e nite b4 camp...

haix... last nite @ home... den 3 d/2n in sch... TRAININ CAMP!!!! yikes... bt... unlike any camp i attend... tis time round... i'm e facilitator... wonder how it'll b like...

hmm... bag so heavy sia... bring 2 bags... 1 is e things need 4 camp... e other... mainly e thing required 4 e activities durin e camp... as well as video camera... so excited... hope it will b successful...

1st n onli time 2 b facilitator bah... wonder how it will b 4 us... gd luck 2 all facilitator... haix... tis is my last camp in MF liao... e last gg camp... oso e last camp i eva haf... sec 4 leh... no lvl camp 4 us leh...

will b doin sentry both nite... frm 12-2 am... hehe... actually nt really haf 2 do cuz... 1st nite will haf nite drill frm 12-1am... do onli 1 hr of sentry... den 2nd nite.. gt nite walk frm 1-3am... do onli 1/2 hr... but can tink will end up nt doin bah... since need 2 prepare 4 e nite walk....

hope i can last tru-out e camp... tink will damn tired by e end of it... haix... tink update again after e camp.... cya... *yawn* zZz...zZz...

WY's birthday party...

hmm... sis bdae... chaos sia... me? involve too... as e AL (activity leader)... play cheat sia... use e games tt will b use durin gg trainin camp... hu cares... lazy tink lor... so last min den tell me...

hmm... ytd oredi busy liao.. buyin all e stuff 4 e party... esp e food... den tis mornin go shoppin... 4 e games prizes... haix... sian la... i need my slp!!! slpy me go shoppin @ market!!!

den go back home... prepared tis n tt... dun even haf time 2 pasck my camp stuff... haix... haf 2 w8 4 free time bah.. bt den... my fault la... gt fri n sat... lazy pack... lol... end up... onli after part den can pack... sure w8 veri long sia...

hmm... think wy frien nt gd sia... bt nt all lah... @ least 1 is a sore loser... den heard tt tt person scold my sis b**** b4... can't believe it... wad haf e world bcumin????

bt den... most of her frien ok lah... though nt enthu... well... @ least dey participate... better den nth...

e programme was...
6p.m : arrival of guests
6.30p.m. : dinner
7p.m : games
8.30p.m : cake cuttin
8.45p.m : magic show
9p.m party end

bt... as u noe.. most of e time things dun go e way we wan... so... e programme is nt follow sia... bt nt totally diff... some of her frien reach early... den sit dere watch tv... ask dem eat.. dey say dey shy... wan my sis start 1st... haix...

mom order pizza... 2 diff flavors.... hawaiian n chicken supreme... i wanna eat e hawaiian 1... bt wen i wanna eat...all was left is chicken supreme!!! hate it lah!!! boo hoo... my hawaiian pizza!!!

den after tt.. games lor... play e peek-a-hu... den entanglement... simon say...newpaper game... den dun rmb liao... quite ok lah... though some can't take it wen dey lose...

den cake cuttin... e cake is... soooooooo chocolat!!! tink da will like it a lot... 2 me... 2 much chocolate... e whole ting is choco lor!!! sure put a lot of weight la... die sia... while dey eatin cake... my dad perform magic... he do some magic tt i haf nvr seen b4 lor... he nvr teach me!!! tink e show amuse lot of dem... well.. includin me, of cuz...

overall... e party is successful bah... tink prepared 2 much food leh... haix... haf 2 dao bao 2 camp tml!!! hmm... eat as breakfast bah... dun wanna waste it... hmm.. tml camp... time 2 pack bag leh!!!

Oral?!

haix... oral 2dae... dead meat sia... wish me luck!!!!

Chalet

Sch holiday is next week.... but i oredi goin 2 chalet... YAY!!! frm 2dae till sun... will b celebratin xiao yi n noelle birthday... hope 2 haf as much fun as possible... doubt will enjoy myself durin holiday... sure 2 haf heaps of hw... moreover gt camp.... yikes!!!

Chalet... went to 1 last nov... so small sia...read e other entry den u noe liao... been 2 tis chalet b4... hmm... 2-3 yr ago bah... wonder will b e same or nt??? heard tt rent a bigger 1... wonder how big it will b... wadeva lah...

As long as dere something 4 me 2 do den can liao... cya on mon...

p.s. YIKES!!! i gt eng oral on mon!!!! jus had chinese 1 2dae...

