Song: You Yi Zhong Ai Jiao Zuo Fang Shou

You yi zhong ai jiao zuo fang shou - Gary Yuen

如果两个人的天堂
ru guo liang ge ren de tian tang
If a couple's notion of Heaven,
象是温馨的墙
xiang shi wen xin de qiang
Is like a heart-warming barrier
囚禁你的梦想
qiu jin ni de meng xiang
Imprisoning your dreams,
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
xing fu shi fou xiang shi yi shan tie chuang
Is happiness akin to a metal-barred window?

候鸟失去了南方
hou niao shi qu le nan fang,
The bird has lost its internal compass for the south.
如果你对天空向往
ru guo ni dui tian kong xiang wang
If you aspire to travel into the sky,
渴望一双翅膀
ke wang yi shuang chi bang
And long for a pair of wings;
放手让你飞翔
fang shou rang ni fei xiang
Releasing you to soar up high,
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
ni de yu yi bu gai ban sui me gui
Roses should not accompany your feathered wings.

听从凋谢的时光
ting cong diao xie de shi guang
Obeying ageing properties of time,
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
lang man ru guo bian cheng le qian ban
If romance has morphed into a leash,
我愿为你选择回到孤单
wo yuan wei ni xuan ze hui dao gu dan
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I'm willing to choose to return to a life of solitude for your sake.
缠绵如果变成了锁链
chan mian ru guo bian cheng le suo lian
If lingering touches have morphed into chains,
抛开诺言
pao kai nua yan
It is time to discard the vows.

有一种爱叫做放手
you yi zhong ai jiao zuo fang shou
There is a kind of love called letting go,
为爱放弃天长地久
wei ai fang qi tian chang di jiu
Forsaking a long life of romance for love.
我们相守若让你付出所有
wo men xiang shou ruo rang ni fu chu suo you
If us being together made you forsook everything,
让真爱带我走
rang zhen ai dai wo zou
Let true love spirit me away.
为爱结束天长地久
rang ai jie su tian chang di jiu
Let love end the dreams of a life-long romance.
我的离去若让你拥有所有
wo de li qu ruo rang ni yong you suo you
If my departure lets you gain everything,
让真爱带我走 说分手
rang zhen ai dai wo zou shuo fen shou
Let true love steer me away, and initiate break-up.

为了你 失去你
wei le ni shi qu ni
For your sake, I must lose you.
狠心扮演伤害你
hen xin ban yan shang hai ni
Cruelly putting on an act to hurt you.
为了你 离开你
wei la ni li kai ni
Leaving you for your sake.
永远不分的离去
yong yuan bu fen de li qu
Leaving without ever letting go.

Song: Fang Le Ai

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱

Everything

I couldn't help but agree with this pic...


We know in our heart, not to be too rely on someone, too dependent on someone... But sometime, we just can't help it and make them our everything...


I learnt my lesson in not to make someone my everything... Because, ultimately, i'll be the one getting hurt.


Letting everything take its course... How it will turn out in the future, no one has an idea... And I have no idea, if I'll ever make someone my everything again or not...




For now, I just want to forget the unhappy things that had happened... and packed away those happy memories...

A fresh start

May is here... 1/3 of e yr is gone :( bt den... it oso mean my drive pract lesson is comin soon~ woots! n so does FTT trial test =.=


Anyway... A fresh new month... time to start afresh... Throw away those unhappy experience n memories... Packed away those happy memories...


Lots of stuff happened in april... Mostly unpleasant i may say... But the most pleasant thing is to be proven how true and sincere those friendship of mh, puii, blur, jenson, btp, bready n wf are... Thanks for the encouragin and support...


Changes had taken place in quite a few aspect in just April... Namely the relationship part... True in e sense that nth ever stay constant... But in april i really feel e change in a lot of things...



A certain thing that ought to be long over is finally over... No point broodin over it or regrettin the choice that I made just a few days ago... Time to move on...


To end this post...

Happy Labour Day holiday to all!!

and most importantly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!

True Friends

I came to realise, how true and sincere the friendships of some of my online friends are...


Mh, BTP, Puii, Jenson, Blur, Bready and WF...



I'm lucky to haf to know them and haf dem as close friends... really close friends... ^^ standin by me, encouragin me, talk me out... a listenin ear, a should to cry on...


i'm really lucky... hu will ever meet so many true friends... esp wen u noe dem online...



Cheers to our friendship...
And thanks for everything my dearest friends ^^


thanks for showing me that our friendships are nth superficial... that it mean a lot, not just to me, but to you peeps too...

though i noe in my heart that our friendships are really unique, special and deep... But through this incident, I understand that better...

