random ramble...

I guess, things ain't going well for quite a lot of peopl, including me...

Emotion roller coastal that seem to be kept gng down and down and down... perhaps... should say it's a emotional free fall??


Looking @ my UP globe... can't help wishing that I can just fly to somewhere, leaving all this unhappiness behind... for e time being @ least...


deadline drawing near... n i think, this time it's serious DEAD-line...

dreading sch more n more... not just because of the heaps of deadline and the drawing-nearer-and-nearer examinations... but also cca responsibility, which I just can't seem to escape from...

cca, it used to be something I'm looking forward to... but because of the way things had turned out, I'm starting to dread it...sometime, i really wish i can just shoot back that I'm just an assistant head... but precisely I'm e assistant head, i have to assist my head, who is currently away for attachment... I'm looking forward to e production, yet @ e same time, I just wish i dun have e responsibility to b e 1 i/c once again... how many times, have I been i/c... How many times, do I hafve to be the one to do everything??


work, my method of escaping from reality... doesn't seem to work anymore... not since xp left the place... I'm ok with working with L... I just can't stand working with I and R... to the point, I'm choosin to work over the weekend... to the point I'm relieve that i don't have to work with R totally for Thurs n next week...


things ain't going well, but I just hope that it's not going to get worse...


Temper isn't good... And people are me are becoming victims to my temper... Especially deardear, victim to my anger and short temper...


Thanks peeps, for the concern shown. But I guess, for now I need to be alone.

Future path

Mom asked me this qns last nite: After grad wad you wanna do ar?
my reply: *shrug*



was kinda shock by her reply when she actually ask me go study early childhood... work in e day, study @ nite...


sheesh~ if she didn't stop me frm studyin early childhood 3yrs ago hor~ it would haf been just nice to step into tt field next yr~~


startin pay 1.6K... hmmm...


givin a serious thot, wad i'm studyin is not exactly wad i wanna do in e future... n i noe, i'm not just e onli 1... my clsmate & da... a diff plan for e future...


time tickin away... have to really tink abt e future path soon~

Movie Marathon: Cars, Ratouille, UP

The Disney/Pixar Movie Marathon worth 2 thumbs up ^^

Marathon start time: 4pm
Marathon end time: 10pm
2 breaks in between... 15 min each...


1st movie marathon and i totally enjoyed it ^^ though i spent $29 on it @.@ in which only UP i haven't watch b4... but still... it's worth it ^^afterall, tt $29 include e popcorn set n stuff... so each movie ard $7-8...



anyway... About UP movie...
interestin concept... Like how the story build up at the start... touching... Tears at a few scene cuz really touchin... not forgettin to mention cuz of e heaps of laughter... worth watchin ^^ was not really wad i expect...

sometime, you tried so hard for someone, but all they wish is that you are able to live for yourself. Go on an adventure because of someone, be on the adventure for yourself.



had enjoyed myself watchin e other 2 movie as well... esp ratouille...

Movie: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

Caught Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince twice... 1st wid Da @ amkhub during e 1st day of release... den wid deardear @ cineleisure during the followin Tue...

1st time round feel tt e movie wasn't bad. i guess, tryin to forget e story does help me to enjoy e movie more... though i dun deny, me n da haf been discussin on e missin impt scene frm e movies... n e variation dey haf made to e story for e movie... great disappointment @ e end, which me n da haf been anticipating for the battle between the order of phoenix & Dumbledore's Army VS the death eater... haix~ no such scene @ all :( *disappointment~*

2nd time, i just fall aslp wen harry n ginny was in e rm of requirement... slp til e part where e inferior tryin to drag harry down into water... cuz of e loud n sudden noise tt shock me up~ tt's how bored i was @ e movie @.@


despite not really likin e movie, bt i haf to say tt it was a gd movie... e storyflow n stuff is rather smooth compared to e previous 1/2 movie...
well... anyway, i'll still b w8in for e last installation... shall c how dey end e whole thing.

Outing wid BTP

Spend the whole day wid BTP ytd...

Meet @ Somerset, before proceedin to Cineleisure for our sushi buffet... Glad we went early so no need to queue... wakaka~ frm an empty to a fully packed... took neoprints aft tt...

Went to PS aft tt to get our craft stuff~ Glad to b able to find e stuff tt she want frm e shop @ PS... I gt myself the watermark ink n a blender pen as well... took e membership~ *gosh... dunno how many membership i sign up tis yr liao @.@* next to Daiso to get more craft stuff... hehe...

Came to my hse to do craft... mainly to try out e diff technic tt we seen in e vid... haf fun stampin n chalkin n embossin n *dunno wad else*

lookin forward to next sat movie marathon!! ^^



p.s. waitin for BTP to send me e photos

Story: The Seed

A successful business man was growing old and knew it was time to choose a successor to take over the business.

Instead of choosing one of his Directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together.

He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I have decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but the boss continued. "I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one very special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next CEO."

One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed. Everyday, he would water it and watch to see if it had grown. After about three weeks, some of the other executives began to talk about their seeds and the plants that were beginning to grow...

Jim kept checking his seed, but nothing ever grew.

Three weeks, four weeks, five weeks went by, still nothing.

By now, others were talking about their plants, but Jim didn't have a plant and he felt like a failure.