Class Tee

i dun understand y dere's a need 4 class tee... if it is class spirit... i dun tink so... esp since e onli thing tt show it is e class tee... is e small fonts on e front of e tee... below e sch logo!!! feel as if is personal tee sia... esp e name & e reg no is sooooooo HUGE!!! somemore printed @ e back of e shirt... wear tt out... every1 noe hu u r liao...

It so x lor... $22 leh... dey tink every1 so rich ar? forcin every1 buy... tink i'm e onli 1 did nt pay 4 e tee sia... @ 1st dey wan it 2 b jersey... but end up 2 b polo tee... somemore BLACK!!! won't it b hot 2 wear it out????

hmm... though i didn't pay... i still get e tee... heard tt my form cher pay for mine... i dun understand y lor... oredi say dun wan liao... still order 4 me?!

i dun wan e tee!!! esp tt it's black!!! I HATE IT!!! i dun wan it... i say lots of time liao... y can't dey jus respect me???

Wadeva it is... i won't pay 4 tt tee... tt final... no way am i gonna pay 4 it!!!!

QT!!!!

Finally noe bout my phy QT result... haix... i belong 2 e 3/4 goup... e group tt fail... haix... hope i can redeem myself wid my common test phy.... gd luck 2 me!!!

Valentine~

14th Feb... Valentine once again... unlike e last few yr... tis yr valentine was quite busy for me... dun get me wrong... i DUN haf any dates... but... busy wid sch stuff lah... or should i say... GG stuff?

Tis yr... i n da were i/c of valentine fund-raising booth... 1st time sia... fear tt nt successful sia... but worry 2 much liao lah... hmm... went wid qing 2 do 'research' n decide wad 2 sell n wad e price... i even suggest 2 bake cookies...

Quite a lot of ppreparation for e booth sia... e 'research', e bakin of cookie, gettin e juniors 2 help, e deco of booth, e setup... done over bout 1 wk bah... busy sia...

Finally 2dae was e day for our booth... very busy during recess... in e end... a lot of ppl helpin out... even those hu didn't volunteer wen i ask dem... a few of us hu was involve in e shift after school oso help dem out... So happi sia... nvr expect our booth 2 b so welcumin... mayb due 2 e fact tt ours was e 1st booth set up tis yr?

After sch... nt many ppl leh... disappointed :'( but... still manage 2 sell all except 3 items... quite gd leh... since i onli expect tt ppl will onli buy e food stuff... so glad tt most thing were sold... hehe... cuz it mean more space in gg rm liao... no longer haf 2 'store' those item in gg rm leh... must really thanx those hu help 2 buy... n oso those helpin out @ e booth... Mostly haf 2 thanx hx, wl n qing bah... dey r so gd @ promotin n urge ppl 2 buy... esp hx....

Went home count $$... nt onli did we earn back our money(expected isn't it?) but oso earn of >$100... Yay... gg gt >$100 more in e funds liao... more $$ to b spend for camp n campfire loh... Yay... 3 cheers for every1... hip hip hurrae!!!!

School...

Haix... onli Feb... oredi haf common test!!! somemore is on e week of valentine n total defence!!! so busy lor... wid e fund raising booth 2 settle... where gt time study??? so much thing... so little time!

hmm... noe e QT result of chem liao... manage 2 pass e paper :53/100... quite surprise sia... cuz i tot i'll fail it lor.. dunno how 2 do whole of section C leh... n it consist of 30m!!! score 7 out of 30 lah... cher say nt qualify for 'O' lvl pure chem!!! cuz need >60... curious bout my phy now... chem cher say onli 3 qualify... n 3/4 of e class fail e paper leh... wonder which group i belong...

quite stress sia... wid gg, sch work... n oso frienship... friendship seems 2 weaken between qing n us... dun seem 2 haf e happi time we used 2 haf liao... sure miss it... feel like history is repeatin leh... y is it tt e last yr of pri sch n sec sch is almost either end wid 'friendless' or no longer close pals?! me n da... hmm... can say still close as ever bah... dunno leh... can't feel e sence where frien r ard me... instead gt e feelin tt i'm in a world made up of stranger.. no frien @ all...

haix... hope can survive tis yr... 'O' lvl liao!!! STRESS!!!

Blog~~

won't b able 2 blog as often as in holiday liao... cuz can't use com durin weekday... veri impossible lah.. den durin weekend... veri difficult oso... cuz dun wan parent 2 noe bout tis blog mah... or any other blog by me... haix... so dun b surprise 2 c tis blog nt up dated ar!

ME...

Hi gals...

i really wan ur truthful comments bout me... real truthful... jus say wad u tink bout me... negetive or postive oso can... pls pls pls comment... in e comment link... thanx!!! tis is veri impt to me!!!! pls comment bout me in e comment link!!!!! jus type ur impression of me!!!

