Sudoku

hmm... tink i 'addict' wid sudoku liao... n oso 'pass' it 2 other ppl le...

1 time play tis game was on com... but tt time i onli noe it as "Logic 9"... by NTUC income de... den mom buy e cd... but need use com den can play.. so hardly play it lah...

true addiction started wen my aunty gif me her bk of sudoku... since tt time... i play sudoku everyday...

den play finish tt bk liao... depos 4 a new bk of sudoku... in e end i buy 1 4 myself... @ orchard dere... @ tt time.... my sis oso kana e virus of sudoku le...

den after tt my sis oso start 2 buy sudoku... she go popular buy 2 bk... in e end... i buy 1 bk frm her... cuz i finish my liao...

so happi sia... cuz putri buy another 2 bk 4 me as my bdae present... n my mom oso buy a 621 sudoku puzzle bk 4 me... my aunt went hong kong oso buy a sudoku pda 4 me... so happi now... cuz gt soooooo many puzzle 2 do le!

lol.... i gt bring e sudoku puzzle 2 sch 2 play... onli den i noe edith oso gt play sudoku...

i pass e virus 2 a lot of ppl in cls sia... 1st yuhui, den ting hao, den winnie, den pris... virus do spread quickly sia...

haix... now must focus on studies 1st... must reduce e sudoku time liao... tink my interest in it is wanin le... surprisinly e 70+ puzzle bk i haf yet 2 finish... but den... shd b finishin soon lah...

Arr.... must stop thinkin bout sudoku leh!!!!! FOCUS on STUDIES!!!!!! arr...

MFGG Campfire '06

Tis fri is MFGG campfire... still ponderin if i shd go... no new frm any1... haix...

NDP preview

woah... jus haf 2 say tt 1st time i sooo enthu durin NDP... jus watch it... love e firework sia... though i sittin back 2ward it... so everytime must turn n c...

manage 2 take some fotos of NDP... actually 1 on firework... 2 on e finale... n oso 2 fotos of cloud... mayb tt's y i enthu bah... gt pic 4 me 2 shoot....

hmm.... hear tt tis e last yr @ national stadium le... so... quite lucky 2 celebrate tis yr NDP dere...

Wishin Singapore a advance HAPPI BIRTHDAY!!!!!


p.s. i noe it still another month 2 e actual day... but den... i can't choose mah... cuz is ppl gif me de...

firework display...

DA Vinci Code

jus finish e bk on Da Vinci Code... tink quite nice...

however... someone say i dun understand wad it e underlying meaning of e bk... fine lor... but still wanna watch e show!!!!

it's e part bout e codes n symbol tt interest me most...

now i quite blur sia... cuz e bk is fiction... which mean it's nt true... den wad's true inside??? *confuse*

wadeva it is... i recommand tis bk...

p.s... any1 haf other bk of Dan Brown???

o lvl chinese

OMG!!! tis thurs havin 'O' lv chinese oral liao!!! had paper 1 n 2 le... wonder wad e result of tt 2 paper... still gt 2nd chance 2 score better 4 tt.... but oral n listenin... onli 1 chance!!!! listenin i nt scared... it e oral tt i scared of sia.... wish myself million of luck 4 tt dae... n 2 others 2!

A' Famosa

i'm back frm holidae... hmm... did some1 ask if it's fun? let me jus put it tis way: nt as fun as i expected...

set off @ 9a.m.... reach dere bout 2+p.m bah... rainin hard dere... spoil e mood liao... den check in n take e banana truck to our condo!!!!! yes... u read it rite! i stay in a condo! but den... it's no ,much diff frm e 4 rm flat in sg... rest n bath... den ard 4+ -5p.m... went 2 cowboy town... nth open yet!!! so go 4 dinner 1st... no bad quite nice... n oso a bit ex sia... den go e bowlin alley dere 2 play a game wid my dad... whili mom brin e kid 2 play arcade... lata ard 8.30 bah... went 2 watch e fire stunts show... damn cool sia... (irony sia... i say fire stunt r cool?!) den after tt show... went 2 watch a parade... quite nice... e best part is always e best... FIREWORKS!!!! so beautiful! den wen 2 play @ e sort of like fun fair dere... bout 11 den we left... here's e bad part! we w8 4 tt stupid banana truck for 30min!!!! wth... waste of time lor!

2nd day... haf breakfast @ clubhse 1st... nt buffet sia... is set meal de... quite ok.. nt 2 bad lah... den proceed 2 animal world... hmm... i tink singapore zoo is nicer n bigger... n oso haf better animal show... although s'pore dun haf e safari drive-tru... oh ya... n oso e wild wild west show... so nice... though its loud, wid a bit of violence (cuz gt gunshots, fightin, etc)

after tt went 2 water world... n guess wad... i haven jump into e pool n i'm oredi wet!!!! cuz it's rainin cat n dog again!!!! ARRR!!!! w8 quite a while 4 e rain 2 bcum smaller... den even b4 it stop... we went play liao... no fun de... s'pore's wild wild wet nicer... i tink ard 5+/6+ we left... once again... w8 for e banana truck for soooo long!

haf dinner @ e golfer terrance... quite nice... while eatin... i can watch e world cup sia... cuz dere 1 veri big screen in front of where i sittin... but i nvr watch... cuz no interest mah... tink rainin again after we finish.... bt stopped b4 9.50... we stay dere 2 watch e fireworks... it jus start wen e truck cum.. den we decide 2 board e truck... n watch e fireworks on e way... woah... gd experience sia... cuz we go pass e field where dem set e firework... it was sooo loud leh... i finally understand where e loud sound come frm liao... it's frm e tube wen e spark cum out of it... n nt wen e spark explode into more sparks!

3rd dae...eat breakfast @ e same place... den mom brought e kids 2 swimmin... while my dad n i go n play archery... @ 1st i wanna play go-kart/pocket bike/archery/flyin a plane... but den... cuz nt much $$ left liao... so choose e cheapest lor... archery!ard 12nn check out... den haf lunch @ e golfer terrance... den w8 4 e bus 2 cum... home sweet home le!!!

hmm... i tink i go dere once is enuff liao... i dun wanna go again... cuz veri inconvenient... dere nth 2 do after u visited all e 3 worlds... moreover... in s'pore... i can jus go wild wild wet/ zoo n haf a better time den @ A'Famosa...

P.S tis is jus how i feel bout tt place... u may nt agree wid how i feel...

Oversea

tml goin oversea till fri...

Sch Holidae

OMG!!! i wk of sch holidae left onli... wad 2 do??? still gt soooo much hw haven finish... still gt a maths, lit, ss, physic... ar!!! help!!!!

