To-do List

It's been more than a week since my last (of the last) paper ended. It's time for to-do-list for me to complete while trying to decide what to do with life =.= hopefully can really really get everything done... Since there been a few time only part of it was complete @.@

1. Cleared up my room
   
2. Cleared up my craftin area...
   
3. Sort out my wardrobe...
   
4. Make a scrapbook for the KL trip...
   
5. Make the class video...
   
6. Complete my 1st video-makin biz~
   
7. Complete my jigsaws...
   
8. Universal Studio... Any Kaki?
   
9. Outing with cousins...
10. Planned my bday party...
11. Conduct cards making/ crafting class...
    

Think that's all for now. I know that's a lot more to go... But can't think of any for now...


Been busy since my last paper. Only manage to start slacking today~

Had worked at Career Fair 2011 from Thurs to Sun... For the 1st time, I'm working full 4 days. The last 2 years, I missed out the 1st day due to exams... Enjoyed myself this time round due to the friends I made this year... Still find it hard to believe that my partner for Career Fair 2011 is my seconday junior... Talk about the world being small...

Slack a bit on Mon by meeting up with deardear in the afternoon, before both of us leave for work in the evening... Dropped by JDA before I went to work to get some advice from Christin about preparing the crafting stuff.

Then last Tue all the way to Fri had been busy with preparing the stuff for Sat's flea market @ MF... Crazy among of cutting and folding and scoring and stamping! Create cards as well as card kits for sale~ Lucky, this massive production didn't turn me off from crafting, not even for a short while...

Sat was mostly spent at Flea market... Didn't go as well as I hope, but at least it's in a way a form of publicity for my cards, and manage to promote my blogshop as well... Got a customized card order!!

Spend Sat night with WY @ Icing Room... Drop by JDA to handover my shortlisted Feb HA challenge card... And also tell Christin how the flea market went... Went Bishan to find WY and start on the cake decorating~ Enjoyed ourselves...

And today, I'll be spending the time sort my wardrobe... Can't stand the messiness in it~~



Would be working 4 out of 5 weekend nights... Mon & Wed at Yogurt place... Tues and Fri would be teaching tuition... Left Fri for any plans to be carry out.




HOLIDAY HERE I COME!!! ^^

2010 - a look back

2010-a look back.

1. What did you do in 2010 that you’d never done before?
Drive w/o dad next to me!
Taught a 1-to-1 craft lesson
Went for scrapbooking session
Went for make-and-take
Train a sensory panel
Working at the 1st YOG

2. Did you keep your New Year’s resolutions,and will you make more for next year?
LoL... I didn't even have any in the first place!
Hmmm... see 1st... most prob not :p

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Don't recall any...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope :)

5. What countries did you visit?
Malaysia - KL

6. What would you like in 2011 that you lack in 2010?
The stuff on my wishlist? hehe~
The decision for my future

7. What dates from 2010 will etched upon your memory,and why?
20th June - Birthday Surprise @ Science Center
21st June - Birthday celebration @ Ion's Swensen
Aug - YOG, duty @ main dining hall
26th December - Photoshoot
30th December - New Year Eve countdown party cum tonning session @ my hse


8. What was your biggest achievement this year?
Able to use a programme better than the rest, and was being call 'expert' by supervisor

9. What was your biggest failure?
Quite a few friendship prob... n study as usual~

10. Did you suffer from any illness or injury?
Had an surgery in Sept for my eye condition

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Camera - my 1st camera, that I bought with my own $
Crafting tools and material - let e creativity juice flow ^^

12. Where did most of your money go to?
Craft @.@

13. What did you get really,really,really excited about?
Birthday
KL trip
Make-and-Take @ JDA

14. What songs will always remind you of 2010?
Can't think of any to remind me of this year... But somehow, Lady GaGa song is on repeat in my mind currently =.=


15. Compare to this time last year,are you:
a) Happier or Sadder? Happier
b) Thinner or Fatter? Erm... shrug
c) Richer or Poorer? Poorer financially @.@ somehow, I'm not earnin as much as I had wen I was in Guardian. And also my jigsaw and craft addiction totally eat my bank out...