Sisters~

Wad exactly are sisters? Jus blood relatives? I been wonderin tis... esp after readin a paragraph bout sisters ina bk:

"Sisters are more than blood relatives. Over times, they either become friends, or they wind up killing each other! Sisters are made by living everyday with each other and wearing each other down until the rough spots are smooth. They're made by sharing secrets you'd never tell mom, and out of doing thing for each other jus because you feel like it, not because you had to. I guess you could say sisters are 'grown', not manufactured, in a very special place called a family"

After readin... i was thinkin... is it really tis way? Mayb it is... mayb not... but 1 thing for sure... i can't seem to shared my secrets to her! She blurt dem out to my mom!!! haix... tink i nvr noe e ans...

Trust!

I goin crazy soon... i wanna pour out my problems... but hu can i turn to? Nt my family... quite hard to share my prob wid dem... esp my sis... hu jus blurt out everything! Nt my frien.. cuz i can't seem to trust dem... it's nt jus dem tt i can't trust... is almost every1 i noe...

i really wanna haf some1 to trust... to share my prob.. to help me... to b dere wen i need dem...

i feel so stressed... so sad... so hurt... but hu will understand? hu can i shared my prob?

FrIeNz~

Below r 2 poem i had made up...


*1*

Friendship is a special ship

Where we known each other as

"Friendz"

It goes the whole world

With more people getting on

And more friends to make

It brave e storms,

Howling winds

& other nasty weathers

But nvr once

It broke apart

Sooner or later

It will be landing

Does it mean that

Our friendship is ending?

Then i hope

The ship will never land

So that we can be

FRIENDS FOREVER!

*2*

Why is it tt

at e very end

All my frien

are leavin me?

No matter how close

we used to be...

it nvr seem

to b e same again

Wad happen to our friendship?

Wad happen to "friends forever"?

Have dey been dere?

Where have dey gone?

i nvr noe...

I missed e gd old time we had

e happiness...

e fun...

I dun mind e bad time we had

e arguments...

e fights...

If it e onli way

for us to b close again

Since dey hold us

much closer together...

i hope u gals get wad i really mean... e poems jus how i can shared my feelin wid u... how i really feel bout our friendship... i tink it's weakenin oredi!

Fa+e~

tink dere will nvr b any1 hu would understand me... i dun even understand myself sometime!

i often wonder... wad will e world b like w/o me? Definately a better world... without a bad tempered gal like me... no nose to poke into ur business... no1 to pulled down e class average marks... w/o me... a happier, better world to live in...

awd if i had made other choices? wad if i had nt been in MF? wad would it b like for me? will i b jus as hurt emotionally? or will i haf more happiness? will i b as miserable? or will i haf lots of frien n close pals?

Haix... mayb it jus fate tt i take tis path in life.. to b born in tis world... to make such decisions... to b a teasin subject of others... to feel miserable in life... to b e 1 to go through tis...

But... must i suffer (emotionally, spiritally, etc) through my teens? or longer den tt? Wadeva it is... i wan it to end soon!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Hi every1...

It's a brand new yr for all of us... Wishin every1 a great yr to cum!!! May ur wishes for e yr cum true...

hmm... my wishes for the brand neww year~2006...
1) Happiness...
2) Better friendships...
3) World peace...
4) Better result...
5) Able to trust other, esp frien...

Make urs 2dae... so as to haf a better yr... HAppi New Year!!!

Thailand, Bangkok

went to bangkok on 22 dec... ard 6+ flight... fly for 4hrs den reach bangkok... so bout midnight den reach bangkok... tired sia... go tru custom, collect luggage, etc... so late den reach hotel, Mandarine Hotel...

Hmm... wad to say... to me.. e hotel is so small... compared to our beijing hotel... i can't believe it's 4 stars!!!

@ hotel... pack e stuffs... i pack some stuff into another bag so tt my parent can bring it back for me... btw... dey oso wen bangkok... went on 19th... back on 23rd afternoon... so goin to look for dem e next day... by e time everything is settle... it's bout 3+ goin to 4?

next day... went to visit my parent n siblings... e hotel dey stay is so big... compared to ours! it's even bigger den those we stay in beijing n chengde!!! so shoick sia...