Thanks for proving that to me...

Story: Dream

I have a friend named Monty Roberts who owns a horse ranch in San Ysidro. He has let me use his house to put on fund-raising events to raise money for youth at risk programs.

The last time I was there he introduced me by saying, “I want to tell you why I let Jack use my horse. It all goes back to a story about a young man who was the son of an itinerant horse trainer who would go from stable to stable, race track to race track, farm to farm and ranch to ranch, training horses. As a result, the boy’s high school career was continually interrupted. When he was a senior, he was asked to write a paper about what he wanted to be and do when he grew up.

“That night he wrote a seven-page paper describing his goal of someday owning a horse ranch. He wrote about his dream in great detail and he even drew a diagram of a 200-acre ranch, showing the location of all the buildings, the stables and the track. Then he drew a detailed floor plan for a 4,000-square-foot house that would sit on a 200-acre dream ranch.

“He put a great deal of his heart into the project and the next day he handed it in to his teacher. Two days later he received his paper back. On the front page was a large red F with a note that read, `See me after class.’

“The boy with the dream went to see the teacher after class and asked, `Why did I receive an F?’

“The teacher said, `This is an unrealistic dream for a young boy like you. You have no money. You come from an itinerant family. You have no resources. Owning a horse ranch requires a lot of money. You have to buy the land. You have to pay for the original breeding stock and later you’ll have to pay large stud fees. There’s no way you could ever do it.’ Then the teacher added, `If you will rewrite this paper with a more realistic goal, I will reconsider your grade.’

“The boy went home and thought about it long and hard. He asked his father what he should do. His father said, `Look, son, you have to make up your own mind on this. However, I think it is a very important decision for you.’ “Finally, after sitting with it for a week, the boy turned in the same paper, making no changes at all.

He stated, “You can keep the F and I’ll keep my dream.”

Monty then turned to the assembled group and said, “I tell you this story because you are sitting in my 4,000-square-foot house in the middle of my 200-acre horse ranch. I still have that school paper framed over the fireplace. He added, “The best part of the story is that two summers ago that same schoolteacher brought 30 kids to camp out on my ranch for a week.” When the teacher was leaving, he said, “Look, Monty, I can tell you this now. When I was your teacher, I was something of a dream stealer. During those years I stole a lot of kids’ dreams. Fortunately you had enough gumption not to give up on yours.”

“Don’t let anyone steal your dreams. Follow your heart, no matter what.”

- Author unknown

Story: Impact

I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn’t help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me.

“Hello Barry, how are you today?”

“H’lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus’ admirin’ them peas. They sure look good.”

“They are good, Barry. How’s your Ma?”

“Fine. Gittin’ stronger alla’ time.”

“Good. Anything I can help you with?”

“No, Sir. Jus’ admirin’ them peas.”

“Would you like take some home?” asked Mr. Miller.

“No, Sir. Got nuthin’ to pay for ‘em with.”

“Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?”

“All I got’s my prize marble here.”

“Is that right? Let me see it” said Miller.

“Here ’tis. She’s a dandy.”

“I can see that. Hmmmmm, only thing is this one is blue and I sort of go for red. Do you have a red one like this at home?” the store owner asked.

“Not zackley but almost.”

“Tell you what. Take this sack of peas home with you and next trip this way let me look at that red marble”. Mr. Miller told the boy.

“Sure will. Thanks Mr. Miller.”

Mrs. Miller, who had been standing nearby, came over to help me. With a smile she said, “There are two other boys like him in our community, all three are in very poor circumstances. Jim just loves to bargain with them for peas, apples, tomatoes, or whatever. When they come back with their red marbles, and they always do, he decides he doesn’t like red after all and he sends them home with a bag of product for a green marble or an orange one, when they come on their next trip to the store.”

I left the store smiling to myself, impressed with this man. A short time later I moved to Colorado, but I never forgot the story of this man, the boys, and their bartering for marbles.

Several years went by, each more rapid than the previous one. Just recently I had occasion to visit some old friends in that Idaho community and while I was there learned that Mr. Miller had died. They were having his visitation that evening and knowing my friends wanted to go, I agreed to accompany them. Upon arrival at the mortuary we fell into line to meet the relatives of the deceased and to offer whatever words of comfort we could.

Ahead of us in line were three young men. One was in an army uniform and the other two wore nice haircuts, dark suits and white shirts…all very professional looking. They approached Mrs. Miller, standing composed and smiling by her husband’s casket. Each of the young men hugged her, kissed her on the cheek, spoke briefly with her and moved on to the casket.

