Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Hp

haix... my hp really lost liao... wen 2 threatte find oso dun haf... sad sia...

told my mom... n she was like shoutin my ear off... hey... i noe tis will happen lor... tt's y onli @ nite den tell her... haix... den she go tell my dad... n he gid me tt black face n look... helo... as if i purposely lose e hp 1! i oso xin tong leh!

mom call e starhub dere 2 cancel e line... den after she hung up... she tell my dad tt can go redemn a new sim card (same no.) n oso a $100 voucher... hmm... so @ least something gd out of it...

lucky mom was nt angry 4 long... she still joke tt she shld haf bought a cheaper hp sia... wth... den leture me n my sis 2 inform dem asap if lost hp... if nt some1 find n make oversea calls... or download stuff... wah... i nvr tot of tis stuff lor... i onli tink bout my winnie e pooh hp cover n e hp strap... n e fact tt e hp is bought nt long ago! n oso e fact tt now I DUN HAF A HP!!!!!!!!

had a weird dream last nite... dream tt my hp was found in putri bag... mayb ask putri check 4 me? putri... if u c tis... can pls pls pls check ur bag... sry lah... nt tt i tink u take my hp etc... mayb gt drop inside oso dunno... sry!

veri xin tong sia... oso veri ma fan... can't contact any1 wen outside... hack care sia... cuz now i coup my sis hp... it's still hers... but i take n use wen i go out... haix... missin my hp!!!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Friends : poem

~Another 2 poems for my dearest friens~



In time of need n trouble...
U stay by my side n help...
Remember that whatever u do...
I'll be supporting behind u...




Treasured gift frm friens n families...
Keepin dem in boxes...
To share wid others when dey need it...
My most precious assests...




Saturday, May 27, 2006

Chicken Soup: story

i read tis story in "Chicken Soup for Teenage Soul", titled: Lesson in Friendship... somehow e story seem 2 b a little similar 2 e 1 i havin... bt den... e endin... i dunno noe how it's like 4 mine... e person i feel i'm like in e story is e best frien... n e main character in e story in Qing... though i dunno wadeva she's tinkin in her head... here how's e story goes...

"...There's e ppl you've known 4eva. Hu like... know u... in tis way. tt other ppl can't. Bcuz dey've seen u change. dey've let u change."

Tis is a quote frm an episode of My So-Called Life, 1 of e many subtly profound quotes characteristic of e show. tis 1 in particular refers 2 an aspect of a certain kind of friendship, a veri special kind of friendship, tt i haf n cherish. Let me explain.

Throughout my experience on e show, dere were many character concepts n story lines frm My So-Called Life tt touched me. In portraying Rayanne i was most deeply affected by e dynamic of her friendship wid Angela.

Being Rayanne's frien wad gettin harder n harder 4 Angela. Rayanne was bein knocked off, or wad knockin herself off, e pedestal new friens haf a tendency 2 put each other on. Tis awesome new frien, hu lived life on e edge, actually fell over e side every once in a which, and fair or nt, Angela was disappointed.

Tis happenes. As Rayanne, i didn't haf 2 go far 2 fell e fustration, e disappointment a situation like tis causes bcuz i've been dere. I've been through e turn of events tt sneak up on a friendship forcin it in another direction, e closeness suddenly gone n replaced by questions n doubts. Tis is tt pt many relationships cum 2 where a decision has made: 2 stay in or bail out, 2 decide wad it's worth.

i had a best frien frm 3rd grade through 7th grade. We were practically inseparable 4 those yrs. Den i change.

After growin up wid e same grp of kids frm age 5-12, i hit Jr. High n a whole new world opened up 2 me. It seemed every1 was dere, e boys frm e Little League where i played ball, friens frm e Pop Warner football teams i cheered 4 (n my brother played 4), as well as a number of ppl frm e summer drama workshop. Nt 2 mention my big bro, hu wad a 9th grader, n all of his friens hu adopted me as deir own lil' sis. e "in" crowd welcumed me, figurin tt i had 2 b cool 2 noe so many ppl, n life was gd. Always some1 2 pass notes 2, always some1 2 gossip about, always some1 else 2 call, always about something really impt.

I was a different person wid each new grp of friens. i wanted 2 b everything 2 every1, n i bcum so wrapped up in nt onli all of tt, bt so wrapped up in myself tt i couldn't c wad was really goin on. i was jus 2 busy 2 realized tt i had gotten a little lost. My best frien started 2 distance herself frm me. i dun tink she like wad i was bcumin. But i did't c tt den; i jus felt her lose faith in me. It hurt so much, n i didn't understand. 2 keep frm dealin wid it, i threw myself even further in2 my new life. It wasn't long b4 i made a few mistakesm some worse den others, n e "in " crowd gt a peek @ e real me. Or @ least some1 other den hu dey tot i was, n dey were disappointed. tt's wen it gt ugly.