Six months went by -- still nothing in Jim's pot.. He just knew he had killed his seed. Everyone else had trees and tall plants, but he had nothing. Jim didn't say anything to his colleagues, however.. He just kept watering and fertilizing the soil - He so wanted the seed to grow.

A year finally went by and all the young executives of the company brought their plants to the CEO for inspection.

Jim told his wife that he wasn't going to take an empty pot. But she asked him to be honest about what happened. Jim felt sick to his stomach, it was going to be the most embarrassing moment of his life, but he knew his wife was right. He took his empty pot to the board room. When Jim arrived, he was amazed at the variety of plants grown by the other executives. They were beautiful -- in all shapes and sizes. Jim put his empty pot on the floor and many of his colleagues laughed, a few felt sorry for him!

When the CEO arrived, he surveyed the room and greeted his young executives. Jim just tried to hide in the back. "My, what great plants, trees, and flowers you have grown," said the CEO. "Today one of you will be appointed the next CEO!"

All of a sudden, the CEO spotted Jim at the back of the room with his empty pot. He ordered the Financial Director to bring him to the front..

Jim was terrified. He thought, "The CEO knows I'm a failure! Maybe he will have me fired!"

When Jim got to the front, the CEO asked him what had happened to his seed - Jim told him the story.

The CEO asked everyone to sit down except Jim. He looked at Jim, and then announced to the young executives, "Behold your next Chief Executive Officer! His name is Jim!" Jim couldn't believe it. Jim couldn't even grow his seed.

"How could he be the new CEO?" the others said.

Then the CEO said, "One year ago today, I gave everyone in this room a seed. I told you to take the seed, plant it, water it, and bring it back to me today.. But I gave you all boiled seeds; they were dead - it was not possible for them to grow.

All of you, except Jim, have brought me trees and plants and flowers. When you found that the seed would not grow, you substituted another seed for the one I gave you. Jim was the only one with the courage and honesty to bring me a pot with my seed in it. Therefore, he is the one who will be the new Chief Executive Officer!"

* If you plant honesty, you will reap trust
* If you plant goodness, you will reap friends
* If you plant humility, you will reap greatness
* If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
* If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective
* If you plant hard work, you will reap success
* If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation
* If you plant faith, you will reap a harvest

So, be careful what you plant now; it will determine what you will reap later.

"Whatever You Give To Life, Life Gives You Back".

My way of advising

If you want me to be a listening ear, then prepare to listen to my way of giving advices to you!


I don't denied being harsh. But that is because IT'S NOT THE FIRST TIME THAT I HAD TO OFFER ADVICES FOR!!! The exact same issue!!!


Sorry to say, if it is the same exact freaking problem that you come to me every time, don't expect me to be empathic/sympathetic. You chosen not to heed the advices before, so why do I have to give pleasant advices or something that you want to hear?


Can't take my way of giving advices or my way of listening ear? Then don't approach me!


If you chosen not to heed my advices, don't come to me in the future with the same issue. If you do approach me, then prepare for a harsh session.


Damn it, I have enough!!!

P.S. Yes, I don't have pleasant words for you. But hey, look who approach who first? Don't ask me to get out when you're the one who approach me! damn it!

P.P.S. You are the one who approached me. If I really do have something against you, I won't bother to reply or listen to your whining. Wonder who is the one who have something against the other! If I wasn't having something against you before, I DO NOW!

Movie Marathon

i can't w8 for next sat disney/pixar movie marathon @ cineleisure wid BTP...

3 movie @ a go ^^ Ratouille, Cars n UP!!!!


hopefully i will b able to get my tix!!! *cross finger*


more info here ^^

Aunt Agony

can't help but wonder, if i became somewhat like aunt agony to certain people?

Movie: Ice Age 3 (3D)

watch Ice Age 3 (3D) wid deardear @ amkhub...


Ice Age 3 is more abt family and love? e 2 squirrels r so out-of-e-storyline...bt somehow, i love deir scene most... haha... esp e last scene!!! totally hilarious!


1st time watch 3D movie @ cathay... tink it's quite ok... really haf e 3D effect... nice~


may b findin Ice Age 2 to watch... i forget wad happen in Ice Age 2 totally!

The catch @ ECP

Went to ECP wid deardear aft movie... sat @ Bedok Jetty to enjoy e breeze and withness an amazin catch ^^
Yep yep... some1 caught a stingray!!!

overheard frm e malay uncles tt e stringray is pregnant? *shrug*



Anyway... sit ard @ Bedok Jetty til ard 915pm.. den go burger king to get a drink... lucky dere's a direct bus... bt still reach home rather late @ 1230mn @.@

Movie: Land of The Lost

watch Land of The Lost wid deardear @ vivo...



i seriously think that this is the worst comedy i ever watch -.- lucky i onli watch it cuz i wanna use my bday voucher... if not waste $$ on tis movie...

comedy... yet i hardly laugh... n tt's how bad it is, given how easily i laugh durin a movie -.-

basically, it's like an epic movie? not much of a gd storyline... bored bored bored bored bored!!!


deardear thot i'm not feelin well and stuff, cuz i'm like stonin throughout e movie.. bt it's actually cuz i'm ultra bored to death~


tis movie is totally not recommended!