Her misty light blue eyes followed them as, one by one, each young man stopped briefly and placed his own warm hand over the cold pale hand in the casket. Each left the mortuary awkwardly, wiping his eyes.

Our turn came to meet Mrs. Miller. I told her who I was and reminded her of the story from those many years ago and what she had told me about her husband’s bartering for marbles. With her eyes glistening, she took my hand and led me to the casket.

“Those three young men who just left were the boys I told you about. They just told me how they appreciated the things Jim “traded” them. Now, at last, when Jim could not change his mind about color or size. They came to pay their debt.”

“We’ve never had a great deal of the wealth of this world,” she confided, “but right now, Jim would consider himself the richest man in Idaho .” With loving gentleness she lifted the lifeless fingers of her deceased husband. Resting underneath were three exquisitely shined red marbles.

- Author Unknown

It is amazing how great an impact we can make in someone's life... Amazing how we can make a difference in someone's life...

A choice for them to choose the route they want to walk on their journey of life... Guide them when choosing... Subconsciously, impacting knowledge, value and experiences to them...

Story: Choice

We touch the lives of others in ways we often never know. People sometimes come into our personal world for fleeting moments and can leave us forever changed. We have more power to create or to destroy than we can imagine. We can leave things or individuals better or worse than we found them. A look, a word, a gesture has tremendous impact and frequently we blither along through our existence unaware of the mighty power that our communication wields.

Here's an example:

It was a rainy, humid day: the mother of all bad hair days. I was riding on a bus downtown to go to work. The windows on the bus were covered in condensation so thick you couldn't see outside. Everyone was wilting. I was sitting next to a man in a business suit and didn't pay much attention until we both got off at the same stop and walked to the same newsstand to get a morning paper.

The man running the stand was obviously having a bad day. He was rude, abrupt and unsmiling as we purchased our papers, which served to only add more gloom to my day. The businessman caught my eye and smiled. He then proceeded to smile brightly, thank the newsstand proprietor for the paper and for being open on such a morning to make sure we were able to get our papers. In short, he expressed his appreciation for something most of us would take for granted.

The man running the newsstand responded only with a grunt and a sour expression. The businessman then pleasantly wished him a pleasant day.

As we turned away, I asked this man why he had continued to be pleasant to the newsman when he obviously didn't care about and didn't respond to his expression of appreciation and friendliness. The businessman grinned at me and said, "Why would I let someone else control what I say and what I feel or what kind of day I'm going to have?"

We then separated to go to our respective work places. To this day, I don't know who that business man was, where he worked, or anything else about him. I never saw him again, even though I looked for him on the bus on other days. He appeared briefly in my life and disappeared just as quickly. I don't even remember what he looked like. But I've never forgotten the words he said or the way his smile seemed like a shaft of light on a gloomy day.

That was a good 25 years ago, but the impact this had on my life has lasted. I never had a chance to thank him personally, but the way in which I try to choose to look at life as a result of those words is his legacy to me and my thanks to him.

Our interactions with the people we encounter can impact at least the next five people that person encounters. A smile and words of simple appreciation multiply themselves geometrically.

We cannot control people and situations that come to us, but we can always control our response to them. And in such positive decisions lie our control and personal power to make a positive difference. And it's something anyone and everyone can do. It is a real legacy that can impact both the present and the future.

- Gail Pursell Elliott

Song: Within Temptation

Bittersweet - Within Temptation


If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away?
Never thought things would change, hold me tight
Please don't say again that you have to go

A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Hold your silence
It's so violence since you're gone

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

If I had told you
You would've listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away

It would never have been all the same
All our time what have been in vain
Cause you had to go

The sweetest thought
Had it all
Cause I did let you go
All our moments keep me warm
When you're gone

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

Song: What hurt the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

Story: Spilt Milk

We all know there is no use crying over spilt milk. But this story is different.

A famous research scientist made several very important medical breakthroughs. He was being interviewed by a newspaper reporter who asked him why he thought he was able to be so much more creative than the average person. What set him so far apart from others?

He responded that, in his opinion, it all came from an experience with his mother that occurred when he was about two years old. He had been trying to remove a bottle of milk from the refrigerator when he lost his grip on the slippery bottle and it fell, spilling its contents all over the kitchen floor—a veritable sea of milk!

When his mother came into the kitchen, instead of yelling at him, giving him a lecture, or punishing him, she said, “Robert, what a great and wonderful mess you have made! I have rarely seen such a huge puddle of milk. Well, the damage has already been done. Would you like to get down and play in the milk for a few minutes before we clean it up?”