Bdae celebration

same feelin as edith... tinkin tt it's a waste nt 2 blog on tis day... nvr in my life did i eva haf a day like tis! 1st time go out wid a guy sia... dun get me wrong... it's jus my super-bur-like-2-act-innocent-yet-suanin-ppl cousin... a.k.a oyster oil! (his real name is wei hao...)

hmm... actually 2dae is advance celebration of my bdae... as well as belated celebration of yulei's... but doesn't seem like celebration leh!

dey suppose 2 meet @ my hse... yulei a.k.a fish n oyster oil supposed 2 cum my hse @ 11 a.m... tt super blur guy.... take taxi still took a long time 2 cum my hse... tell e driver 2 go 2 e wrong carpark... lol...

edith n putri meet @ my hse @ 12... but dey a bit late... cuz i tink dey go popular bah... putri buy bdae gift 4 me.... den after dey cum... we go AMK seoul garden...

oyster oil veri kong pu leh! 1 person take 1 whole plate of coffee chicken!!!! somemore pile until sooooo high... wth... wy... dunno whether 2 say she lucky or wad lah... gt oyster oil 2 serve her... but she onli get 2 eat e coffee chicken... e whole meal!

after lunch... we go pasar palam dere... walk here n dere... we go 1 stall 2 buy e magnetic bkmark... den my frien, wy n me went off liao... he n fish still @ e stall dere... n make every1 go back sia...

den went 2 orchard dere... 2 take neoprint n shop... take 1 set of neoprint wid my frien 1st... den another 1 wid cousin... dunno oyster oil is 2 rich or 2 stupid lia... dun wanna take still pay 4 his share... 1 veri dumb guy! willin 2 w8 outside den 2 take e neoprint wid us!

den go n play arcade... stupid oyster oil... bluff ppl tt he dunno how 2 play e race cars... 1st play... edith, putri him n me play... e 1 tt say she sure win is last... while e 1 say he dunno how 2 play gt 1st!!! wth lor! den lata he play wid e com... frm e last position (20th) bcum 1st leh!!! liar lah... onli noe how 2 bluff ppl!

After tt decide 2 go taka dere... while takin e lift down... oyster oil mention bout e cctv... den made every1 look up @ it... so e security guard probably saw every1 starin at him.. shd be quite funni bah.. haha...

den @ taka dere... my frien go 1st... cuz we goin diff places mah... walk walk a while den decide 2 go home... while exit taka buildin... i saw edith n putri... dey nvr c us though... dey walk veri fast sia... surprisin 2 me... cuz edith walk veri slow de lor...

hmm... wad happen next twisted my whole dae... we walk 2ward mrt station... near e famous amos shop (@ wisma)... oyster oil stopped n adjust his jean or something...den i tot dey wanna buy e cookies... ask dem liao... dey say dey dun wan... den i ask dem walk faster... cuz wanna advoid e peck hr mah...

near e bakery dere... i notice something weird... oyster oil lost liao... @ 1st tot he walk veri slow... den w8 4 him... bt still nvr c him... den decide 2 go outside e mrt station dere w8 4 him... tinkin tt mayb he took e other route... w8 veri long... still no sign of him... den ask fish 2 call him...

guess wad his reply... he say he @ famous amos dere! OMG!!! den i was tinkin... didn't he say he dun wanna buy e cookie? go dere 4 wad? wanna buy @ least tell me mah!!! after fish hung up den we noe tt he nlur blur tot tt we w8in 4 my frien!!! den we walk back 2 e shop, while my frien led him back 2 us... we meet each other... den share our stories... den we 5 gals was laughin @ him damn hard... hey... 1st time go out wid some1 hu get lost in a shoppin centre... somemore is a guy lor!!! he was damn pai seh... face red sia... hu cares him lah...

haix....dunno whether is a gd thing 2 ask oyster oil go out wid us... bt 1 thing is sure... his action made my dae an interestin 1!!

hmm... though is say 2 celebrate my bdae... i feel like i kana suan a lot lor! by edith... den by oyster oil... wth.... edith still say i'm lemon lime... 2x e sour-ness!!!!

i tot tt dae would end up bein a borin day... but thanx 2 oyster oil... it bcum a fun dae... a dae tt shd nvr b 4gotten!!!

p.s. Putri... if u still thinkin of gettin his contact... i dunno wad 2 say...

Friendship

i had been checkin out e MFSS blog... nvr update... still on e topic bout friendship... i read bout dem... den i cum across da's view on friendship... Make me tink quite a bit...

Friendship is a delicate thing. It haf 2 b treasured always if it is 2 remain e same. Startin a friendship is not easy, it needs contribution frm both parties. It needs trust n honesty.

Havin start a friendship is nt enuff bcuz if it jus left alone, it will start 2 go bad.

Even wid friendship eestablished, work still haf 2 b put in. Wad happens wen a pet is uncared 4? Wad happens 2 e fire wen dere is no oxygen? Wad happens 2 friendship tt is left alone?

It will start 2 drift apart. Some1 tt u haf taken 4 granted might b lost 2 u. Mayb temporarily. Mayb 4eva.

Would u mind if tt person is gone? If u do, won't u regret nt workin harder on ur friendship?

I would bcuz friendship, i tink, is nore den jus 2 ppl tokin to each other wen lonely. It is a bondin of 2 ppl. a trust shared. A happiness doubled n a misery halved. Friendship could b e sweetest part of life. A source of comfort. A shoulder 2 cry on. A fear erased. a laughter made contagious.

It is all tt n so much more. More den words can eva describe. More den anybody else can eva noe bcuz friendship is something special tt cannot b taken away by force. It is, I believe, connection on a whole diff. lvl.

It is like buried treasure. It's hard 2 find but is easily stolen or lost. So wen u find a true frien tt will stay wif u tru thick n thin, don't eva let it go or u will lose something tt can mean a lot 2 u.

Treasure ur friendship bcuz it could b e veri thing tt save u wen troubles cum knockin.

well... after readin it... i sort of reflect on e friendship between me n yq... mayb e both of us do nt understand each other well enuff... mayb i should haf given her more time 2 cum back 2 us... mayb i nvr gif her enuff chance...

bt den... i nt e onli 1 tt feel tt she driftin away... da oso feel tis way...

haix... i really miss e gd old times tt we eva haf... e time we had spend in sch, in gg n of cuz outside... those happi memories... learnin skatin 2gether in sch... settin up e MFGG webby 2gether... goin shoppin 2gether... e 1 n onli time tt me n da fork out our time 2 teach her 2 cycle... Where haf those happi time gone 2? i wan dem back!!!

i tot our friendship could overcum anything... guess i'm wrong... jus a small hump on our road of friendship... n we all fell...

every friendship haf its share of joy n woe... dere's definately much joy in our friendship... as for woe... i tink e biggest woes is tt we r nvr able 2 overcum tis little hurdle...

6 months haf passed since we notice she driftin away frm us... 2 months passed since we broke up... no use continuin e friendship since she had no intend 2 maintain it... no intend 2 strengthen it...

time heal wounds... such a long time haf pass le... bt den my wound haf yet 2 heal... it still hurt 2 tink bout it... 2 b frank... i can still cry wen i recall tis friendship... e way it had started... e way it process... n e way it end... it jus doesn't seem fit! a friendship lik ett should nt haf ended!

2 those friend hu r still ard me... thanx for bein dere!

Exam...

Tis is wad happen wen u dun revise 4 ur exams!!!

is tt student doin home econ or chemistry??? -_-'"

tis student sure hate aliens!

love tis 1 most... damn funny!!!

hope u haf a gd laugh about it... love e last 1... e funniest!

Sch holiday

well... finally holiday le... no need go back sch liao... until last wk of sch... bt... dere's hw 2 complete... haix...

goin celebrate my bdae wid edith n putri @ seoul garden on 14/06... den mayb go shoppin after tt...

2 wk of holidae left onli... 21st goin A' Famosa... den celebrate my bdae dere... can't w8 2 get dere... dunno how it's like over dere...

My True Sign

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Cls n Mr Chng

hmm....i guess i'm still like b4... dunno wad is happenin ard me... may it b in cls or in cca...

wonderin y i say tt rite? i jus read mr chng's blog... seem like another conflict started... history repeat again... howeva... tis time i'm nt e victim... it's another gal... haix... can c our cls is nt quite united sia... over a cls t can haf conflict... n now bcuz of a teachin method... dere's oso conflict! OMG... wad's e world cumin 2?

haix... i dunno whether 2 say my "blurness" is a blessin or wad... in e sec 2 incident... it's a blessin... but for tis yr incident... i dunno... i jus hope tt wad eva i missed dun concern me... n i really wished e cls can b more united!

