Quotations

Quotation:

Failures r divided into 2 cls. Those hu thought & nvr did. Thouse hu did & nvr thought
To success: thought & did!

Man r nt prisoners of fate, but onli prisoners of their own mind.

Yesterdae is history... Tomorrow is mystery... Today is a gift... That's why it is call present.

If there is a solution to the problem, there is no point to worry.
If there is no solution to the problem, there is no point to worry.

True Friend???

Is This Wad True Friends R???

Grateful World...

Living In A Grateful World...


Be grateful to those who have hurt or harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination.

Be grateful to those who have deceived you,
for they have deepened your insight.

Be grateful to those who have hit you,
for they have reduced your karmic obstacles.

Be grateful to those who have abandoned you,
for they have taught you yo be independent.

Be grateful to those who have made you stumble,
for they have strengthened your ability.

Be grateful to those who have denounced you,
for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.

Be grateful to those who have made you Firm & Resolute,
and help in your achievement.

Nanny Mcphee

NANNY MCPHEE
tis movie is super!!! recommended... need some laughter... go watch it... wanna see some romance... go watch it... though nt obvious lah... cool show.. no words can really describ it... watch it... n u noe... though u may nt share e same view as me!!! Thanx putri 4 e free ticket... thanx so much!!!

Trainin Camp...

yay... camp over... *yawn* wonder wen e effect will b over... jus as i expected... i'm damn tired by e end... or should i say... even b4 it end??? bt den... it's quite successfully lah... however... i doubt we achieve e objective of e camp... dun feel like trainin camp lor... more like... leisure camp bah...

suppose 2 b combine camp as ncc... but den... in e end onli combine e gangshow *~* nvm... i'm fine n veri glad or it... bt would prefer if we haf e whole sch 2 ourselves... n i mean 2 gg alone!!!

1st day veri jia lat sia... can't get e key 4 e rm we need... den lata find liao... is e wrong keys... den need go change... kana scolded by OM Han sia... overall... it is chaotic!!! wad 2 do.. it e 1st camp we ever organised lor... inexperience... wad 2 expect???

bt e rest of e camp is quite ok lah... except tt e time allocated is nt gd... some 2 little time... so 2 much... however... most carry out as planned...

nite drill... dey gif me onli 1 impression... n is nt gd @ all... e impression is: dey 4get wad dey learn @ e last yr trainin camp le!!! tis yr drill nt as strict as last yr... bt dey still get scolded... hu ask dem nt 2 rmb wad dey learn...

nite game... 2 borin... but since all were far 2 tired.... it doesn't matter... e facils was dozin off lor... 2 little slp... 2 much things 2 do!!! lucky i'm e videoman... walkin ard.... tt wad keep me alert...

last day... delay tis n tt... end up no mini games... bad decision... in e end 2 much free time leh... n e facils r dozin off again... until e juniors perk us up wid deir song... den we were like... debate?! dey sing something... we counter back... den dey counter back... tis carry on... until 1 side can't counter back... which most of e time is e facils.. bad sia... bt quite fun lah... sing tt song liao... every1 in enthu mode le... poor andreas... kana tumble-dry by e juniors... mayb i should say... kana bully by juniors... dey seem like dey r revengin... dun ask me wad... e facils were encourage dem 2 enjoy demselves!!!

hmm... den prize-givin... den home sweet home 4 e juniors.... facils? dey haf 2 stay back 4 celebration... 2 celebrate e success of e camp... yay.... 3 cheers!!! haf lot of fun... hope haf a chance 2 organise a trainin camp 4 dem... n i really hope... tt camp will realy b a trainin camp... where we train their drill etc.. n nt let dem play games onli!!!

e nite b4 camp...

haix... last nite @ home... den 3 d/2n in sch... TRAININ CAMP!!!! yikes... bt... unlike any camp i attend... tis time round... i'm e facilitator... wonder how it'll b like...

hmm... bag so heavy sia... bring 2 bags... 1 is e things need 4 camp... e other... mainly e thing required 4 e activities durin e camp... as well as video camera... so excited... hope it will b successful...