Indeed, he did. After a few minutes, his mother said, “You know, Robert, whenever you make a mess like this, eventually you have to clean it up and restore everything to its proper order. So, how would you like to do that? We could use a sponge, a towel, or a mop. Which do you prefer?” He chose the sponge and together they cleaned up the spilled milk.

His mother then said, “You know, what we have here is a failed experiment in how to effectively carry a big milk bottle with two tiny hands. Let’s go out in the back yard and fill the bottle with water and see if you can discover a way to carry it without dropping it.” The little boy learned that if he grasped the bottle at the top near the lip with both hands, he could carry it without dropping it. What a wonderful lesson!

This renowned scientist then remarked that it was at that moment that he knew he didn’t need to be afraid to make mistakes. He learned that mistakes were just opportunities for learning something new, which is, after all, what scientific experiments are all about. Even if the experiment “doesn’t work,” we usually learn something valuable from it.

Wouldn’t it be great if all parents would respond the way Robert’s mother responded to him?

Song: Give Me Your Hand

Give Me Your Hand - Da Buzz

Running through the night
To clear my mind
It'll give me time, to straighten things out
Everyone wants to find the meaning of life
I've looked all around, and I can't get it off my mind

Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside
Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside
Give me your hand

Can you hear me say, I'm on my way
And you've heard it before
But now I'm sure
Everyone wants to find the meaning of life
I've looked all around, and I can't get it off my mind

Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside
Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside
Give me your hand

Give me your hand, give me your hand
I wanna know now, I wanna know, I wanna know

Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside
Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside

Cause I wanna know
If I can trust you, give me your hand
I know it could help me, to understand
The doubts I have inside
Give me your hand

Movie: 252

watch 252 wid deardear @ thion bahru...

e cinema is freakin freezin la!!! i wear long sleeve still feel cold sia... brr~~


great movie... just tt certain part i gt confuse cuz it just suddenly flash bak n stuff... den i duno how come suddenly gt tt scene n stuff -.-


e effects r great... n it's better den watch Knowing... it's really realistic...


worth watchin ^^


hmm... so now i noe 2 code to use liao... S.O.S (3 short, 3 long, 3 short) and Survivors present (2,5,2) hehe...

Being Strong

Being strong... does that mean to just put everything behind and carry on with life as if nothing had happened?


tis was something tt i heard over e radio while on my way home... something like tt... n it set me tinkin...


i had friends tellin me tt i'm strong... bcuz of certain stuffs tt had happened... some ppl noe... most ppl dun... *dun bother askin anyway...*


bt... m I really? or it just tt I dun wanna face e truth, e reality... choosin to push it away to e bak of my mind... choosin to run away, to ignore?








No one truely know was happenin to me... @ least not e whole story... no 1 really understand me... bt how can i ever expect tt? since i dun even understand myself... bt somehow, it seem... other understand me better den myself...



Perhaps, I need time alone... To really think things through... To make decisions...

But I know, I have oredi made those decision... Decisions that will hurt both me n others... Decisions tt I am likely to regret... But still... I have to choose those...

Oversea Study Trip

I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...

I'm gng for an oversea trip...

I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...
I'm gng for an oversea trip...

wee~~ finally gt confirmation tt i'm gng for e aust study trip ^^ leavin on 14th june... any1 wanna send me off? hehe...

Song: NeverMind

SHE - NeverMind - SHE

(Selina) Shuo ye qi kuai
Zhe shie nien lai
Bu ming bai
Wo ru he ren shou guo lai

(Hebe) Yi chang chi dai
Yi pian kong bai
Ren de xin
Jiu shi zhe yang hen qi lai

(Ella) Wo men de lien ai
Ru guo bu shi pai
Wo men zhe me hui you zhe me chen gong de fen kai

*** Never mind you just go away
Ni yi wei wo yi ding hou hui
Yi qing chuo le zui huai de chue ding
Zhou le zhe bu
Jiu chu shou bu hui
Never mind you just go away
Ni yi wei wo jiu hui liu lei
Wo hui bu hui
Ni pei bu pei

(Ella) Mian qiang xiang ai
Jiu xiang gu dai
Shou bu zhu
Dao bu ru daop de jing chai

(Selina) Wo men de lien ai
Ru guo bu shi pai
Wo men zhe me hui you zhe me chen gong de fen kai

Repeat ***

It's okay
I'm okay
Wo bu yong ni pei
Ni bu yao wu hui
Wo zhi shi you dian lei
Chue mei shi jian bong kuei

Repeat ***

Ru guo wo bu hui
Ni hui bu hui

End of holiday

End of holiday... so let's look bak @ e 'aims' tt i had set for my 7weeks worth of holiday...

