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Blog will be down for quite some time...


No mood to blog... n nth much to blog abt...



will be back soon... i hope...





Thanx for readin

Opinion n feelin

I wish ppl jus tell me straight in e face den to say it behind my back or in deir blog... it hurts more to read it... den to hear straight frm a person...



denyin it wen i ask abt it... fine... i shall treat it as i tink too much... bt to c a similar post soon aft... obviously targetin @ me... i really rather u jus say it straight into my face...



mayb i shld jus wash my hands off everything it ends... since to u... i'm e 1 in e wrong... e 1 wid e wrong thinkin n mindset... e 1 hu is against ur way of work... u n i noe wad exactly i'm referrin abt...

Belated bday outing...

went out wid phat, wf n fs... sort of a belated bday outin...


plan to watch 10 promises with my dog ... bt it was not available @ suntec dere :( n not forgettin e fact tt me n fs w8 for tt 2 person for super long time... -.-

went arcade (agn) n play tt big big sweet machine... n i got e jackpot :D 3rd time~~ whoo~~really soft n huggy... love it :D

wf... say not nice blah blah blah... in e end still keep takin it frm me to play wid it... tsk tsk... :P


fs left early... e rest of us went starbuck... chitchat... den take shuttle bus to mrt station... took 166 home...

thanx for e gift :)

Love~

Love
- is not romantic
- is not kind
- is not sweet and soft and cuddly

Love
- is pain (when your love one leaves)
- is sacrifice (when you forfeit your own desires)
- is understanding and acceptance (of your partner's shortcomings)
- is found after years of toil

Love blossoms over time and is a precious gift

Why is it precious?
because sometimes...
after years of sacrifice...
sometimes...
Love does not blossom

18th Bday

Lots of Thanx to those tt wish me a Happy Bday :)

in person: dishan, wy, 2yi, dad, mom, shili, andreas, erny, hui en, zi xin, ranie, ayyub, ignatius, jack, melvyn, fahanah, rabia, ilham, liyana n other StageArts member :)
sms: shipei, bready, blur, pey lih, da, van (V2), andreas, yulei, erny, lee mei, putri, jiayi, minhui, wendy, xiao jing, qiu miao
msn: wanfen, randy, sock, stealth, prashan, nich
blog: van(V2), 3yi, wy, sock, ben, edith, munyra, des, ben
phone: fasheng
friendster: miner, candy, shili, eunice, priscilla, jason, shang feng, adeline tan, fasheng
facebook: Jules, leemei, dad

Friendship

Came across tis in stomp...

Friendship is a type of feeling, a feeling that is shared in between two people after they communicate together and becomes friends. In one's life, different friends will appear in their life, sometimes, they might be passerbys in one's life, some may even be good friends for eternity.

I remember vividly hearing a quote,"One will always have friends, but never forever friends." I believe this quote. Because no matter how close or how good they are together, they will eventually because of time or distance between each other, from close pals to become just friends. But we can't blame time or distance for the eventual result, we can only say that our friendship wasn't that strong to begin with.

Friendship needs time to nurture, and it needs trust and commitment among the two most. People who understand you alot are the ones which are hard to find. To really find somebody who understands you and can confide in vice-versa, is really very hard.

In life, three types of feelings have the most important roles: Kinship, Friendship and Love. Kinship is more important than friendship, because friends can betray you, but family members will never ever betray you, however, friendship is more important than love, because friends tend to be long-lasting, while love is only for awhile.

Muffin bakin session... Movie Session...

e last food ingredient pract b4 e holiday was bakin muffin... n tis is my grp product...
den... i suggest to 3yi to haf it as 1 of e holiday programme... n she did planned it :)


so 2day went to 2yi hse for bakin session... as well as movie session aft tt... made 2 types of muffin... e chocolate muffin... n e orange-cranberry muffin... our products~

i didn't rly help out for e bakin... oops :p


i rly like 2yi hse... nice~~ esp des rm~~ kawaii... n dere's tis rattan chair in e livin rm... took some pic wid Ashley :)

2 mad ppl behind...

2yi prepared lunch for us... pineapple fried rice... yummy :) den bakin session... den left @ 5.30 to go to SDC to watch KungFu Panda... yep... 2nd time tt i'm watchin...

while on e way out... saw e beautiful scenery... n can't resist takin some pic...
n e rest jus cont' walkin n abandon me alone to take those pic... tsk tsk...

had dinner... den off to 2yi hse to collect e muffin... n Guo Chang ah dior send us home... Arigato~

To P

If you really mean what you say...
If the answer is really there...
If I'm really able to accept it...
If time is really on our side...

Then time will prove everything...

I wish u enuff

Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Standing near the security gate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'

The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.'

They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'

Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'

'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said.

'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

She began to smile. 'That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.' She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and she smiled even more. 'When we said, 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.'

Then, turning toward me, she shared the following as if she were reciting it from memory.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Then, she began to cry, and walked away.


They say, it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them.


* Only if you wish, send this to the people you will never forget, and remember to send it back to the person who sent it to you. If you don't send it to anyone, it may mean that you are in such a hurry that you have forgotten your friends.


TAKE TIME TO LIVE.....


To all my friends and loved ones,
I WISH YOU ENOUGH........