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R.O.D

hmm... i sound damn nasty in e previous post cuz i damn pissed off... now, after ventin off.... sort of cool down le...

tml R.O.D le... actually... i still havin mixed feelin now sia... part of me wanna get out of gg 4eva... while another part of me still wanna stay in gg... haix... bt tml step down le... den really out of gg after e campfire... quite sad sia actually...

can say dere's lots of gd memory in gg... campfire, combined acts ( still ponderin), camps, weekly meetin... n oso friendships made in gg... missin e gd old times... esp sanah's n ying hui's batch... dey're e best... i always treasure those memories...

y haf i join gg in e 1st place? can jus say tt i been wanted 2 join e brownie... but somehow 2 late lah... nvr join... den go secondary sch den join lor... mainly bcuz of outdoor cookin den i join... 1 thing i nvr expect 2 do in gg was... DRILL!!!! yikes!

doesn't rmb much bout sec 1 le... jus rmb tt join wid hx... 1st frien 2 make in gg was putri... den da bah... 1st interaction wid edith was durin e combine act wid montfort in sec 1... 1st impression... she gt attitude prob sia(don't u get angry... cuz u admit it urself!)... didn't went 4 e camp n farewell tt yr... had enjoy myself in e 1st campfire i had attend tt yr... can still rmb its theme: spellbound... oh ya... n our sch gg gt participate in NDP tt yr...

sec 2... drill mistress is soooooo strict... bt still carin @ heart... still rmb tt bcuz of 1 time e drill so bad tt we kana punished... den gt quite a few ppl threaten 2 quit... haha... den 3 different senior tok 2 us bout tt sia... something like we can't quit ar... e commander wan us do better tt y punished us etc... i can still rmb 1 of e senior tt tok 2 us... tt yr... we participate in speech day... we were e supportin contigent... n e sec 3 n 4 seniors were e Guard-of-Honor... Priscilla was e parade commander... wishin tt gg haf chance 2 b G.O.H. again... tt yr.. oso haf a campfire... its theme: Saturday Night Fever... not a bad gg yr... cuz i had finally haf a grp of close frien... though e 5 of us were all in diff cls... lots of happi times... tt yr... i went 2 e camp n farewell... though gt veri bad impression of it... i hate tis yr's combined act... cuz my stuff was stolen!!!!! wth!

sec 3... quite slack actually... mind u... is onli 1st half yr onli ar! other den drill oso nvr do much... drill oso slacken... participated in speech day again... den in june... e ex-senior n y.a organised a triainin camp 4 us... quite an enjoyable camp... doesn't really feel like trainin camp... tt camp enable me 2 c e other side of some ppl... den my batch take over le... manage 2 organised 2 major events: north division day: amazing race & farewell... so... nt bad lah... less den half a yr gt 2 event organised le... btw... my grp of frien bcum closer den b4... n e committee can say r workin well... no conflict so far bah...

tis yr is my last yr le... sec 4... things nt goin so well... tis yr me n da i/c of e cca open house... quite happi bout it... cuz we had 12 newcomers in gg... den in march gt camp... 2 me.. nt as gd as e previous 1... bt better den e sec 2 camp... now w8-in for enrolement n R.O.D n campfire...

tt's wad happen in gg for e past 3 n a half yr... dere oso gg stuff outside sch... like CAMP FLAG!!!! tt e coolest camp i eva attend... lovin it!

really missed e gd old times in gg... e best memories were e friens i had made while in e guidin family... e wonderful friendship... e best pals... e happi memories...

bad things happen... conflicts occurs... tt's wad made me wanna get out of gg... i can't tolerate any more~

haix... still havin mixed feelin... wanna b in... n oso wanna b out... haix...

GG

ARR!!!!!!!! I HATE DEM!!! everytime onli last min den inform ppl de... no wonder my mom keep sayin gg is disorganised!

helo! not every1 sooooo free 2 bid ur commands @ e last min de hor! oredi noe tt dere'll b R.O.D bout 1 wk again... how cum onli 2dae den tell me? i damn pissed off by how u ppl do ur stuff!!!

tis is like nt e 1st time liao lor! wad's wrong wid u ppl... can't u get thing organise way b4 tis? enrolement... campfire... everything like last min de... u ppl ask urself lah... how long haf we delay enrolement? y it was kept pushin back? y was e campfire keep post-pone?

u ppl onli noe how 2 order ppl ard... buyin of patrol emblems... buyin of enrolement badges... makin e ribbons 4 R.O.D... hey... we're nt dere 4 u 2 push ard!!! i won't mind doin it... if u haf tell me earlier... but onli tell me 2dae! tml is e R.O.D liao leh... u tink i sooooo free 2 do those ribbon ar? somemore nt jus a few onli leh... is 70!!! 70 RIBBONS LEH! wth...

fine lor... now u act pity... den ur gd frien help u... so u happi liao... alway act so ke lian... so tt ppl will help u... gd... u pro...

i hate 2 say tis... i really loath gg now!!! ARR!!!! can't w8 2 get out of gg!!!

Hp

haix... my hp really lost liao... wen 2 threatte find oso dun haf... sad sia...

told my mom... n she was like shoutin my ear off... hey... i noe tis will happen lor... tt's y onli @ nite den tell her... haix... den she go tell my dad... n he gid me tt black face n look... helo... as if i purposely lose e hp 1! i oso xin tong leh!

mom call e starhub dere 2 cancel e line... den after she hung up... she tell my dad tt can go redemn a new sim card (same no.) n oso a $100 voucher... hmm... so @ least something gd out of it...

lucky mom was nt angry 4 long... she still joke tt she shld haf bought a cheaper hp sia... wth... den leture me n my sis 2 inform dem asap if lost hp... if nt some1 find n make oversea calls... or download stuff... wah... i nvr tot of tis stuff lor... i onli tink bout my winnie e pooh hp cover n e hp strap... n e fact tt e hp is bought nt long ago! n oso e fact tt now I DUN HAF A HP!!!!!!!!

had a weird dream last nite... dream tt my hp was found in putri bag... mayb ask putri check 4 me? putri... if u c tis... can pls pls pls check ur bag... sry lah... nt tt i tink u take my hp etc... mayb gt drop inside oso dunno... sry!

veri xin tong sia... oso veri ma fan... can't contact any1 wen outside... hack care sia... cuz now i coup my sis hp... it's still hers... but i take n use wen i go out... haix... missin my hp!!!

Friends : poem

~Another 2 poems for my dearest friens~



In time of need n trouble...
U stay by my side n help...
Remember that whatever u do...
I'll be supporting behind u...

Treasured gift frm friens n families...
Keepin dem in boxes...
To share wid others when dey need it...
My most precious assests...

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Chicken Soup: story

i read tis story in "Chicken Soup for Teenage Soul", titled: Lesson in Friendship... somehow e story seem 2 b a little similar 2 e 1 i havin... bt den... e endin... i dunno noe how it's like 4 mine... e person i feel i'm like in e story is e best frien... n e main character in e story in Qing... though i dunno wadeva she's tinkin in her head... here how's e story goes...

"...There's e ppl you've known 4eva. Hu like... know u... in tis way. tt other ppl can't. Bcuz dey've seen u change. dey've let u change."

Tis is a quote frm an episode of My So-Called Life, 1 of e many subtly profound quotes characteristic of e show. tis 1 in particular refers 2 an aspect of a certain kind of friendship, a veri special kind of friendship, tt i haf n cherish. Let me explain.