• Complete my 1000 pieces jigsaw
  

Check ^^... bt den... gt missin piece... haix... so can't really consider complete bah.. bt den... did completed on other jigsaw though...

• Complete my btt n as much as i can cover for e lesson

Checked~ for btt T.T haix... lesson startin on end of may...

• Make e cls vid tt i been wantin to make last yr

not done @ all... bt i ended up dng another vid for someone else...

• Meet up wid besties! (rather hard as da havin attachment...)

checked~ meet up wid all of dem ^^ totally miss e shoppin trip wid da!!

• Reorganise my cupboard...

Checked... done it not long aft my holiday started... cuz really buay tahan e messiness in my cupboard...

• Meet up wid btp!

Check check check... haha... ^^ more meet up soon gal!!

• Scan in my photos n perhaps upload into fb...

1/2 done... laziness took better hold of me @.@

• Meet up wid MH @ her sch...

done @ e start of e holiday... hehe ^^



basically... my holiday is really filled... hangin out wid friend... workin... n not forgetin gng out wid deardear for movies n stuff...

spend lots of $$ tis holiday *guilty* n oso seem like i been a loan shark since e chalet =.= keep chasin ppl to return me $$


*time to tune back to sch mode liao*

KidzQuest: GardenAsia

Another KidzQuest outing... tis time, i was not contacted by Young NTUC... was jio by AiLian ^^ LeeMei, WaiLeng n BTP were taggin along too~~

tis time attached to Pasir Ris Childcare kids... Bot dem to GardenAsia to learn abt plants as well as to do some pottin...

Say 'HI' to GardenAsia Mascots... Titoy & Morchoo~



Attached to tis cute lil boy, Han Xin... seriously... can i complain tt e characteristic given by e center is wrong?! =.= he's not shy lor~ e 1st thing tt happen wen i go sit beside him on e bus was tt he say Zhao An to me!! n i yet to say anything leh~ i just walked over n sit down... gee~ make me spend lot of time worryin how to get him to open up -.-

he's pretty active... n very sticky... haha... will listen to e talk den suddenly come look for me... bt e rest of e time i tink he forget tt i'm even dere -.-



e trip is pretty interestin... bt den it seem to b even shorter compared to e last 2 KidzQuest events... learn interestin thing... n e bonus was tt mediacorp havin filmin dere as well... n we took a grp pic wid Huang Wen Yong n Xiang Yun...

pretty energy-drained by end of e trip... bt still went out wid BTP ^^


p.s. pretty surprise to c familiar faces... ok... actually onli 2 la... oredi expect issac to b dere... didn't really expect alice to b dere... bt i'm most surprise to c amelia dere... haha... both of us surprise to c each other actually...

really ps to lm... cuz i overslept... very very badly @.@ suppose to wake up @ 6... n out of hse by 7... end up i woken up by e vibration of my hp cuz lm callin me *great... i even forget to on e sound for my hp =.=* ... n it's 7.26?! gosh... *push al blame to e stupid drowsy med* in e end lm train-ed down to AMK den we cabbed down to Pasir Ris for breakfast...

Outing wid BTP

Went out wid btp aft e volunteer work...both of us energy drained... bt we still carry on wid our plans... cuz we been longin forward to tis day since 2 weeks ago~!! so much things tt we wanna cross frm our to-do list...


pop down to marina sq 1st... went to get jelly milk tea b4 gng to get tt jigsaw tt i reserved e other day... totally love it... btp love it too ^^ guess 2day was e 1st time i buy onli 1 box of jigsaw bah... onli 1 box of jigsaw + 1 frame... oh ya... n tis is e most pieces de... 2000 pieces!!!! *faint*

den walk over to suntec to take our long-awaitin neoprint ^^ fun fun fun~~ haha... *seriously i tink my addict to neoprint is comin bak~ oops~* haha... scan e neoprint in... n both of us actually make it into collage...

my version~

her version~

den took bus to amk... went to suki sushi for early dinner... glad she like it... onli tt day den i realise dey serve free flow of ice water @ 50c... much better den drinkin hot green tea... n just nice i wanted ice water sooo much!!!!