Dese so-called friens (no pun untended) turnin fast. In a melodrama of gossip, n rumors, i was banished. I had been part of tis "in" crowd until dey found out i really wasn't cool enuff 2 b dere.

tis time had cum 2 step back n take a look ard. tis was 1 of e hardest times in my life. i felt alone n wad veri disappointed in myself. My 1st step was 2 go back 2 my old best frien. i tried so hard 2 show her tt i was sorry 4 messin up, tt i still loved her n missed her incredibly... tt i need her. In return, i received blank stares n emotionless responses. So i tried harder. Still, barely a trace of tt sisterhood she once shared wid me. It took me a long time 2 realised tt i had lost her, tt she had changed, too. N our best-friendship was gone.

tis is onli e front part of e story... haix... i really feel tt it was like e frindship between me n qing... all along i felt tt she driftin apart frm us... mayb she wasn't e onli 1 @ fault? i dunno... i really miss those happi time we had... i treasured dem...

e onli diff of my friendship n tt story was tt she nvr cum back 2 us... tis hard me so much... cuz tis gid me e impression tt she nvr treasure tis friendship between e five of us... tis board tis ship, had her fun, n den leave tis ship 4eva... did she eva care bout e feelings of e rest of us??? i'm truly disappointed of her...

i dunno if i'll eva allow her 2 board tis ship again... i fear tt e same thing will happened... mayb i jus leave tis port n find a better port? where dere r ppl hu really treasured e friendship...

i glad i still haf close pal bside me... till now... i can hardly believe tt dey were actually e 1 tt i didn't really care bout... i mean, wen qing was on tis ship... she was my best pal... while e others were jus frien... well, mayb other den da... hu is sort of like a close frien... after qing...

time sure can change a lot of stuff... esp relationship... for better or for worse... i really hope tt no more relationship will turn worse... n ended up bein gone 4eva...

Friday, May 26, 2006

Hp

"Great" news!!!

I LOST MY HP IN SCH!!!!

die le lah... parent still dunno bout it... if dey do... i'll b dead meat... hope can find it!!! prayin hard!!! where r u, hp??? scared ppl pocket it wen dey find... really hope can find it... prayin n prayin!!!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Panda

Go tis link... veri adorable!!! send 2 any birthday girl/boy...

e link--> http://image2.sina.com.cn/dongman/f/2002-04-03/1_55-4-248_200204039722.swf

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

365 days

It's nt the fault of the student if he/she fails, bcuz e yr ONLI haf 365 days. Typical academic yr 4 a student:

1) Sundays-52, Sundays in a yr, u noe Sundays r 4 rest.
Days left=313

2) Summer holidays-50, where weather is veri hot n diff 2 study.
Days left=263

3) 8 hr daily slp- 130 days GONE.
Days left=141

4) 1 hr daily play (gd for health)-15.
Days left=126

5)2 hr daily for food & other delicacies (chewin properly & swallowin)-30.
Days left=96

6) 1 hr foor talkin (man is social animal)-15.
Days left=81

7) Exam days-@ least 35 per yr.
Day left=46

8) Quaterly, half yrly n festival (holiday)-40
Days left=6

9) For sickness- @ least 3
Days left=3

10) Movies & functions- @ least 2 days.
Days left=1

11) tt 1 day is ur BIRTHDAY. how can u study on tt day?!

In conclusion... HOW CAN A STUDENT PASS????

Friday, May 12, 2006

Result...

haix... overall... i pass half my subs... n fail e other half... pathetic... can onli blame myself 4 nt managin my time well... n oso nt revise enuff...

fail --> chem, phy, combined humanities n a maths. combined humanities is make up of 2 sub... lit n ss... i fail ss by 6m... lit jus pass... den overall fail... sad sia... phy... actually i expect myself 2 pass it lah... bt den... bcuz nvr put e formulas/ missin of some part(s) of e denfination... cuz me lose mark... ms mok say tis paper is mark quite strictly... so as long as prelim/ 'O' lvl work harder can le ... hope so sia... still feel disappointed lah...

pass--> chi, eng, e maths, geo. eng... did nt really expect it 2 pass... cuz i dun really noe how 2 do! aiyo... now gt passs... den happy liao lor... dun care so much le... hope 'O' lvl can do it e compre... geo... expected it 2 do quite well... bt turn out nt... mainly 1 thing was tt i did those chapt tt i nvr read on... somemore... i onli read 2 chapt... which i did nt complete revisin any 1 of those... chi... really happy bout e result... CUZ I SCORE A1!!! my 1 n onli A1 tt i score in e mid-yr paper... haix... e maths nvr get e A1 tt i wan... tink is C5/B4 for e math...

overall veri jia lat... e result quite extreme... gt A1... oso gt F9...no A2... must jia you le... if nt... sure die wen prelim here... n den 'O' le!!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Tamin of e shrew

e synopsis of the play :
This is one of Shakespeare's most famous and popular comedies. The story follows the fortunes of the beastly Petruchio as he attempts to tame the wild beauty of Kate and claim not just her hand in marriage but a slice of her foolish father's gold. Meanwhile Kate's young sister is chased by a string of would-be husbands who will resort to any trick, or adopt any disguise, to claim their pretty prize. As ever the Bard (as he is known) explores serious themes through comedy. These include the battle of the sexes, the role of women, the hypocrisy of men and the true value of gold and love. Of course Shakespeare was writing about a very different society from today but he explores universal issues, so that even if we disagree with his position it allows us to examine our own attitude to the role of men and women today.