Throughout my experience on e show, dere were many character concepts n story lines frm My So-Called Life tt touched me. In portraying Rayanne i was most deeply affected by e dynamic of her friendship wid Angela.

Being Rayanne's frien wad gettin harder n harder 4 Angela. Rayanne was bein knocked off, or wad knockin herself off, e pedestal new friens haf a tendency 2 put each other on. Tis awesome new frien, hu lived life on e edge, actually fell over e side every once in a which, and fair or nt, Angela was disappointed.

Tis happenes. As Rayanne, i didn't haf 2 go far 2 fell e fustration, e disappointment a situation like tis causes bcuz i've been dere. I've been through e turn of events tt sneak up on a friendship forcin it in another direction, e closeness suddenly gone n replaced by questions n doubts. Tis is tt pt many relationships cum 2 where a decision has made: 2 stay in or bail out, 2 decide wad it's worth.

i had a best frien frm 3rd grade through 7th grade. We were practically inseparable 4 those yrs. Den i change.

After growin up wid e same grp of kids frm age 5-12, i hit Jr. High n a whole new world opened up 2 me. It seemed every1 was dere, e boys frm e Little League where i played ball, friens frm e Pop Warner football teams i cheered 4 (n my brother played 4), as well as a number of ppl frm e summer drama workshop. Nt 2 mention my big bro, hu wad a 9th grader, n all of his friens hu adopted me as deir own lil' sis. e "in" crowd welcumed me, figurin tt i had 2 b cool 2 noe so many ppl, n life was gd. Always some1 2 pass notes 2, always some1 2 gossip about, always some1 else 2 call, always about something really impt.

I was a different person wid each new grp of friens. i wanted 2 b everything 2 every1, n i bcum so wrapped up in nt onli all of tt, bt so wrapped up in myself tt i couldn't c wad was really goin on. i was jus 2 busy 2 realized tt i had gotten a little lost. My best frien started 2 distance herself frm me. i dun tink she like wad i was bcumin. But i did't c tt den; i jus felt her lose faith in me. It hurt so much, n i didn't understand. 2 keep frm dealin wid it, i threw myself even further in2 my new life. It wasn't long b4 i made a few mistakesm some worse den others, n e "in " crowd gt a peek @ e real me. Or @ least some1 other den hu dey tot i was, n dey were disappointed. tt's wen it gt ugly.

Dese so-called friens (no pun untended) turnin fast. In a melodrama of gossip, n rumors, i was banished. I had been part of tis "in" crowd until dey found out i really wasn't cool enuff 2 b dere.

tis time had cum 2 step back n take a look ard. tis was 1 of e hardest times in my life. i felt alone n wad veri disappointed in myself. My 1st step was 2 go back 2 my old best frien. i tried so hard 2 show her tt i was sorry 4 messin up, tt i still loved her n missed her incredibly... tt i need her. In return, i received blank stares n emotionless responses. So i tried harder. Still, barely a trace of tt sisterhood she once shared wid me. It took me a long time 2 realised tt i had lost her, tt she had changed, too. N our best-friendship was gone.

tis is onli e front part of e story... haix... i really feel tt it was like e frindship between me n qing... all along i felt tt she driftin apart frm us... mayb she wasn't e onli 1 @ fault? i dunno... i really miss those happi time we had... i treasured dem...

e onli diff of my friendship n tt story was tt she nvr cum back 2 us... tis hard me so much... cuz tis gid me e impression tt she nvr treasure tis friendship between e five of us... tis board tis ship, had her fun, n den leave tis ship 4eva... did she eva care bout e feelings of e rest of us??? i'm truly disappointed of her...

i dunno if i'll eva allow her 2 board tis ship again... i fear tt e same thing will happened... mayb i jus leave tis port n find a better port? where dere r ppl hu really treasured e friendship...

i glad i still haf close pal bside me... till now... i can hardly believe tt dey were actually e 1 tt i didn't really care bout... i mean, wen qing was on tis ship... she was my best pal... while e others were jus frien... well, mayb other den da... hu is sort of like a close frien... after qing...

time sure can change a lot of stuff... esp relationship... for better or for worse... i really hope tt no more relationship will turn worse... n ended up bein gone 4eva...

Hp

"Great" news!!!

I LOST MY HP IN SCH!!!!

die le lah... parent still dunno bout it... if dey do... i'll b dead meat... hope can find it!!! prayin hard!!! where r u, hp??? scared ppl pocket it wen dey find... really hope can find it... prayin n prayin!!!

Song: can't smile w/o u

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Panda

Go tis link... veri adorable!!! send 2 any birthday girl/boy...

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365 days

It's nt the fault of the student if he/she fails, bcuz e yr ONLI haf 365 days. Typical academic yr 4 a student:

1) Sundays-52, Sundays in a yr, u noe Sundays r 4 rest.
Days left=313

2) Summer holidays-50, where weather is veri hot n diff 2 study.
Days left=263

3) 8 hr daily slp- 130 days GONE.
Days left=141

4) 1 hr daily play (gd for health)-15.
Days left=126

5)2 hr daily for food & other delicacies (chewin properly & swallowin)-30.
Days left=96

6) 1 hr foor talkin (man is social animal)-15.
Days left=81

7) Exam days-@ least 35 per yr.
Day left=46

8) Quaterly, half yrly n festival (holiday)-40
Days left=6

9) For sickness- @ least 3
Days left=3

10) Movies & functions- @ least 2 days.
Days left=1

11) tt 1 day is ur BIRTHDAY. how can u study on tt day?!

In conclusion... HOW CAN A STUDENT PASS????

Result...

haix... overall... i pass half my subs... n fail e other half... pathetic... can onli blame myself 4 nt managin my time well... n oso nt revise enuff...

fail --> chem, phy, combined humanities n a maths. combined humanities is make up of 2 sub... lit n ss... i fail ss by 6m... lit jus pass... den overall fail... sad sia... phy... actually i expect myself 2 pass it lah... bt den... bcuz nvr put e formulas/ missin of some part(s) of e denfination... cuz me lose mark... ms mok say tis paper is mark quite strictly... so as long as prelim/ 'O' lvl work harder can le ... hope so sia... still feel disappointed lah...

pass--> chi, eng, e maths, geo. eng... did nt really expect it 2 pass... cuz i dun really noe how 2 do! aiyo... now gt passs... den happy liao lor... dun care so much le... hope 'O' lvl can do it e compre... geo... expected it 2 do quite well... bt turn out nt... mainly 1 thing was tt i did those chapt tt i nvr read on... somemore... i onli read 2 chapt... which i did nt complete revisin any 1 of those... chi... really happy bout e result... CUZ I SCORE A1!!! my 1 n onli A1 tt i score in e mid-yr paper... haix... e maths nvr get e A1 tt i wan... tink is C5/B4 for e math...

overall veri jia lat... e result quite extreme... gt A1... oso gt F9...no A2... must jia you le... if nt... sure die wen prelim here... n den 'O' le!!!