1st n onli time 2 b facilitator bah... wonder how it will b 4 us... gd luck 2 all facilitator... haix... tis is my last camp in MF liao... e last gg camp... oso e last camp i eva haf... sec 4 leh... no lvl camp 4 us leh...

will b doin sentry both nite... frm 12-2 am... hehe... actually nt really haf 2 do cuz... 1st nite will haf nite drill frm 12-1am... do onli 1 hr of sentry... den 2nd nite.. gt nite walk frm 1-3am... do onli 1/2 hr... but can tink will end up nt doin bah... since need 2 prepare 4 e nite walk....

hope i can last tru-out e camp... tink will damn tired by e end of it... haix... tink update again after e camp.... cya... *yawn* zZz...zZz...

WY's birthday party...

hmm... sis bdae... chaos sia... me? involve too... as e AL (activity leader)... play cheat sia... use e games tt will b use durin gg trainin camp... hu cares... lazy tink lor... so last min den tell me...

hmm... ytd oredi busy liao.. buyin all e stuff 4 e party... esp e food... den tis mornin go shoppin... 4 e games prizes... haix... sian la... i need my slp!!! slpy me go shoppin @ market!!!

den go back home... prepared tis n tt... dun even haf time 2 pasck my camp stuff... haix... haf 2 w8 4 free time bah.. bt den... my fault la... gt fri n sat... lazy pack... lol... end up... onli after part den can pack... sure w8 veri long sia...

hmm... think wy frien nt gd sia... bt nt all lah... @ least 1 is a sore loser... den heard tt tt person scold my sis b**** b4... can't believe it... wad haf e world bcumin????

bt den... most of her frien ok lah... though nt enthu... well... @ least dey participate... better den nth...

e programme was...
6p.m : arrival of guests
6.30p.m. : dinner
7p.m : games
8.30p.m : cake cuttin
8.45p.m : magic show
9p.m party end

bt... as u noe.. most of e time things dun go e way we wan... so... e programme is nt follow sia... bt nt totally diff... some of her frien reach early... den sit dere watch tv... ask dem eat.. dey say dey shy... wan my sis start 1st... haix...

mom order pizza... 2 diff flavors.... hawaiian n chicken supreme... i wanna eat e hawaiian 1... bt wen i wanna eat...all was left is chicken supreme!!! hate it lah!!! boo hoo... my hawaiian pizza!!!

den after tt.. games lor... play e peek-a-hu... den entanglement... simon say...newpaper game... den dun rmb liao... quite ok lah... though some can't take it wen dey lose...

den cake cuttin... e cake is... soooooooo chocolat!!! tink da will like it a lot... 2 me... 2 much chocolate... e whole ting is choco lor!!! sure put a lot of weight la... die sia... while dey eatin cake... my dad perform magic... he do some magic tt i haf nvr seen b4 lor... he nvr teach me!!! tink e show amuse lot of dem... well.. includin me, of cuz...

overall... e party is successful bah... tink prepared 2 much food leh... haix... haf 2 dao bao 2 camp tml!!! hmm... eat as breakfast bah... dun wanna waste it... hmm.. tml camp... time 2 pack bag leh!!!

Oral?!

haix... oral 2dae... dead meat sia... wish me luck!!!!

Chalet

Sch holiday is next week.... but i oredi goin 2 chalet... YAY!!! frm 2dae till sun... will b celebratin xiao yi n noelle birthday... hope 2 haf as much fun as possible... doubt will enjoy myself durin holiday... sure 2 haf heaps of hw... moreover gt camp.... yikes!!!

Chalet... went to 1 last nov... so small sia...read e other entry den u noe liao... been 2 tis chalet b4... hmm... 2-3 yr ago bah... wonder will b e same or nt??? heard tt rent a bigger 1... wonder how big it will b... wadeva lah...

As long as dere something 4 me 2 do den can liao... cya on mon...

p.s. YIKES!!! i gt eng oral on mon!!!! jus had chinese 1 2dae...