16. What do you wish you’d done more of?
More time to work on craft as well as setting up my blogshop... spendin more time wid love ones... earn more $$ (look @ bank acct)

17. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Thinking abt certain stuff and be affected by it.

18. Did you fall in love in 2010?
Did I fall out of it 1st?

19. What was your favourite TV program?
Gu Ling Jin Tan! Manage to catch a few drama via internet, thanks to Fel.

20. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Nope... No point hating a person...

21. What did you want and get?
I finally got my very own camera!

22. What did you want and not get?
*point to wish list* nah~ those are the stuff I want but yet to get... any kind soul? @.@

22. What did you do on your birthday,and how old were you?
When for training for practically the whole day. However, my dearest girls from guides (joey, yan ying & debbie, with Fel as mastermind) came over to NYP to help me celebrate my bday~ Had a surprise celebration by SP, Ms Gan, Jessie & Mei Hui @ Sensory Preparation Rm. Had dinner @ home wid family and dear... And then deardear bought a bag as well as a cake when we went to AMKhub to walk walk...

I'm 20... Out of the '10s' into the '20s'

23. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Crafting~
Completion of FYP

24. What kept you sane?
Love ones

25. Who did you miss?
How about every1? hehe

26. Who was the best new person you met?
YOG peeps!

27. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Things won't stay as how it is. Ultimately, things would change, for better or worse.

28. Quote a song lyric that sum up your year:
can't recall any song to really sum up my yr..

Birthday 2010 ^^

Had a wonderful 20th birthday...

Thanks to those around me... for the surprise, the celebration, the wishes ^^

Celebrations had started two days before my birthday, on 20th June 2010. A trip to Singapore Science Center (SSC) & Pixar Exhibition was more than what I had expected!

Even though a little monkey (you know who you are!) had let the cat peek out of the bag just to annoy me and get the name of the person who sms-ed her. I wasn't prepare for the surprise that was waiting for me at the corner of SSC McDonald! Being prank right for the start of the day (or should I say months before?) when MH told me that she would be late and told me to wait for them at Jurong East MRT station as they did not know the route to SSC *wonder why did I even believe them when they just went to SSC LAST OCTOBER!!!!*

End up they took cab down to SSC, thus I waited at MRT station for 1/2hr for 'NOTHING' =.= Walk over to SSC to find MH outside Mac waiting for me. She had waved to me and thought I saw her, but I didn't!! Not until she called me. She told me SH went to the gents, when in actual fact, he went to hunt for candle or was it lighter? Then called and make sure they ready before we went in. I thought we waited outside because Mac too many people, but it was rather empty inside =.= Only the front part of Mac look packed

Went in and the first thing person I saw was CASA!!! And on the table was HOTCAKES DECORATED WITH M&Ms AND A CANDLE ON IT!!!! Though someone had kind of leak a little that there's something planned for me, I never expect it to be right in the morning!


So birthday song can blowing of candle... Then off to get the proper breakfast! While eating breakfast, it was story telling from MH, SH and Casa ^^

Retrieve our tickets while waiting for Gabriel... Only then I realise, they planned it months ago! Casa had long confirmed his attendance with MH!!! And they made Casa bluff me that he can't confirm until nearer date =.=

Enjoyed both the Pixar Exhibition as well as visit to SSC. New exhibitions added! Me and MH were like teachers bringing students out for excursion :P The guys are more engross in the exhibition than me and MH... Especially at Mind's Eye. Rant mode on: they don't believe when I explain the exhibition to them *pouts*

While the guys were engross with the exhibition, me and MH were getting bored and tired. We were waiting for them to move on to the Sound exhibition. It's new, thus wanting to try out. Then MH received a call to say that her "mom" rushing her to go down to meet them.

Leave SSC and walk into another surprise! In order for me not to spot the surprise, MH chiong to Mac, while SH distract me by nearing getting himself into wet spot. Haha... He say he wanna try to chiong into the water feature! And MH dare him to do so~ To the point he said out to himself if he really need to take off his shoe to do it. Later on he told us, he was quite worry that if I still didn't see the surprise, he really need to take out his handphone and pass it to me to hold.