Tamin of e shrew

e synopsis of the play :
This is one of Shakespeare's most famous and popular comedies. The story follows the fortunes of the beastly Petruchio as he attempts to tame the wild beauty of Kate and claim not just her hand in marriage but a slice of her foolish father's gold. Meanwhile Kate's young sister is chased by a string of would-be husbands who will resort to any trick, or adopt any disguise, to claim their pretty prize. As ever the Bard (as he is known) explores serious themes through comedy. These include the battle of the sexes, the role of women, the hypocrisy of men and the true value of gold and love. Of course Shakespeare was writing about a very different society from today but he explores universal issues, so that even if we disagree with his position it allows us to examine our own attitude to the role of men and women today.


wen 2 watch tis play @ Raffles Hotel... so shiock sia... out of sch almost e whole day... e whole of sec 4 n 5 go n watch... Enjoyable trip sia... nvr expect e show 2 b a comedy... nth tt i haf expected...

quite a small grp of ppl performin... overall onli 6 ppl... wid 2 gal n 4 guy...so some of e gal part is taken up by e guy...

wen we jus went in... i didn't noe tt dey're actin liao... i tot dey were jus chit-chattin since still nt time yet... bt tt nt it... dey r performin liao! after every1 settle liao... @ e back gt a guy sudden stood up(i tink, cuz i was @ e front)... den shounted a lots of stuff... i nvr expect it 2 b part of e show... i jus tot he was an outsider hu pay 2 watch e show... n 2 tink i was irritated wid he cuz i tot he goin 2 spoil e show... wen all along he was PART of e show...

quite cheap sia... onli $10... cuz e sch pay for us part of it... if go sistic buy is $55... 2 bad dey onli perform in Singapore for 3 days... n tml is e last dae le...

tink tis will b e 1 n onli chance bah... hope dere more chance 2 watch such play in e future... *crossed my fingers & pray hard* i wish, i wish, wid all my might!!!!

Result...

so e previous post i say gettin back e papers 2dae... update u ppl bout it bah... though nt all papers take back... bad new 1st den gd new bah... bitter den sweet...

A maths: paper 1 -> 23/80
paper 2 -> 21/80
overall = fail!!!

Chemistry: paper 1 -> /40
paper 2 ->
overall -> 33% = fail!!!

E maths: paper 1 -> 60/80 (75%)

Chinese: paper 1-> 9/10
paper 2 -> 47/70
paper 3 -> 53/70
paper 4 -> unknown
overall -> 74%

haix... hope e maths paper 1 oso score >75% den can get my A... chinese oso hope tt paper 4 score >75%.. den can get A...

oh ya... i oso mention e prediction... i score better den edith... except chi... cuz she nvr take... as 4 chem... she say she make a lot of careless mistakes... haix... nth 2 b happi bout... cuz i still fail e paper!!! hope other sub pass sia...

Result...

Tml take back paper le... can c i die le... haix... sort of curious whether edith prediction is correct... e prediction tt even i didn't study can score better den her... i doubt so sia... wishin every1 luck on deir result... esp me!!!!

Web games

i dun understand something... y can't i play web games yet he play dem himself.... so many ple oso playin web game n NTH happen 2 deir com... y him kept insistin tt play web game bring virus 2 com?

others oso play lor... i dun c deir com go bersak! i dun c our com go bersak... so where e proof? where e proof tt say play web game bring virus? veri fedup le!

tink is nt play web com spoil e com lor... i tink he load 2 many stuff in com le... till e com can't tahan it! AHH!!! i wanna play maple~ y others can i cannot????

envy of da... her dad let dem play WADEVA web games dey like... neopets, maple, etc...as long as dey completed deir work... so envy~ how i wish my dad like tt!

sometime i wonder ... my bro play... he dun say anything.. me n my sis play... he scream e roof of e house! Arr... can't take it le! Can some1 explan 2 me???

Exams be gone!!!

Yay... finally exams over... let exams b gone 4eva... which is nt possible sia...

hmm... haven been studyin 4 e exams... well... onli jus read up on 1/2 chapt... scan tru e pg... jus nvr read thoroughly... eg. geo: suppose read @ least 4 chapt... in e end... onli read up on coastal n agriculture... somemore nvr read finish any 1 of it... some sub nvr read la... eg. eng, chi, lit...

*cross finger* wish i pass all sub sia... tink flunk chem le... i noe i deserve it since i nvr study... bt den... no urge 2 study... hehe... oso tink flunk A maths le...nt tt i nvr read... i noe it need pratise... somehow i'm 'lost' wen facin e paper sia... unable apply e formula, etc... i need e help of my tb!!!

mid-yr exams over le... n round e corner cum 'O' lvl chi, n prelim!!! Yikes... better pull up my socks le... haix... 4 e time bein... let me enjoy myself 1st... PLAY TIME!!!

PPL...

i really dislike those ppl hu can't decide on something... ppl hu keep changing e plan even AFTER it had been decided... ppl hu backstab other. esp deir frien... etc...

really pissed off by tis kind of ppl... bt den haf 2 4gif n 4get la... i mean... no1 perfect... i'm imperfect 2... ppl haf 2 tolerate me etc... i must do e same 2...

Something i wanna clarify... tis entry is not meant 2 attack any1... or pinpoint any1... it is nt type 2 hurt any1... it is jus how i feel...

Video

My cousin send me tis chinese video... so cute sia... a song bout a pig... hope my link work...

img94.exs.cx/img94/405/songofpig7gr.swf

Poem

Found tis poem in my lit file... tink it quite descrip e friendship between me n qing... i delicate tis 2 u, qing... if u eva find tis blog...

Broken Friendship... by Elizabeth Feliciano

I can't believe we've been separated
It's lile wow something that happened so fast
I don't even think i'll let this one pass
You've showed me just enough
That you don't wanna share a friendship with me
I've realized that my life really sucks
The person I least expect it from backstabs me
I didn't do nothing to you to act so dumb
That's for little kids don't be a bum
Each day i sit and wonder why my days get worse each minute
And i gues it's just people can't stand the facts
So I'm letting you know you were mostly a good person
But since you don't wanna have anything to do with me
All I ask you is that you'll forget me
But keep my memories.

To qing: haix... really hurt me when u driftin away frm us... havin cold war is torturin me... but... i didn't end e war... cuz ur attitude show me tt u don't care bout tis friendship... which made me disappoint most n hurt me most... cuz we r e 1 hu stand by u in times of trouble... where r u wen we need ur support?!

Sports Day...

Sport Day!

2dae is sport day... thanx 2 it... no a maths sup cls... i'm so glad of it sia... head goin burst if gt any more maths tt dae...

hmm... still haf normal lessons... report in sch as usual... havin physic test 1st period!!! still dun understand e chapt... die le... *crossed fingers* pls dun let me fail tis paper!!!! Ms Mok angry sia... cuz e sch eat up e 1st period... den she was like :'let do e paper in e parade square'... left onli 15 min for 1st period... den haf 2 eat into 2nd period: ms faridah's geo lesson...

den p.e.... hate mr tan lah... keep wantin us 2 complete e 2.4km in 16 min! 16 MIN LEH! how 2 do so... i haf trouble 2 aim 4 lesser den 17.30 min le... thanx 2 mrs leong... no need run... onli play games...

maths lesson... onli 3 letters can describ it: zZz... keep givin us papers frm other sch... sianz... but thanx gdness after tis lesson goin home le... havin terrible headach le...

decided 2 gif e sport day a miss... i haf my reasons! 1) i havin a terrible headach! 2) i dun wanna run 1.2 km n haf my back pain! 3) i dun wanna sit n do nth except 2 watch e race... 4) i haf no duty tis yr...

exam ard e corner... it next wk... so many thing 2 revise... so little time... tml haf 2 go Guang Yang hse 2 brush up on my maths... die liao lah... math deprove le... (is dere such word as deprove???) Gotta revise my sch work...

No Body's Perfect Journal

been readin Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul by Kimberly Kirberber... Titled: No Body's Perfect Journal...

A series of questions tt needed for 1 to reflect bout... n some veri nice qoutations... which made me reflect quite a bit... quite interestin bout how u accept urself can affect many thing...

diff. chapt haf diff pt of view... n every chapt dere questions for 1 to reflect... qoutations 2 understand n reflect... recommend 2 those hu wan 2 noe more bout him/herself... those hu wan 2 noe how 2 make urself happy, etc... quite a nice bk really...