Class Tee

i dun understand y dere's a need 4 class tee... if it is class spirit... i dun tink so... esp since e onli thing tt show it is e class tee... is e small fonts on e front of e tee... below e sch logo!!! feel as if is personal tee sia... esp e name & e reg no is sooooooo HUGE!!! somemore printed @ e back of e shirt... wear tt out... every1 noe hu u r liao...

It so x lor... $22 leh... dey tink every1 so rich ar? forcin every1 buy... tink i'm e onli 1 did nt pay 4 e tee sia... @ 1st dey wan it 2 b jersey... but end up 2 b polo tee... somemore BLACK!!! won't it b hot 2 wear it out????

hmm... though i didn't pay... i still get e tee... heard tt my form cher pay for mine... i dun understand y lor... oredi say dun wan liao... still order 4 me?!

i dun wan e tee!!! esp tt it's black!!! I HATE IT!!! i dun wan it... i say lots of time liao... y can't dey jus respect me???

Wadeva it is... i won't pay 4 tt tee... tt final... no way am i gonna pay 4 it!!!!

QT!!!!

Finally noe bout my phy QT result... haix... i belong 2 e 3/4 goup... e group tt fail... haix... hope i can redeem myself wid my common test phy.... gd luck 2 me!!!

Valentine~

14th Feb... Valentine once again... unlike e last few yr... tis yr valentine was quite busy for me... dun get me wrong... i DUN haf any dates... but... busy wid sch stuff lah... or should i say... GG stuff?

Tis yr... i n da were i/c of valentine fund-raising booth... 1st time sia... fear tt nt successful sia... but worry 2 much liao lah... hmm... went wid qing 2 do 'research' n decide wad 2 sell n wad e price... i even suggest 2 bake cookies...

Quite a lot of ppreparation for e booth sia... e 'research', e bakin of cookie, gettin e juniors 2 help, e deco of booth, e setup... done over bout 1 wk bah... busy sia...

Finally 2dae was e day for our booth... very busy during recess... in e end... a lot of ppl helpin out... even those hu didn't volunteer wen i ask dem... a few of us hu was involve in e shift after school oso help dem out... So happi sia... nvr expect our booth 2 b so welcumin... mayb due 2 e fact tt ours was e 1st booth set up tis yr?

After sch... nt many ppl leh... disappointed :'( but... still manage 2 sell all except 3 items... quite gd leh... since i onli expect tt ppl will onli buy e food stuff... so glad tt most thing were sold... hehe... cuz it mean more space in gg rm liao... no longer haf 2 'store' those item in gg rm leh... must really thanx those hu help 2 buy... n oso those helpin out @ e booth... Mostly haf 2 thanx hx, wl n qing bah... dey r so gd @ promotin n urge ppl 2 buy... esp hx....

Went home count $$... nt onli did we earn back our money(expected isn't it?) but oso earn of >$100... Yay... gg gt >$100 more in e funds liao... more $$ to b spend for camp n campfire loh... Yay... 3 cheers for every1... hip hip hurrae!!!!

School...

Haix... onli Feb... oredi haf common test!!! somemore is on e week of valentine n total defence!!! so busy lor... wid e fund raising booth 2 settle... where gt time study??? so much thing... so little time!

hmm... noe e QT result of chem liao... manage 2 pass e paper :53/100... quite surprise sia... cuz i tot i'll fail it lor.. dunno how 2 do whole of section C leh... n it consist of 30m!!! score 7 out of 30 lah... cher say nt qualify for 'O' lvl pure chem!!! cuz need >60... curious bout my phy now... chem cher say onli 3 qualify... n 3/4 of e class fail e paper leh... wonder which group i belong...

quite stress sia... wid gg, sch work... n oso frienship... friendship seems 2 weaken between qing n us... dun seem 2 haf e happi time we used 2 haf liao... sure miss it... feel like history is repeatin leh... y is it tt e last yr of pri sch n sec sch is almost either end wid 'friendless' or no longer close pals?! me n da... hmm... can say still close as ever bah... dunno leh... can't feel e sence where frien r ard me... instead gt e feelin tt i'm in a world made up of stranger.. no frien @ all...

haix... hope can survive tis yr... 'O' lvl liao!!! STRESS!!!