Our shuo huo :P

den to my hse to play wid jigsaw... mission impossible!! haha... totally fail n we gif up @.@ too tired to concentrate.. esp me @.@

had plenty of heart-to-heart chat... get to know each other better...

tsk tsk... btp so bu she de to leave... to e point i literally haf to chase her off... n lucky thing tt i did tt if not she not able to catch e last train home...

can't w8 to meet up agn ^^

Visit to doc

Havin to think tt my skin condition was atopic eczema for 12years... i find it amaze to hear it frm e doc tt i just seen tt it isn't eczema @ all...


come to think of it... pretty true... frm e observation tt he done... that i dun really haf e symptom of havin eczema... no rashes n stuff around e joints... wasn't worsen cuz of diet... blah blah...



ok... i was seriously entertained by e doc just now... wen in tt time was serious... come out tt time was practically can't stop laughin frm wad he say n stuff...

hopefully... my skin condition really do cure....




Deardear!! stop tryin to stop me frm eatin sushi!! e doc say it's not cause by diet!!! hmph!

BTT

had my BTT 2day...

deardear so sweet to pei me go... n i tink he must haf been so annoy by me aft i took my test... @.@


anyway... I PASSED!!!! woohoo~ uh huh~ *dancin ard*



ok... seriously... i dun tink i'll b tis happy if not for somebody hu been 'freakin' me out tt others haven been able to pass despite takin for 3 times... sheesh~


happy happy~~ oredi book my 1st practical lesson~~ woohoo~ can't w8 for it... haha...




took ard 15min for e test... 1st to get out of e rm @.@

aft comin out, can't find deardear... so call him to settle e place to meet... call da to ask her how to bk for e pract lesson... hehe... manage to trick deardear to tink tt i didn't pass :P wakakak... practically chantin ''i pass i pass i pass" for dunno how many times wen he noe tt i had pass my BTT... ^^



zZz... dad is sooo irritatin lor... e 1st qns he asked me abt BTT (aft i haf rant tt no1 ask me abt my BTt) was: u fail ar?! o.O wth!!! sheesh~~ how can like tt look down on me :( irritated *pouts*



another zZz is tt i haf to w8 to end of may to start on my pract lesson.. haix~~

Movie: Knowing

catch Knowing at AMKhub wid deardear...



love tt movie... though endin kinda stupid @.@ interestin storyline... interestin start... though a lil freaky? haha..


somehow... i feel e digital enhancements r a lil fake? like e world burnin out... e clash of e train... bt overall still pretty gd...


dere's times in e movie i wonder if i'm watchin horror... action... science fic... or thriller... haha... really generate pretty lots of feelin...




Sometime... things are just bound to happen... no matter how u try to change it... how u try to salvage it... e result will still b e same...

couldn't help bt wonder... r we dng too much sometime? interferrin too much... because... wen something is fated to b tis way... no matter wad it will b...

some thought runnin tru my mind... n somehow, it just contradict wid wad i just say... *shrug*



p.s. tis movie just reminded me how much i been hopin to haf my own time capsule... kinda interestin wen u bury something wen u're 10 year old... n decades ltr open up to c wad u bury... a letter for e future u... something to rmb e yr tt u bury e capsule... kinda interestin isn't it?

Excursion Trip to Zoo

2nd day for helpin mom wid her sch excursion... went to e zoo wid her K2 students...

if i was 1/2 dead for e field trip ytd... 2day is far worse... totally energy drained!! was knocked out frm 7+ til 10pm just now @.@

told mom while on e way home: i just bot a bunch of monkeys to the zoo to look at more monkeys @.@


ok la... it wasn't really tt bad... perhaps cuz we been walkin ard e zoo for e whole day... which is way more energy drainin den ytd... cuz ytd onli 1/2 day... 2day 1 whole day...

e kids r really lively... some of dem left quite an impression on me... ^^ startin to miss those kids oredi...


can't help wonderin while we're @ e zoo... wonder hu is e tcher, hu is e helper =.=" seem to b tt i'm in control of e cls all e time!!! bringin dem here n dere... tellin dem abt e animals... plannin e route to see e next animals... gettin dem to queue up... dng e headcount... Gosh~ I'M DOING ALL THE WORK SIA!!! *no wonder i'm energy drained =.="*


anyway... 2day trip to e zoo is a enjoyable trip... wid e company of those kids... n oso e fact tt it's been a ultra long time since I last wen to e zoo...


shall get bak to my slp soon... still slightly tired zZz... tml still workin frm 4-1030... wonder if i'm workin wid Xiao Ping or Yen Ling...

