I can't help but wonder... if students join cca for the sake of joining... or do they really have the passion for what they join?
what my gg juniors did really hurtin... do they really have the passion to be in it in the first place? or did they join so as to get their cca point?
the life they got now in that cca is way easier that me or my seniors had... yet... when we tried to toughen them up, complain letter n petition against us... for goodness sake... it's an uniform group!! you don't join it to have a leisure time... if you can't even take that little training we have for you, don't complain. your own juniors can do way better than you!
skip the training camp that we, ex-seniors, have put in to much effort to plan for you gals... only the lower sec juniors turn up and stay throughout the whole 3 days... even the sec 4 who should have step down came for the camp... what about you gals? only 2 turn up and didn't even stay thoughout the 1st day...
be truthful, you gals know that your attitude isn't that well... and what's your responses were? because the ex-seniors came back, so you gals don't want to attend the meeting... what kind of reason is that?
it's not the ex-seniors want to take over the meeting or whatsoever... we don't want to see it fall... for something that we have build up so painfully... prove to us that you can manage it well... and we won't interfer... but your own attendances for the meeting were way worse than your seniors n juniors...
threaten to quit just because you can't get the company leader post... forget it... that's not a passion... that's just power hungry... you just want the power...
i see more potential in the lower sec juniors to build up the cca way better than you gals... they may be inexperience... but they have the passion in them...
what's the point of having the quantity? when the quality is not even there?
cca... have you join because of the passion for it? or just for the sake of having a cca? for the sake of that cca point? what's the point of joining, if you hate it so much? if you don't have the passion for it?
it hurt to know what happen last week... it hurts more when i realise no one update me about anything that had happened...
cca... is it a passion? or is it a contract to get a better future?
i don't deny that there were times that i wonder if i truly have the passion for the cca i joining... Girl Guide, TMT... do i really have the passion in it?
Truthfully, quitting guides had never cross my mind... maybe cause i truly enjoy my times in Guiding... the skills i learn, the friends i made... It shaped me up... If anyone ask me what i miss about my sec sch life... Girl Guides will alway be the ans... those great memories... it just made up too much of my sec sch life... i can't imagine how different my sec sch life will be without Girl Guides...
StageArts, TMT... the cca that Amin recommend to me... the cca that i join early this year... the cca that may have small number... though so far i only been to 1 TMT event... yes 1 only... but i really enjoy myself... a different exposure... new stuff to learn...
it was the StageArts event that really made me feel part of it... SA night n SA camp... working with people from the different departments... having noticed by the seniors in StageArts... funny how Club Crawl nearly cause me to be scare to be part of the big family... but SA night and SA camp change my mindset... i can't wait to work with the different departments again...
i have to admit, my passion for those cca will not get as much as how andreas's, putri's or erny's passion to them... but i'm willing to do my best for it... for i have choose to join them... i don't join for the cca point... rather, i join to gain experiences...
cca... it's a passion... not a point gaining system... it's more than just putting in time and effort for it...
what my gg juniors did really hurtin... do they really have the passion to be in it in the first place? or did they join so as to get their cca point?
the life they got now in that cca is way easier that me or my seniors had... yet... when we tried to toughen them up, complain letter n petition against us... for goodness sake... it's an uniform group!! you don't join it to have a leisure time... if you can't even take that little training we have for you, don't complain. your own juniors can do way better than you!
skip the training camp that we, ex-seniors, have put in to much effort to plan for you gals... only the lower sec juniors turn up and stay throughout the whole 3 days... even the sec 4 who should have step down came for the camp... what about you gals? only 2 turn up and didn't even stay thoughout the 1st day...
be truthful, you gals know that your attitude isn't that well... and what's your responses were? because the ex-seniors came back, so you gals don't want to attend the meeting... what kind of reason is that?
it's not the ex-seniors want to take over the meeting or whatsoever... we don't want to see it fall... for something that we have build up so painfully... prove to us that you can manage it well... and we won't interfer... but your own attendances for the meeting were way worse than your seniors n juniors...
threaten to quit just because you can't get the company leader post... forget it... that's not a passion... that's just power hungry... you just want the power...
i see more potential in the lower sec juniors to build up the cca way better than you gals... they may be inexperience... but they have the passion in them...
what's the point of having the quantity? when the quality is not even there?
cca... have you join because of the passion for it? or just for the sake of having a cca? for the sake of that cca point? what's the point of joining, if you hate it so much? if you don't have the passion for it?
it hurt to know what happen last week... it hurts more when i realise no one update me about anything that had happened...
cca... is it a passion? or is it a contract to get a better future?
i don't deny that there were times that i wonder if i truly have the passion for the cca i joining... Girl Guide, TMT... do i really have the passion in it?
Truthfully, quitting guides had never cross my mind... maybe cause i truly enjoy my times in Guiding... the skills i learn, the friends i made... It shaped me up... If anyone ask me what i miss about my sec sch life... Girl Guides will alway be the ans... those great memories... it just made up too much of my sec sch life... i can't imagine how different my sec sch life will be without Girl Guides...
StageArts, TMT... the cca that Amin recommend to me... the cca that i join early this year... the cca that may have small number... though so far i only been to 1 TMT event... yes 1 only... but i really enjoy myself... a different exposure... new stuff to learn...
it was the StageArts event that really made me feel part of it... SA night n SA camp... working with people from the different departments... having noticed by the seniors in StageArts... funny how Club Crawl nearly cause me to be scare to be part of the big family... but SA night and SA camp change my mindset... i can't wait to work with the different departments again...
i have to admit, my passion for those cca will not get as much as how andreas's, putri's or erny's passion to them... but i'm willing to do my best for it... for i have choose to join them... i don't join for the cca point... rather, i join to gain experiences...
cca... it's a passion... not a point gaining system... it's more than just putting in time and effort for it...
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