Good Friday...

Dey dun care bout my opinion lor... den ask me 4 wad??? i really hate it sia... if dem ask me n i gif... dey should @ least consider it... bt no... dey jus hack care bout it!!!

Wad is more irritin is tt oredi tell dem e place is no gd etc... dey dun bother... fine wid me... bt den... dey still complain!!!! Wad's deir prob? does e thing dey hear go in 1 ear... cum out frm e other... w/o goin tru deir brain???

wad is worse it tt... both of dem DUNNO how 2 go.... yet... dey still insisted on goin dere!

i hate it... dey dun wan my presence... den ask me along 4 wad???

Key to Friendship

.:: Key To Friendship ::.

The key to friendship,
Is not in the hand you hold,
But how you hold the hand.


It's not in ther tears you dry,
But all the reasons why.

It's not how you have make a person smile,
But whether or not it's worthwhile.

It's not in the conversation,
But in ther way you listen.

It's not in the laughter,
But wad come before and after.

The key to friendship,
Is not in two people relating,
But in two hearts communicating.

Thank you for being that very special friend,
Who understanfs the key to friendship,
And how to unlock everything within.

Quotations

Quotation:

Failures r divided into 2 cls. Those hu thought & nvr did. Thouse hu did & nvr thought
To success: thought & did!

Man r nt prisoners of fate, but onli prisoners of their own mind.

Yesterdae is history... Tomorrow is mystery... Today is a gift... That's why it is call present.

If there is a solution to the problem, there is no point to worry.
If there is no solution to the problem, there is no point to worry.

True Friend???

Is This Wad True Friends R???

Grateful World...

Living In A Grateful World...


Be grateful to those who have hurt or harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination.

Be grateful to those who have deceived you,
for they have deepened your insight.

Be grateful to those who have hit you,
for they have reduced your karmic obstacles.

Be grateful to those who have abandoned you,
for they have taught you yo be independent.

Be grateful to those who have made you stumble,
for they have strengthened your ability.

Be grateful to those who have denounced you,
for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.

Be grateful to those who have made you Firm & Resolute,
and help in your achievement.

Nanny Mcphee

NANNY MCPHEE
tis movie is super!!! recommended... need some laughter... go watch it... wanna see some romance... go watch it... though nt obvious lah... cool show.. no words can really describ it... watch it... n u noe... though u may nt share e same view as me!!! Thanx putri 4 e free ticket... thanx so much!!!

Trainin Camp...

yay... camp over... *yawn* wonder wen e effect will b over... jus as i expected... i'm damn tired by e end... or should i say... even b4 it end??? bt den... it's quite successfully lah... however... i doubt we achieve e objective of e camp... dun feel like trainin camp lor... more like... leisure camp bah...

suppose 2 b combine camp as ncc... but den... in e end onli combine e gangshow *~* nvm... i'm fine n veri glad or it... bt would prefer if we haf e whole sch 2 ourselves... n i mean 2 gg alone!!!

1st day veri jia lat sia... can't get e key 4 e rm we need... den lata find liao... is e wrong keys... den need go change... kana scolded by OM Han sia... overall... it is chaotic!!! wad 2 do.. it e 1st camp we ever organised lor... inexperience... wad 2 expect???

bt e rest of e camp is quite ok lah... except tt e time allocated is nt gd... some 2 little time... so 2 much... however... most carry out as planned...

nite drill... dey gif me onli 1 impression... n is nt gd @ all... e impression is: dey 4get wad dey learn @ e last yr trainin camp le!!! tis yr drill nt as strict as last yr... bt dey still get scolded... hu ask dem nt 2 rmb wad dey learn...

nite game... 2 borin... but since all were far 2 tired.... it doesn't matter... e facils was dozin off lor... 2 little slp... 2 much things 2 do!!! lucky i'm e videoman... walkin ard.... tt wad keep me alert...

last day... delay tis n tt... end up no mini games... bad decision... in e end 2 much free time leh... n e facils r dozin off again... until e juniors perk us up wid deir song... den we were like... debate?! dey sing something... we counter back... den dey counter back... tis carry on... until 1 side can't counter back... which most of e time is e facils.. bad sia... bt quite fun lah... sing tt song liao... every1 in enthu mode le... poor andreas... kana tumble-dry by e juniors... mayb i should say... kana bully by juniors... dey seem like dey r revengin... dun ask me wad... e facils were encourage dem 2 enjoy demselves!!!

hmm... den prize-givin... den home sweet home 4 e juniors.... facils? dey haf 2 stay back 4 celebration... 2 celebrate e success of e camp... yay.... 3 cheers!!! haf lot of fun... hope haf a chance 2 organise a trainin camp 4 dem... n i really hope... tt camp will realy b a trainin camp... where we train their drill etc.. n nt let dem play games onli!!!

e nite b4 camp...

haix... last nite @ home... den 3 d/2n in sch... TRAININ CAMP!!!! yikes... bt... unlike any camp i attend... tis time round... i'm e facilitator... wonder how it'll b like...

hmm... bag so heavy sia... bring 2 bags... 1 is e things need 4 camp... e other... mainly e thing required 4 e activities durin e camp... as well as video camera... so excited... hope it will b successful...

1st n onli time 2 b facilitator bah... wonder how it will b 4 us... gd luck 2 all facilitator... haix... tis is my last camp in MF liao... e last gg camp... oso e last camp i eva haf... sec 4 leh... no lvl camp 4 us leh...

will b doin sentry both nite... frm 12-2 am... hehe... actually nt really haf 2 do cuz... 1st nite will haf nite drill frm 12-1am... do onli 1 hr of sentry... den 2nd nite.. gt nite walk frm 1-3am... do onli 1/2 hr... but can tink will end up nt doin bah... since need 2 prepare 4 e nite walk....

hope i can last tru-out e camp... tink will damn tired by e end of it... haix... tink update again after e camp.... cya... *yawn* zZz...zZz...

WY's birthday party...

hmm... sis bdae... chaos sia... me? involve too... as e AL (activity leader)... play cheat sia... use e games tt will b use durin gg trainin camp... hu cares... lazy tink lor... so last min den tell me...

hmm... ytd oredi busy liao.. buyin all e stuff 4 e party... esp e food... den tis mornin go shoppin... 4 e games prizes... haix... sian la... i need my slp!!! slpy me go shoppin @ market!!!

den go back home... prepared tis n tt... dun even haf time 2 pasck my camp stuff... haix... haf 2 w8 4 free time bah.. bt den... my fault la... gt fri n sat... lazy pack... lol... end up... onli after part den can pack... sure w8 veri long sia...

hmm... think wy frien nt gd sia... bt nt all lah... @ least 1 is a sore loser... den heard tt tt person scold my sis b**** b4... can't believe it... wad haf e world bcumin????

bt den... most of her frien ok lah... though nt enthu... well... @ least dey participate... better den nth...

e programme was...
6p.m : arrival of guests
6.30p.m. : dinner
7p.m : games
8.30p.m : cake cuttin
8.45p.m : magic show
9p.m party end

bt... as u noe.. most of e time things dun go e way we wan... so... e programme is nt follow sia... bt nt totally diff... some of her frien reach early... den sit dere watch tv... ask dem eat.. dey say dey shy... wan my sis start 1st... haix...

mom order pizza... 2 diff flavors.... hawaiian n chicken supreme... i wanna eat e hawaiian 1... bt wen i wanna eat...all was left is chicken supreme!!! hate it lah!!! boo hoo... my hawaiian pizza!!!

den after tt.. games lor... play e peek-a-hu... den entanglement... simon say...newpaper game... den dun rmb liao... quite ok lah... though some can't take it wen dey lose...

den cake cuttin... e cake is... soooooooo chocolat!!! tink da will like it a lot... 2 me... 2 much chocolate... e whole ting is choco lor!!! sure put a lot of weight la... die sia... while dey eatin cake... my dad perform magic... he do some magic tt i haf nvr seen b4 lor... he nvr teach me!!! tink e show amuse lot of dem... well.. includin me, of cuz...

overall... e party is successful bah... tink prepared 2 much food leh... haix... haf 2 dao bao 2 camp tml!!! hmm... eat as breakfast bah... dun wanna waste it... hmm.. tml camp... time 2 pack bag leh!!!