After tt went shoppin... finally found gif for my frien as well as relatives... a soft toy keychain... with smell... n onli cost S$2.30!! i even buy 1 for myself! as i buy a lot n my cousin oso wan... my aunty help us bargain: 20 keychain for 500batt... @ 1st is 1 for 59batt.. den e person agree... i buy so many tt i spend 984batt on it!!! goin to b S$20!!!

nt really enjoy myself cuz tru out e whole day shopppin... my legs was numb by e time we get back to hotel!!!

went back to singapore on e 3rd day... onli den i realised... sch startin in a week time!!! help!!! hope to enjoy e rest of my holiday!!!

~China~

hmm... guess wad... for once... i really enjoy shoppin... did enjoy myself... y? cuz @ china shopping centre... i get to bargain...so much like neopets sia... frm high price bargain till quite low...

hmm... e 1st thing i bought... is panda soft toy... buy for qing... cuz remind me of a long long (saw it in her comic)... so buy 1 for qing... den another 1 for xz... @ first e price is 68 rmb... den she say lowest can gif me till 25 rmb... i say lower... den she gid 23 rmb... den i buy 2 loh... which is 46 rmb... she say can cut til 45 rmb... but i bargain 40 rmb.. n she sell it to me!!!

den walk walk ard... n i saw mp4!!! i so buy... 250 rmb.. so bout S$50... so happi sia.. somemore e capacity is 2G... my cousin buy in singapore is S$100+ loh... n onli 512mb! so quite happi.. cuz so cheap.. n finally haf my own mp4!

oso gt buy hp accessiors... 1 set for 35 rmb... me n my cousin wanna buy 3 set... den my uncle help us cut until 3 set for 50rmb onli!!! where can u buy so cheap in singapore? 3 sets for S$10!!!

i oso gt buy hp cover... winnie e pooh design!!! @ 1st, it is for 45rmb... den e lady gif me lowest to 25rmb... too me is to quite x loh... S$5!!! den i dun wan n walk away... den e lady call me back n ask me how much i offer... i say 15rmb... den she agree... so i buy... so nice!!! n after changin e cover liao.. no hp no as crazy as b4 like (shut down for no reason!!!)...

quite fun in bargainin... tink will nvr experience in singapore...haix... now tink singapore stuff quite x leh!!

China

~China~ frm left: Yulei (my cousin), ME, Yulei's mom
Tian An Men...
Yan Yu Lou... Filming scene of Huan Zhu Ge Ge
Time to scale the Great Wall... : )

1st time skiing... sitting down!!!

Hi guys! I'm back frm my trip... hmm... feel disappointed sia... cuz nvr c snow!!! haix... but... still ok lah... get to experience e below 0 degree climate...

to me... dun really feel cold lah... putri say i pro cuz -3 degree... i still tink nt cold... hmm... onli e feet n hand loh... e rest of me is like hot?! so while other ppl like tryin to warm demself in e hut... i was like standing outside n FANNIN myself... my aunty n uncle c liao... can't believe it loh... den my uncle say i frm north pole!!! a guy frm my tour c liao... oso can't believe it... cuz dey adult were feelin cold lo... onli me fannin like siao!

feel as if wen china learn history... cuz wen to those palaces n as well as e tomb... most of all Great Wall... did enjoy myself... quite interestin lah actually... cuz learn some new thing which i nvr noe! did u noe tt dowager cixi had taken photos? did u noe tt e foreignera give a car to dowager cixi?

hard to believe sia wen i heard bout it... cuz wen tok bout china history... to me it like soooo long ago... nt so close to e time where dere is oredi invention of cars n camera... etc!

China n Thailand trip

China n Thailand trip...

k... i'm nt crazy tt i update my blog @ tis time... waitin for taxi to cum... goin china todae til x'mas eve... yea!!! so... dun contact mi hor!!! wen i'm back den let u all noe bout my trip... bye!

Friendship

~Friendship~

every1 has a friend, won't dey? like e sayin: 'no man is an island'... no 1 can survive by demself... dey need help n support frm e ppl ard dem, either deir friends or family...

however i had been askin myself lots of time... wad exactly is friendship? wad is friendships made up of? how do we noe hu is our frien? how true can a friendship be? how long can it last?

i had bad experience regardin friendship... hence leadin to y i can't trust ppl very well... even my closest pals...

i really wanna haf some1 hu i can really trust... to share my joy n woes...to help me solve my problems... to console me... to cheer me up... to be dere wen i need dem... as dere's a sayin: 'a friend in need is a frien in deed'...

somehow... i nvr had e courage to trust anyone... not anymore... cuz i felt tt... e more i trust dem... e more i would hurt... emotionally...

how i wish to overcum tis emotional hurdle... n able to trust some1... but... will i b able? wen will it be?