wen 2 watch tis play @ Raffles Hotel... so shiock sia... out of sch almost e whole day... e whole of sec 4 n 5 go n watch... Enjoyable trip sia... nvr expect e show 2 b a comedy... nth tt i haf expected...

quite a small grp of ppl performin... overall onli 6 ppl... wid 2 gal n 4 guy...so some of e gal part is taken up by e guy...

wen we jus went in... i didn't noe tt dey're actin liao... i tot dey were jus chit-chattin since still nt time yet... bt tt nt it... dey r performin liao! after every1 settle liao... @ e back gt a guy sudden stood up(i tink, cuz i was @ e front)... den shounted a lots of stuff... i nvr expect it 2 b part of e show... i jus tot he was an outsider hu pay 2 watch e show... n 2 tink i was irritated wid he cuz i tot he goin 2 spoil e show... wen all along he was PART of e show...

quite cheap sia... onli $10... cuz e sch pay for us part of it... if go sistic buy is $55... 2 bad dey onli perform in Singapore for 3 days... n tml is e last dae le...

tink tis will b e 1 n onli chance bah... hope dere more chance 2 watch such play in e future... *crossed my fingers & pray hard* i wish, i wish, wid all my might!!!!

Monday, May 08, 2006

Result...

so e previous post i say gettin back e papers 2dae... update u ppl bout it bah... though nt all papers take back... bad new 1st den gd new bah... bitter den sweet...

A maths: paper 1 -> 23/80
paper 2 -> 21/80
overall = fail!!!

Chemistry: paper 1 -> /40
paper 2 ->
overall -> 33% = fail!!!

E maths: paper 1 -> 60/80 (75%)

Chinese: paper 1-> 9/10
paper 2 -> 47/70
paper 3 -> 53/70
paper 4 -> unknown
overall -> 74%

haix... hope e maths paper 1 oso score >75% den can get my A... chinese oso hope tt paper 4 score >75%.. den can get A...

oh ya... i oso mention e prediction... i score better den edith... except chi... cuz she nvr take... as 4 chem... she say she make a lot of careless mistakes... haix... nth 2 b happi bout... cuz i still fail e paper!!! hope other sub pass sia...

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Result...

Tml take back paper le... can c i die le... haix... sort of curious whether edith prediction is correct... e prediction tt even i didn't study can score better den her... i doubt so sia... wishin every1 luck on deir result... esp me!!!!

Web games

i dun understand something... y can't i play web games yet he play dem himself.... so many ple oso playin web game n NTH happen 2 deir com... y him kept insistin tt play web game bring virus 2 com?

others oso play lor... i dun c deir com go bersak! i dun c our com go bersak... so where e proof? where e proof tt say play web game bring virus? veri fedup le!

tink is nt play web com spoil e com lor... i tink he load 2 many stuff in com le... till e com can't tahan it! AHH!!! i wanna play maple~ y others can i cannot????

envy of da... her dad let dem play WADEVA web games dey like... neopets, maple, etc...as long as dey completed deir work... so envy~ how i wish my dad like tt!

sometime i wonder ... my bro play... he dun say anything.. me n my sis play... he scream e roof of e house! Arr... can't take it le! Can some1 explan 2 me???

Friday, May 05, 2006

Exams be gone!!!

Yay... finally exams over... let exams b gone 4eva... which is nt possible sia...

hmm... haven been studyin 4 e exams... well... onli jus read up on 1/2 chapt... scan tru e pg... jus nvr read thoroughly... eg. geo: suppose read @ least 4 chapt... in e end... onli read up on coastal n agriculture... somemore nvr read finish any 1 of it... some sub nvr read la... eg. eng, chi, lit...

*cross finger* wish i pass all sub sia... tink flunk chem le... i noe i deserve it since i nvr study... bt den... no urge 2 study... hehe... oso tink flunk A maths le...nt tt i nvr read... i noe it need pratise... somehow i'm 'lost' wen facin e paper sia... unable apply e formula, etc... i need e help of my tb!!!

mid-yr exams over le... n round e corner cum 'O' lvl chi, n prelim!!! Yikes... better pull up my socks le... haix... 4 e time bein... let me enjoy myself 1st... PLAY TIME!!!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

PPL...

i really dislike those ppl hu can't decide on something... ppl hu keep changing e plan even AFTER it had been decided... ppl hu backstab other. esp deir frien... etc...

really pissed off by tis kind of ppl... bt den haf 2 4gif n 4get la... i mean... no1 perfect... i'm imperfect 2... ppl haf 2 tolerate me etc... i must do e same 2...

Something i wanna clarify... tis entry is not meant 2 attack any1... or pinpoint any1... it is nt type 2 hurt any1... it is jus how i feel...

Monday, May 01, 2006

Video

My cousin send me tis chinese video... so cute sia... a song bout a pig... hope my link work...

img94.exs.cx/img94/405/songofpig7gr.swf