Oral?!

haix... oral 2dae... dead meat sia... wish me luck!!!!

Chalet

Sch holiday is next week.... but i oredi goin 2 chalet... YAY!!! frm 2dae till sun... will b celebratin xiao yi n noelle birthday... hope 2 haf as much fun as possible... doubt will enjoy myself durin holiday... sure 2 haf heaps of hw... moreover gt camp.... yikes!!!

Chalet... went to 1 last nov... so small sia...read e other entry den u noe liao... been 2 tis chalet b4... hmm... 2-3 yr ago bah... wonder will b e same or nt??? heard tt rent a bigger 1... wonder how big it will b... wadeva lah...

As long as dere something 4 me 2 do den can liao... cya on mon...

p.s. YIKES!!! i gt eng oral on mon!!!! jus had chinese 1 2dae...

Class Tee

i dun understand y dere's a need 4 class tee... if it is class spirit... i dun tink so... esp since e onli thing tt show it is e class tee... is e small fonts on e front of e tee... below e sch logo!!! feel as if is personal tee sia... esp e name & e reg no is sooooooo HUGE!!! somemore printed @ e back of e shirt... wear tt out... every1 noe hu u r liao...

It so x lor... $22 leh... dey tink every1 so rich ar? forcin every1 buy... tink i'm e onli 1 did nt pay 4 e tee sia... @ 1st dey wan it 2 b jersey... but end up 2 b polo tee... somemore BLACK!!! won't it b hot 2 wear it out????

hmm... though i didn't pay... i still get e tee... heard tt my form cher pay for mine... i dun understand y lor... oredi say dun wan liao... still order 4 me?!

i dun wan e tee!!! esp tt it's black!!! I HATE IT!!! i dun wan it... i say lots of time liao... y can't dey jus respect me???

Wadeva it is... i won't pay 4 tt tee... tt final... no way am i gonna pay 4 it!!!!

QT!!!!

Finally noe bout my phy QT result... haix... i belong 2 e 3/4 goup... e group tt fail... haix... hope i can redeem myself wid my common test phy.... gd luck 2 me!!!

Valentine~

14th Feb... Valentine once again... unlike e last few yr... tis yr valentine was quite busy for me... dun get me wrong... i DUN haf any dates... but... busy wid sch stuff lah... or should i say... GG stuff?

Tis yr... i n da were i/c of valentine fund-raising booth... 1st time sia... fear tt nt successful sia... but worry 2 much liao lah... hmm... went wid qing 2 do 'research' n decide wad 2 sell n wad e price... i even suggest 2 bake cookies...

Quite a lot of ppreparation for e booth sia... e 'research', e bakin of cookie, gettin e juniors 2 help, e deco of booth, e setup... done over bout 1 wk bah... busy sia...

Finally 2dae was e day for our booth... very busy during recess... in e end... a lot of ppl helpin out... even those hu didn't volunteer wen i ask dem... a few of us hu was involve in e shift after school oso help dem out... So happi sia... nvr expect our booth 2 b so welcumin... mayb due 2 e fact tt ours was e 1st booth set up tis yr?

After sch... nt many ppl leh... disappointed :'( but... still manage 2 sell all except 3 items... quite gd leh... since i onli expect tt ppl will onli buy e food stuff... so glad tt most thing were sold... hehe... cuz it mean more space in gg rm liao... no longer haf 2 'store' those item in gg rm leh... must really thanx those hu help 2 buy... n oso those helpin out @ e booth... Mostly haf 2 thanx hx, wl n qing bah... dey r so gd @ promotin n urge ppl 2 buy... esp hx....

Went home count $$... nt onli did we earn back our money(expected isn't it?) but oso earn of >$100... Yay... gg gt >$100 more in e funds liao... more $$ to b spend for camp n campfire loh... Yay... 3 cheers for every1... hip hip hurrae!!!!

School...

Haix... onli Feb... oredi haf common test!!! somemore is on e week of valentine n total defence!!! so busy lor... wid e fund raising booth 2 settle... where gt time study??? so much thing... so little time!

hmm... noe e QT result of chem liao... manage 2 pass e paper :53/100... quite surprise sia... cuz i tot i'll fail it lor.. dunno how 2 do whole of section C leh... n it consist of 30m!!! score 7 out of 30 lah... cher say nt qualify for 'O' lvl pure chem!!! cuz need >60... curious bout my phy now... chem cher say onli 3 qualify... n 3/4 of e class fail e paper leh... wonder which group i belong...

quite stress sia... wid gg, sch work... n oso frienship... friendship seems 2 weaken between qing n us... dun seem 2 haf e happi time we used 2 haf liao... sure miss it... feel like history is repeatin leh... y is it tt e last yr of pri sch n sec sch is almost either end wid 'friendless' or no longer close pals?! me n da... hmm... can say still close as ever bah... dunno leh... can't feel e sence where frien r ard me... instead gt e feelin tt i'm in a world made up of stranger.. no frien @ all...

haix... hope can survive tis yr... 'O' lvl liao!!! STRESS!!!

Blog~~

won't b able 2 blog as often as in holiday liao... cuz can't use com durin weekday... veri impossible lah.. den durin weekend... veri difficult oso... cuz dun wan parent 2 noe bout tis blog mah... or any other blog by me... haix... so dun b surprise 2 c tis blog nt up dated ar!

ME...

Hi gals...

i really wan ur truthful comments bout me... real truthful... jus say wad u tink bout me... negetive or postive oso can... pls pls pls comment... in e comment link... thanx!!! tis is veri impt to me!!!! pls comment bout me in e comment link!!!!! jus type ur impression of me!!!

Sisters~

Wad exactly are sisters? Jus blood relatives? I been wonderin tis... esp after readin a paragraph bout sisters ina bk:

"Sisters are more than blood relatives. Over times, they either become friends, or they wind up killing each other! Sisters are made by living everyday with each other and wearing each other down until the rough spots are smooth. They're made by sharing secrets you'd never tell mom, and out of doing thing for each other jus because you feel like it, not because you had to. I guess you could say sisters are 'grown', not manufactured, in a very special place called a family"

After readin... i was thinkin... is it really tis way? Mayb it is... mayb not... but 1 thing for sure... i can't seem to shared my secrets to her! She blurt dem out to my mom!!! haix... tink i nvr noe e ans...

Trust!

I goin crazy soon... i wanna pour out my problems... but hu can i turn to? Nt my family... quite hard to share my prob wid dem... esp my sis... hu jus blurt out everything! Nt my frien.. cuz i can't seem to trust dem... it's nt jus dem tt i can't trust... is almost every1 i noe...

i really wanna haf some1 to trust... to share my prob.. to help me... to b dere wen i need dem...

i feel so stressed... so sad... so hurt... but hu will understand? hu can i shared my prob?

FrIeNz~

Below r 2 poem i had made up...