But then, lucky for him, I spotted my mom! Because her top is very very striking purple! And I saw her even though she stood pretty far in. And I didn't even see MH and Jenson when they are closer to me than my mom was!

And ta-da~ Surprise 2!!! I was so touched til I cried!! Because I totally totally didn't expect it to happen! Since there was already a celebration in the morning. *Originally I thought the celebration would be after the outing thus I wasn't prepare to have one in the morning. But after having the morning one, I didn't expect the second to take place!*

Thanks MH for planning. Thanks Sotong for being the middle(wo)man. Thanks Jenson for getting the cake and wait for such a long time! And most of all... Thanks all for being there to celebrate for me!!!


Off to grandparents' house for the weekly gathering. And celebration after that. Cookie cream ice cream cake from Swensen!!

On 21st, meet up with MH, SH, Pui, Jenson and Nich for ice cream buffet at Ion Swensen. Another round of pranking from them =.=" Firstly, Puii sms me telling me that she can't make it for the outing because last minute have to go work. Didn't really believe when I realise she didn't inform Jenson! So I told MH and Jenson that if she turn out, she pay full price instead of 1/2 price! Then MH sms two sms to say that she will OT and unable to make it. But somehow, I also don't believe it. (Tio pranked too much the day before liao~)

Puii came and said she want to go to the ladies, and I wanted to go since I stepped into Swensen liao. So obviously I tagged along la. End up, they (Puii and SH) were just giving reason to get out and meet MH. Because MH IS AT THE ENTRANCE WITH BALLOON AND LILY to surprise me. She was 'borrowing' two male waiters from the manager to pass me the balloon and lily one at a time because she xian sheng. But because I tag along, the surprise was spoiled! @.@

Anyway, went back in to enjoy our ice cream buffet. End up Nich accompany me out to go to the toilet =.= Because I scare I lose my way while finding the toilet in Ion. MH tried to salvage the surprise by asking the staff for their in-house birthday special: BD FIREHOUSE! But... It was once again foiled because when the bill came, I took it to see how much I need to pay, and MH just let me took it, when she had tried to prevent me from taking. She sian diao when I nudged her and said that I already saw it. She didn't realise because she was backfacing me all along and keep urging me to take that S$10 when SH was the one buying the bill =.="Jenson left first while the rest of us when walk walk around Somerset. Went to take Neoprints at Cineleisure as well as tried to catch some toys at level 7.

Deardear wanted to meet me and countdown with me at my house. But I told him don't have to meet since he had to work morning shift the next day. So he wished me Happy Birthday on the phone instead.

22nd: Sms-ed in to radio100.3 to say it's my birthday! And the moment I step into the overheadbridge into NYP, they started singing birthday, DEDICATED TO ME! ^^ And they even mention that my name is beautiful ^^ As in the chinese character that is use to form my name~

My dearest MFGG leaders came down to NYP just to celebrate my birthday ^^ Thanks Fel for organising! A simple lunch... As I was having a full day training that day.
Back to training, but pretty slacking. Jessie ask for a break and I went back to my own FYP lab (which is just next door). Just as I was getting myself a drink, Jessie opened the door and start to sing 'Happy Birthday' song, with SP and Ms Gan behind her. Mei Hui was there as well! Cut the reminding cake that the girls bought and shared with Ms Gan, Ms Sze, Ms Tay and Jessie.


After school, when home for dinner with family and deardear. Went AMKhub to get my present as well as a cake. Deardear sponsor! Woots~ Deardear accompany me til 1230, when I was already fast asleep!

23rd: Met LeeMei for a mini celebration. Ailian was there as well when I met LeeMei. Ailian treated me to a drink before she left to meet her ex-colleagues while Lee Mei and I went over to 313 to have our dinner. Yummilicious!Peri Peri Squid

My Salmon

Lee Mei's Cod

Thanks everyone for the wonderful birthday I had this year ^^ The celebration, the gift, the surprises and the warm wishes!

