她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 他晚上下班。给她打电话:“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。” 她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？” 他：“改天吧！” 她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？ B: 他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。 巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。” 她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。” 他：“怎么不高兴了？” 她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。” 他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。 我陪你去吃饭。” 她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。” 他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起 像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊” 她：“没事……” 没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她:“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。 我一会儿去接你。” 其实女人不是不懂事。 只是,她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。 其实,情侣之间,是可以互相的。 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。” 她：“几点回家？” 他：“九点之前肯定回家。” 九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？” 他：“十点。肯定回家。” 十一点。十二点。一点。两点…… 后来。她不再打电话催他。 因为她知道,对于不守承诺的男人,一切“肯定”都是“未必”。 B: 他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。” 她：“你能那么快就结束吗？” 他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！” 快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了” 信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。 他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。 她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。 他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。 B: 她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。 他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！” 她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？” 他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。 我当然得独挡一面！” 女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语,哄她几句,她也许会给你一个微笑。 但是实实在在的呵护,她会对你一辈子的感恩, 并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 　 A: 她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。 回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。 B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。 回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。 女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。 这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 他说：“你是最好的。” 她问：“我哪好？” 他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。” 她笑了。 B: 他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。” 她：“我哪好？” 他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。 一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。 你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！” 她哭了。 一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。 一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。 幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Mickey Mouse MP3

I finally got my hands on something that I been eye-ing for like 1year ago? And the most satisfying part is that I got two of it... And I caught it myself when I play on the UFO catcher!!! Woohoo~


Caught 2 1GB Mickey Mouse MP3!!!! And I had actually spent S$26 for both~ The 1st one I caught, I had spend S$4 only~ haha... Though didn't have the same luck for the 2nd one...

Trying to decide if I wanna keep one as accessory... As it's very small and can be worn as a pendant... Hmm~

Going to sell it at my blogshop... Selling around S$25-30 each... Market price for it is S$40...
*pondering*

Maybe can go and catch more when my pay is in... *ARGH!!! WHEN MY PAY COMING IN?!*