Movie: Kung Fu Panda

catch e movie Kung Fu Panda wid guardian peeps... Siti, Da n Erny~~

didn't realise gt 2 version, eng n chi, until i was gng to buy e tix... so instead of watchin @ 3.25pm... end up watchin @ 3.55pm...

LOVE IT~! enjoy it so much tt i gng to watch agn on sat~~ wid my relatives @ SDC... hehe...



quote frm e movie:

Nothing is impossible...

A new can't be good nor bad... unless u deem it to be...

lesson learn frm movie:

What is needed is e belief 1 has in another... w/o tt belief... everything will b impossible... to believe in something, is to gif it a chance to work... e belief tt Po had in e ShiFu @ e beginnin... n later e belief tt ShiFu haf in Po... it's e belief tt make it work...

dere's no secret recipe... it's e belief u haf in it :)

can't w8 to watch it agn on sat :)

Mickey Mouse MP3

Surfin ard stomp... n came across tis thread :Mickey Mouse Mp3 Preorder... remind me of tt time van told sushi gang abt tis mp3...


it's really small... onli 3cm... n weigh 18g... 4 storage sizes... 1/2/4 GB... 10 colours... n gt other variation if u check out e web... http://item.rakuten.co.jp/iriver-jp/mplayer2/... so small tt u can wear it as a necklace~~ kawaii...

hmm S$60 for a 4GB mickey mp3... wonder if van gt ask her mom to check it out... may b cheaper still...


wad showin van e link jus now... n both of us were sooooooooo tempt to get it... haha...

What my handwriting say abt me...

Try out tis analysis thingy abt my handwriting... my result... oh ya... if u wonder y it is laura... tt's my german name... tt wasn't use in ages~~

Welcome Laura Chew, here is your handwriting analysis.

Laura uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Laura does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Laura will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Laura is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Laura doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Laura will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Laura's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Laura slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Laura can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Laura is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Laura basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Laura has a tendency to put things off, Laura procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Laura will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Something is incomplete in Laura's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption.

Laura is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.

Laura exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Laura allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Laura has a vivid imagination.

Try it out here

Sat outing wid Family

Went bowling wid family @ Yishun Safra tis aftnn... been a long time since i play bowlin~

pretty lucky @ bowlin 2day... 1st ball... STRIKE~ hehe...for 1st game... it broke my highest record of 143... now my highest record is 158!!!

n base on e statistics for me... i gt a total of 6 strikes n 10 spares :D n i won dad 3 out of 4 games :P

Went to North Point to grab a bite... den me n wy walk ard north point b4 gng home... went to arcade to play some games... @ North Point n AMKhub...

PK wid wy @ e basketball game... i won... muahaha :p den she beat me for e drum game... TWICE~~ T.T

anyway... @ amkhub arcade mainly is wanna play tt big big sweet machine de... n guess wad... i gt jackpot~~ whooo~~ won a stitch soft toy *point to e pic below* must credit wy for it... cuz of her contribution of tt $1... long story~

ok... those toy grabbin machine n e big big sweet machine get me hook to it >.<


e start of holiday... n 15 more days to go~~

Yr 2 Term 1 break

Term break is here... however... dun seem to haf much feelin toward it... mayb cuz i didn't even turn to study mode for e last few months? oops >.<


to put it nicely... it's call term break... to put it not tt nicely... it's a time to quickly catch up n mug for e common test aft e break... i tink i'm e onli person tt complainin abt havin common test aft break... others would gladly haf it aft e break... rather den b4 e break...


2 weeks of break... 5 modules of work to b covered... not forgettin e numerous projects tt gng to b due wen sch reopen... n those e-pract...


yr 2 is definitely more hectic... more tough... more workload... it's not longer honeymoon period, as quote frm e several lecturers...


time to really pull up e sock... time to really buck up... i dun wan history to repeat... n i can't afford for it to repeat...

Project 2 trial 4

4 trials down... 3 more trial to go...

glad to say tt my grp finally settle down n decided to focus on 1 product...


proudly present our 1st trial on e product tt we gng to focus on ... ZUCCHINI RICE WID KEBAB~~ Oiishi~





wonder if i shld thanx TT for tt "pep talk" tt time... in a way... make us able to settle down on something tt's relate to e result of e market survey we conducted...

bt den... hmmm e tone n e way he say... i guess... it can improve better... lest it piss more ppl off...

bt wadeva it is... strive to make it better :)

anyway... time to make tis dish a better 1... or e BEST 1 :D :P


GAMBETTE EVERY1 FOR PROJECT 2!!

Emoticon

Came across tis cute emotion while stomping...



hopw it make u smile 2day :)

MFGG Camp '08

To all Facil n Campers...


Thanx for e great time during the MFGG training camp '08...


Fun time...
Wet time...
Serious time...

it does bring back some gd old memories of those guiding time... e camp sort of renew my feelin for Guiding...

Missin u gals~ c-ing u gals soon... for guides meetin n cf :)



p.s. will update abt e camp soon...

p.p.s. i can't believe i jus gif up gng for RDC jus so tt i won't miss MFGG cf... wadeva tt i had been rantin to put e other time... seem to evaporate aft e camp...