Formula Drift Singapore 2010

Went to Formula Drift Singapore 2010 with deardear and his colleague... Really glad that deardear bring me to watch it... TOTALLY ENJOY IT!!! ^^

Was really hot though... Lucky deardear bought the grandstand tix... so we're under e tent~ away from e sun~~ But still super stuffy n hot... sweatin like crazy aft e break time...

Too bad it didn't rain... e weather was really nice ard 12+ cuz it seem like it's gng to rain soon. Both of us were wishin that it would just rain somehow... not cuz for e coolness bt for e excitement of e drifting...

There were times where my jaw just drop! Cuz it's just sooooooooo jaw-droppin... Ok~ i haf totally no idea how to describe =.=" e speed of it, e accident tt happen, etc...

Oh... and there were times tt I predict which car will win... hehe... n it was right... wakaka... though i haf to say, i can't rmb hu is e driver n stuff... tell deardear which colour will win rather den which driver will win... hehe

Not e 1st time watchin drift though... Went wid deardear to watch driftin last year @ expo... But somehow, doesn't really feel e excitement... But this time round, woah~ e atmosphere is there... hard to not get excited... haha... Even for someone like me! who doesn't really bother about sports unless i'm participatin in it...

I wanna go again ^^

p.s. will upload pic once I uploaded dem into my com as well as wen deardear's colleague send him e pic...

Body World

Visited Body World wid deardear last saturday... Been wanting to go since the exhibition start, and finally we visited.

Both of us had visited the previous exhibition, thus rather hype to go the current one. We keep talkin abt the previous exhibition, about which one interested us most and stuff...

Somehow, this year exhibition doesn't seem to amaze us like how the previous did. Perhaps, it's because we been to the previous, unlike last time, it was the first time we saw those kind of exhibition.

Somehow, it look rather fake? *shrug* But still rather interesting as there is more animals in this exhibition. And quite a lot of information about reproduction and stuff as this exhibition theme is about life cycle.


Worth going if you haven been there yet. S$23 for both body world and science centre admittance. If you're PAssion card member, it's onli S$17!!

In 2009

In 2009...

...I watch 45 movies,which including 2 marathons.

1st marathon was with BTP, watching 3 Pixel movies @ cineleisure... 2nd movie maranthon was wid Da, watching Twilight and New Moon @ vivocity... Totally love it ^^ The rest? Practically all wid Deardear... From animation to action to horror... Average ard 1 movie each week! GOSH!! Thanks to the GV movie card that leemei help me get, the Cathay gift card that XiaoYi give me as well as being a study... manage to save quite a lot on movie... n also that sometime, deardear sponsor me for the movies~

Oh, and not forgettin that it's the 1st time I watch an after-midnight movie, on Boxing day with Deardear


...I went for 2 oversea trips during the winter season.

1st trip was to Sydney, Australia as a study trip with my clique and Mr Khaw... Totally love the weather there. And not forgettin that it was the 1st time going oversea without my family...

2nd trip was to Korea with family... Didn't enjoy as much I had for Australia... But pretty much enjoy it... Tried out skiing, making own kimchi, wearing the traditional korea costume... And not forgettin caught tt little snowflake~


...I signed up for 5 membership
1st: Jigsaw Puzzle world membership, with S$250 purchase I tink. Got hook to jigsaw puzzle in Jan... And had been buying jigsaw almost monthly... Except for aug to oct period? Had tried out different jigsaws. My favourite? The panorama as well as those miniature jigsaw... Not forgetting that I compeleted 2 set of 1000 pieces jigsaw... ^^ But yet to complete that 2000 piece winnie and friend jigsaw (wonder when I gng to complete that??)

2nd: Action City membership in Jan, with S$50 purchase... Had sign up when I bought my jelly-lens... But didn't really use that card cuz hardly go Action City to buy anything.

3rd: Made with Love membership in July, with min of S$5 purchase... That was when I get very very into cards making and stamping. Started to invest in stamping as well as crafting material. Actually, this is more of a loyalty card then membership...