Life

古有明訓：活在當下，知足常樂！您說是嗎？
（最近大家壓力都很大，希望往好的地方看）
現在大環境不好，每個人活的都好有壓力，不要只看到別人好的一面
其實每個人壓力都好大，往好的方面想一想，
每個人都有不為人知辛苦及心酸的一面的。
不羨慕別人的好，想想比你不好的人還多的多哦。
加油~~ 經濟會慢慢好轉的。

Translation to English:

From the 11th storey, I jumped

On the 10th storey, I saw the loving couple fighting

On the 9th storey, I saw strong Peter weeping secretly

On the 8th storey, I saw the gal discovered her fiancée sleeping with her best friend

On the 7th storey, I saw Dan Dan taking anti-depression medicines

On the 6th storey, I saw the unemployed Ah Xin still flipping through the 7 sets of newspapers to look for a job daily

On the 5th storey, I saw the respected Mr Wong secretly wearing his wife's bra

On the 4th storey, I saw Rose and her boyfriend threatened to break up

On the 3rd storey, I saw the uncle still wishing everyday that someone will visit him

On the 2nd storey, I saw Lily look at the photograph of her husband who had disappeared after 6 months of marriage

Before I jumped, I thought I was the most miserable person on Earth.

Now I understand that everyone have a story that others do not know

Only after seeing all, I realise I wasn't that miserable after all

Those people who I had seen just now, are watching me now

I guess, after what they had seen, will feel that their life isn't that bad afterall too

Twilight Series

Woots~ finally gt my own Twilight series!! *ya i noe i'm slow -.-*


n woohoo~~ I gt it for less than $65!!! *jump ard wid joy* ^^

had expected to spend @ least $80 for everything tt i buy... e bks n e construction paper... end up spendin less den $70... so happy~~ ^^


shall resumin my habit of readin now... hehe...

Excursion Trip to Animal Resort

Phew... Just bak from to Mom's sch aft helpin out for her sch excurion trip... Bringin e K1 kids to Animal Resort...

*faint*

Tired Tired Tired!!!!

Funny in e sense that i didn't really do much runnin ard or energy drainin things... yet i'm beat tired compare to handlin e kids for KidzQuest...

Rather go wid KidzQuest... mayb cuz 1-1 bah... not so tiring... tt remind me... 18th apr gng for another KidzQuest outing... Can't w8 for it ^^




Anyway... a 'reward' frm mom is havin yummilious lunch @ Gelare ^^... n of cuz for it's 1/2 waffles... hehe...



p.s. I can't believe tt i didn't recognise my niece sia!!! until e tcher takin attendance den i realise she's dere... gosh... n to tink tt i was next to her n even ask her if she applied e mosquito repellant -.-


p.p.s. sheesh~ helpin out my mom... she still tell her tcher i'm free labour =.= walau... say volunteer la... @ least it's sound much better can =.=

Movie: Shinjuku Incident

watched Shinjuku Incident with deardear @ GVmax just now...


interestin storyline... bt i tink it's e 1st time i watch that jackie chan died in his movie sia~~

rather interestin how he manage to get backin frm both the jap police n triad leader... and able to get frm a veri bad livin situation to settin up his own legal business for survival... n even gt e citizenship...


ok... dere's gruesome scenes!! yucks~ e hand get cut off... @.@


oh ya... e lil gal in e movie so kawaii!!! haha... esp wen she askin jakie chan something... hehe...


not a bad movie... bt i do miss e comical version of jakie chan action movie... will dere a another rush hr movie??

Outlove on Love

This little quiz will reveal your outlook on love.

1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick?
-Rabbit
-Sheep
-Deer
-Horse

Ans: Horse...

This animal represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.

Intepretation as given: You would be attracted to a person who is unbridled, free-spirited and free.



2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose?
-Dog
-Cat
-Horse
-Snake

Ans: Horse

This animal represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.

Interpretation as given: You like others to see you as optimistic.



3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be?
-Lion
-Snake
-Crocodile
-Shark

Ans: Crocodile

This animal represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.

Interpretation as given: Your partner's ruthlessness would cause you to break up.



4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be?
-Sheep
-Horse
-Rabbit
-Bird


Ans: Horse

This animal represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.

Interpretation as Given: You want a relationship where both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.



5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose?
-Human
-Pig
-Cow
-Bird


Ans: Human

This animal shows whether you are capable of committing adultery.

Interpretation as given: You'll probably not be untrue.



6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet?
-Dinosaur
-White tiger
-Polar bear
-Leopard

Ans: White Tiger

This animal represents your views about marriage.

Interpretation as given: You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.



7. If you could be an animal for 5 minutes which of the following would you prefer to be?
-Lion
-Cat
-Horse
-Pigeon


Ans: Pigeon

This animal represents your views about love at this present moment.

Interpretation as given: You think of love as a commitment for both parties.