*1*

Friendship is a special ship

Where we known each other as

"Friendz"

It goes the whole world

With more people getting on

And more friends to make

It brave e storms,

Howling winds

& other nasty weathers

But nvr once

It broke apart

Sooner or later

It will be landing

Does it mean that

Our friendship is ending?

Then i hope

The ship will never land

So that we can be

FRIENDS FOREVER!

*2*

Why is it tt

at e very end

All my frien

are leavin me?

No matter how close

we used to be...

it nvr seem

to b e same again

Wad happen to our friendship?

Wad happen to "friends forever"?

Have dey been dere?

Where have dey gone?

i nvr noe...

I missed e gd old time we had

e happiness...

e fun...

I dun mind e bad time we had

e arguments...

e fights...

If it e onli way

for us to b close again

Since dey hold us

much closer together...

i hope u gals get wad i really mean... e poems jus how i can shared my feelin wid u... how i really feel bout our friendship... i tink it's weakenin oredi!

Fa+e~

tink dere will nvr b any1 hu would understand me... i dun even understand myself sometime!

i often wonder... wad will e world b like w/o me? Definately a better world... without a bad tempered gal like me... no nose to poke into ur business... no1 to pulled down e class average marks... w/o me... a happier, better world to live in...

awd if i had made other choices? wad if i had nt been in MF? wad would it b like for me? will i b jus as hurt emotionally? or will i haf more happiness? will i b as miserable? or will i haf lots of frien n close pals?

Haix... mayb it jus fate tt i take tis path in life.. to b born in tis world... to make such decisions... to b a teasin subject of others... to feel miserable in life... to b e 1 to go through tis...

But... must i suffer (emotionally, spiritally, etc) through my teens? or longer den tt? Wadeva it is... i wan it to end soon!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Hi every1...

It's a brand new yr for all of us... Wishin every1 a great yr to cum!!! May ur wishes for e yr cum true...

hmm... my wishes for the brand neww year~2006...
1) Happiness...
2) Better friendships...
3) World peace...
4) Better result...
5) Able to trust other, esp frien...

Make urs 2dae... so as to haf a better yr... HAppi New Year!!!

Thailand, Bangkok

went to bangkok on 22 dec... ard 6+ flight... fly for 4hrs den reach bangkok... so bout midnight den reach bangkok... tired sia... go tru custom, collect luggage, etc... so late den reach hotel, Mandarine Hotel...

Hmm... wad to say... to me.. e hotel is so small... compared to our beijing hotel... i can't believe it's 4 stars!!!

@ hotel... pack e stuffs... i pack some stuff into another bag so tt my parent can bring it back for me... btw... dey oso wen bangkok... went on 19th... back on 23rd afternoon... so goin to look for dem e next day... by e time everything is settle... it's bout 3+ goin to 4?

next day... went to visit my parent n siblings... e hotel dey stay is so big... compared to ours! it's even bigger den those we stay in beijing n chengde!!! so shoick sia...

After tt went shoppin... finally found gif for my frien as well as relatives... a soft toy keychain... with smell... n onli cost S$2.30!! i even buy 1 for myself! as i buy a lot n my cousin oso wan... my aunty help us bargain: 20 keychain for 500batt... @ 1st is 1 for 59batt.. den e person agree... i buy so many tt i spend 984batt on it!!! goin to b S$20!!!

nt really enjoy myself cuz tru out e whole day shopppin... my legs was numb by e time we get back to hotel!!!

went back to singapore on e 3rd day... onli den i realised... sch startin in a week time!!! help!!! hope to enjoy e rest of my holiday!!!

~China~

hmm... guess wad... for once... i really enjoy shoppin... did enjoy myself... y? cuz @ china shopping centre... i get to bargain...so much like neopets sia... frm high price bargain till quite low...

hmm... e 1st thing i bought... is panda soft toy... buy for qing... cuz remind me of a long long (saw it in her comic)... so buy 1 for qing... den another 1 for xz... @ first e price is 68 rmb... den she say lowest can gif me till 25 rmb... i say lower... den she gid 23 rmb... den i buy 2 loh... which is 46 rmb... she say can cut til 45 rmb... but i bargain 40 rmb.. n she sell it to me!!!

den walk walk ard... n i saw mp4!!! i so buy... 250 rmb.. so bout S$50... so happi sia.. somemore e capacity is 2G... my cousin buy in singapore is S$100+ loh... n onli 512mb! so quite happi.. cuz so cheap.. n finally haf my own mp4!

oso gt buy hp accessiors... 1 set for 35 rmb... me n my cousin wanna buy 3 set... den my uncle help us cut until 3 set for 50rmb onli!!! where can u buy so cheap in singapore? 3 sets for S$10!!!

i oso gt buy hp cover... winnie e pooh design!!! @ 1st, it is for 45rmb... den e lady gif me lowest to 25rmb... too me is to quite x loh... S$5!!! den i dun wan n walk away... den e lady call me back n ask me how much i offer... i say 15rmb... den she agree... so i buy... so nice!!! n after changin e cover liao.. no hp no as crazy as b4 like (shut down for no reason!!!)...

quite fun in bargainin... tink will nvr experience in singapore...haix... now tink singapore stuff quite x leh!!

China

~China~ frm left: Yulei (my cousin), ME, Yulei's mom
Tian An Men...
Yan Yu Lou... Filming scene of Huan Zhu Ge Ge
Time to scale the Great Wall... : )

1st time skiing... sitting down!!!

Hi guys! I'm back frm my trip... hmm... feel disappointed sia... cuz nvr c snow!!! haix... but... still ok lah... get to experience e below 0 degree climate...

to me... dun really feel cold lah... putri say i pro cuz -3 degree... i still tink nt cold... hmm... onli e feet n hand loh... e rest of me is like hot?! so while other ppl like tryin to warm demself in e hut... i was like standing outside n FANNIN myself... my aunty n uncle c liao... can't believe it loh... den my uncle say i frm north pole!!! a guy frm my tour c liao... oso can't believe it... cuz dey adult were feelin cold lo... onli me fannin like siao!

feel as if wen china learn history... cuz wen to those palaces n as well as e tomb... most of all Great Wall... did enjoy myself... quite interestin lah actually... cuz learn some new thing which i nvr noe! did u noe tt dowager cixi had taken photos? did u noe tt e foreignera give a car to dowager cixi?

hard to believe sia wen i heard bout it... cuz wen tok bout china history... to me it like soooo long ago... nt so close to e time where dere is oredi invention of cars n camera... etc!

China n Thailand trip

China n Thailand trip...

k... i'm nt crazy tt i update my blog @ tis time... waitin for taxi to cum... goin china todae til x'mas eve... yea!!! so... dun contact mi hor!!! wen i'm back den let u all noe bout my trip... bye!

Friendship

~Friendship~

every1 has a friend, won't dey? like e sayin: 'no man is an island'... no 1 can survive by demself... dey need help n support frm e ppl ard dem, either deir friends or family...

however i had been askin myself lots of time... wad exactly is friendship? wad is friendships made up of? how do we noe hu is our frien? how true can a friendship be? how long can it last?

i had bad experience regardin friendship... hence leadin to y i can't trust ppl very well... even my closest pals...

i really wanna haf some1 hu i can really trust... to share my joy n woes...to help me solve my problems... to console me... to cheer me up... to be dere wen i need dem... as dere's a sayin: 'a friend in need is a frien in deed'...

somehow... i nvr had e courage to trust anyone... not anymore... cuz i felt tt... e more i trust dem... e more i would hurt... emotionally...

how i wish to overcum tis emotional hurdle... n able to trust some1... but... will i b able? wen will it be?