4th: Junior De Artist membership in Aug, I think? Had sign up cause of the great promotion offered to the members. And boy am I glad to sign up for this, even though this is the most expensive membership that I had sign up... S$120!!! But brcause of the membership, I had save $500+ in the purcahse that I made in the following month. And not forgettin that the goodie bag is totally worth it ^^

5th: Popular student membership card in Dec. Mom help me sign up for this as she feel that I need it pretty often. And having two cards at home will be more convenient since me and my sister keep kopin the card and forget to put it back.


...I got my license!

Sign up in late Feb... Cleared by BTT on the 1st try, FTT on the 2nd try and finally TP on the 1st try (nope not 3rd try -.-)... 1st lesson was on the last week of May, taught by Paul... And the next lesson was all the way in July... One reason cause there isn't much slot left in June and that I went oversea as well...

It was fun learnin to drive, even though manual can be a lil bit more troublesome, as need to control the clutch. But somehow, I prefer the manual one more... Perhaps it's because I'm use to drivin that? *cross finger that I get to drive durin CNY)

Got my license on the last day of 2009. What a good way to end 2009 ^^


...I had non-family member sleeping over

Fel was the 1st non-family to sleepover at my hse. Original plan was stayin over at her camp... but due to circumstances, ended up at my hse...

Deardear being the 2nd to stayover... Had went for an after-midnight movie @ amkhub... Ended at 4am, and deardear don't want to waste money on cab... And see-ing that I'm very tired, he pei me home and keep coaxin me to go rest... Ended up I fall aslp next to him, while he's usin the com in my livin rm...


... I had a sleepover at a frien house

Sleepover at fel hse... which, prior to that, she came all the way to amk to look for me at work and take the train with me to her hse... Her maid cook a super duper nice dinner!


... I had lots of emotion sea-sawing

Emotions really on a sea-saw this year... Ups and Downs... Not that a lot of stuff happen physically around me, more like mentally, emotionally and psychogically...

Break down in April had impact me so badly that I nearly did something that I'll regret. But thanks to those around me, who been offering a hand to me each and everytime, I woke up, I stood back up.

Too much going on inside me, that lead to many little meltdowns and another breakdown. In a way, I'm glad for this happening, for it had enable me to see, who are the ones who are really there for me, concern about me. Those who had been there for me, thanks for the listening ear, the shoulder to cry on, the lending hands and most importantly, the time and effort.


... I had lost some, gain some

Lost some friendships
Gain some friendships.
Lost some naiveness
Gain some experience.
Gain some new skills

In a way, 2009 had been an eye-opening year for me. A year that I had accept quite a few stuff, which I had realise of previously, but just won't accept. It's a way that I see certain stuff clearer and better. It's a year that I start to make changes around me.

Friendships, cca, work... Each had a lesson, a trial, an obstacle... providin me a chance to learn, to gain experience, to grow. And it also became chance that cause me to change.



Overall, 2009 had been really eventful. It had been both a great and a bad year for me. But I know, things happened for a reason. I may not know why it happen, but in due time, I'll find out. Like how certain stuff in the past had lead to what I may have gone through or will be going through this year.

All I hope is that, 2010 will be a better year.

Lookback at 2009

2009-a look back.

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Went to Australia & Korea ~
Watch after-midnight movie ~
Spend the whole night with deardear ^^
Book and organise chalet~
Learn drivin and gt my license!
Having non-family member staying overnight
Overnight at friends' house
Sign up a lot of membership
Start a blogshop
Went for filming cls
Went oversea w/o family

2. Did you keep your New Year’s resolutions,and will you make more for next year?
LoL... I didn't even have any in the first place!
Hmmm... see 1st... most prob not :p

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yea...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope :)