Answers:

1. This animal represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.

-Rabbit:
In a real life situation you would be attracted to a person who is cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside.
-Sheep:
In a real life situation you would be attracted to a person who is obedient and warm.
-Deer:
In a real life situation you would be attracted to a person who is elegant and well-mannered.
-Horse:
In a real life situation you would be attracted to a person who is unbridled, free-spirited and free.


2. This animal represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.

-Dog:
You like others to see you as loyal and faithful.
-Cat:
You like others to see you as stylish.
-Horse:
You like others to see you as optimistic.
-Snake: You like others to see you as flexible.


3. This animal represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.

-Lion:
Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior would cause you to break up.
-Snake:
Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her.
-Crocodile:
You chose Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness would cause you to break up.
-Shark:
Your partner's insecurity would cause you to break up.


4. This animal represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.

-Sheep:
You want a relationship where both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word.
-Horse:
You want a relationship where both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.
-Rabbit:
You want a relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love.
-Bird:
You want a long-lasting relationship.


5. This animal shows whether you are capable of committing adultery.

-Human:
You'll probably not be untrue.
-Pig:
You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to commit adultery.
-Cow:
You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to be untrue.
-Bird:
You don't like to make commitments and are likely to commit adultery.


6. This animal represents your views about marriage.

-Dinosaur:
You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.
-White tiger:
You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
-Polar bear:
You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.
-Leopard:
You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about.

7. This animal represents your views about love at this present moment.

-Lion:
You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily.
-Cat:
You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.
-Horse:
You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt.
-Pigeon:
You think of love as a commitment for both parties.

Song: 小酒窝

我还在寻找
一个依靠
和一个拥抱

谁替我祈祷
替我烦恼
为我生气
为我闹

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊
有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着
想念你的微笑

你不知道
你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛
迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊
有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着
想念你的微笑
你不知道
你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛
迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

WO~
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

Movie: 12rounds

Watched 12Rounds with deardear @ amkhub...


an action-packed movie... n wen i say action pack... it's really packed!! haha...


not a moment tt i wanna turn away frm e screen... other den e time tt i gt so blurred-eye due to the rapid changin of views @.@

interestin storyline, in e way how e story proceed...

enjoyed e movie ^^

Song: When You Love Someone

When You Love Someone - Bryan Adams

When you love someone - you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

You'll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
But you're lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone...

When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone

You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

Song: Colours Of The Wind

colors of the wind.mp3 - pocahontas

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue lorn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

Song: 最后一次

在我最後一次 閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說 我愛你
在你懷裡 捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語 還沒有說給你聽
我使勁全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能 再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘記
你曾經答應我 你會好好活下去

先走了 去了好遠的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回憶 抹去卻並不容易
生死由天決定 不要太傷心

在我最後一次 閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說 我愛你
在你懷裡 捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語 還沒有說給你聽
我使勁全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能 再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘記
你曾經答應我 你會好好活下去

在我最後一次 閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說 我愛你
在你懷裡 捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語 還沒有說給你聽
我使勁全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能 再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘記
你曾經答應我 你會好好活下去

我永遠愛你...

Food For Thoughts

"Cliques are what tear the class apart"

saw tis phrase while surfin stomp... can't help bt agree wid it... Not just tear apart classes i guess... even in cca too...

bt den... it still boils down to how things r handled no?

outin wid bready n wf

Finally meet up wid bready n wf to hang out... been such a long time... tink frm july til now?! *faint* gosh~~~ almost 9months!!!!

used e chance to pass dem e gift i gt frm taiwan ^^


went yuki yaki for lunch... last min decision... haha... lucky bready meet me 1st... sheesh~ wf is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo late!!!! =.="


plenty of camwhorin... haha... totally love tis pic tt i took wid wf ^^

had lots of catch up n jokin ard... can't w8 for e next time to meet up wid dem... ^^

Time proves?

Time do show...
But why do I feel...
Each time, I'm being proven wrong?


Or whenever I'm being proven as right...
Are the time that I seriously wish I'm wrong?


Thing never goes the way I hope to be...

Movie: Race To Witch Mountain

just went to watch Race To Witch Mountain wid deardear @ amkhub...


interestin wen e kids provin tt dey r not e normal earthlings... n oso e part wen e dog join deir journey... haha...

cool power... sara wid her telepathic power... bt nah... i won't wan to wish for tt power... i dun wanna read ppl mind no matter how curious i m to noe wad dey tinkin... ignorance is definitely much more bliss... dun haf to noe stuff tt i dun haf to noe...



didn't noe tt 2 movies b4 tis until i read crochunter's blog... tryin to find tt 2 movies to watch...