Blog~~

won't b able 2 blog as often as in holiday liao... cuz can't use com durin weekday... veri impossible lah.. den durin weekend... veri difficult oso... cuz dun wan parent 2 noe bout tis blog mah... or any other blog by me... haix... so dun b surprise 2 c tis blog nt up dated ar!

ME...

Hi gals...

i really wan ur truthful comments bout me... real truthful... jus say wad u tink bout me... negetive or postive oso can... pls pls pls comment... in e comment link... thanx!!! tis is veri impt to me!!!! pls comment bout me in e comment link!!!!! jus type ur impression of me!!!

Sisters~

Wad exactly are sisters? Jus blood relatives? I been wonderin tis... esp after readin a paragraph bout sisters ina bk:

"Sisters are more than blood relatives. Over times, they either become friends, or they wind up killing each other! Sisters are made by living everyday with each other and wearing each other down until the rough spots are smooth. They're made by sharing secrets you'd never tell mom, and out of doing thing for each other jus because you feel like it, not because you had to. I guess you could say sisters are 'grown', not manufactured, in a very special place called a family"

After readin... i was thinkin... is it really tis way? Mayb it is... mayb not... but 1 thing for sure... i can't seem to shared my secrets to her! She blurt dem out to my mom!!! haix... tink i nvr noe e ans...

Trust!

I goin crazy soon... i wanna pour out my problems... but hu can i turn to? Nt my family... quite hard to share my prob wid dem... esp my sis... hu jus blurt out everything! Nt my frien.. cuz i can't seem to trust dem... it's nt jus dem tt i can't trust... is almost every1 i noe...

i really wanna haf some1 to trust... to share my prob.. to help me... to b dere wen i need dem...

i feel so stressed... so sad... so hurt... but hu will understand? hu can i shared my prob?

FrIeNz~

Below r 2 poem i had made up...


*1*

Friendship is a special ship

Where we known each other as

"Friendz"

It goes the whole world

With more people getting on

And more friends to make

It brave e storms,

Howling winds

& other nasty weathers

But nvr once

It broke apart

Sooner or later

It will be landing

Does it mean that

Our friendship is ending?

Then i hope

The ship will never land

So that we can be

FRIENDS FOREVER!

*2*

Why is it tt

at e very end

All my frien

are leavin me?

No matter how close

we used to be...

it nvr seem

to b e same again

Wad happen to our friendship?

Wad happen to "friends forever"?

Have dey been dere?

Where have dey gone?

i nvr noe...

I missed e gd old time we had

e happiness...

e fun...

I dun mind e bad time we had

e arguments...

e fights...

If it e onli way

for us to b close again

Since dey hold us

much closer together...

i hope u gals get wad i really mean... e poems jus how i can shared my feelin wid u... how i really feel bout our friendship... i tink it's weakenin oredi!

Fa+e~

tink dere will nvr b any1 hu would understand me... i dun even understand myself sometime!

i often wonder... wad will e world b like w/o me? Definately a better world... without a bad tempered gal like me... no nose to poke into ur business... no1 to pulled down e class average marks... w/o me... a happier, better world to live in...

awd if i had made other choices? wad if i had nt been in MF? wad would it b like for me? will i b jus as hurt emotionally? or will i haf more happiness? will i b as miserable? or will i haf lots of frien n close pals?

Haix... mayb it jus fate tt i take tis path in life.. to b born in tis world... to make such decisions... to b a teasin subject of others... to feel miserable in life... to b e 1 to go through tis...

But... must i suffer (emotionally, spiritally, etc) through my teens? or longer den tt? Wadeva it is... i wan it to end soon!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Hi every1...

It's a brand new yr for all of us... Wishin every1 a great yr to cum!!! May ur wishes for e yr cum true...

hmm... my wishes for the brand neww year~2006...
1) Happiness...
2) Better friendships...
3) World peace...
4) Better result...
5) Able to trust other, esp frien...

Make urs 2dae... so as to haf a better yr... HAppi New Year!!!