5. What countries did you visit?
Australia & Korea...

6. What would you like in 2010 that you lack in 2009?
The stuff on my wishlist? hehe~

7. What dates from 2009 will etched upon your memory,and why?
25th Dec: 1st after-midnight movie

8. What was your biggest achievement this year?
Gettin my license! woohoo~~

9. What was your biggest failure?
Quite a few friendship prob... n study as usual~

10. Did you suffer from any illness or injury?
On and off... Feel like gng to fall sick bt didn't? Did visit e doc once thou

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Jigsaws - sooooo many diff style, diff pattern
Crafting tools and material - let e creativity juice flow ^^

12. Where did most of your money go to?
Jigsaw, craft, car lesson

13. What did you get really,really,really excited about?
1st anniversary...
Can't really rmb others...

14. What songs will always remind you of 2008?
Gekkou & Happy Birthday by B'z


15. Compare to this time last year,are you:
a) Happier or Sadder? Happier
b) Thinner or Fatter? Erm... shrug
c) Richer or Poorer? Poorer @.@ somehow, I'm not earnin as much as I had wen I was in Guardian. And also my jigsaw and craft addiction as well as e car lesson fee totally eat my bank out...

16. What do you wish you’d done more of?
More focus in study... spendin more time wid love ones... earn more $$ (look @ bank acc)

17. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Broodin in certain stuff?

18. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Of cuz~

19. What was your favourite TV program?
i can't even rmb what I did watch tis yr... But if wanna choose favourite... will b 'Qi Er Pa Pa' cuz GG in it ^^

20. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Nope...

21. What did you want and get?
I finally got a new mp3
I finally got my car license
I finally got more crafting stuff

22. What did you want and not get?
*point to wish list* nah~ those are the stuff I want but yet to get... any kind soul? @.@

22. What did you do on your birthday,and how old were you?
Wendy came over... Then deardear came aft work... Watch movie with deardear b4 he send me home...
I'm 19... e last time my age will start wid a '1'

23. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Gt my car license!

24. What kept you sane?
Family, bf, da & fel (though sometime she can b e 1 drivin me insane)

25. Who did you miss?
How about every1? hehe

26. Who was the best new person you met?
Fel!

27. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Sometimes, things ain't what it really is. Give some time, and you'll see the true colours.

28. Quote a song lyric that sum up your year:
can't recall any song to really sum up my yr..

Thots

Seems to have lots of stuff going through my mind currently. School, CCA, relationship, and whatever there is that I yet to be able to categorise into...

School:
Just had one quiz down... and 5 paper to go next week. Then it will be 2 weeks break. Projects and stuff... Glad that most lab pract are over and done with. So left with projects to settle.

Pretty vex over PDD product. Wish it can really just turn out the way it ought to be. Solutions were offered by others, perhaps ought to take it up? Couldn't help but ask myself, why did I even choose to do on snowskin mooncake when both me and my groupmate didn't try it before. And best thing is? mooncake isn't in the season now... zZz

Things are pretty manageable, but just confusing. Don't want to think so much into it le.


CCA:
in just a few days later, it marks the end of SA for me. 2 years. That's how long it been. Lots of stuff that happen which I half wish it didn't, especially for this 1 year. But still, I'm glad to be in this cca, for it have bring friendships to me. Experiences that I would never forget. Dreading, yet looking forward to it at the same time. *shrug*

as for the other cca. I really wish things are resolved and settled by ytd. I can't help but wonder, it is a wrong move all along? The decision to join, to stop for a period of time, to resume, to be a better leader. Or perhaps, all these shouldn't have been done? To leave it as how it is 2 years ago? It seems to be, if that was done, things will be less complicated now?

But like I always say, things happen for a reason and with each decision comes along with a mark that is left. A mark that is not removable, it may fade, but not gone. But, in a way, it feel as if those marks and decisions are huanting me, questioning me if this is indeed what I decided on, if I'm able to face up to the consequence of those decisions.

Thinking too much? Perhaps I am. Things can be rather simple. But they ain't, when things are interlope with other stuffs, like priorities, or even relationship.

It still boils down to how much I willing to sacrifice isn't it? But to sacrifice, you have to know the priority. All I know for myself is that, I'm a 1st-come-1st-book kinda person. I don't like cancel out on people or events. And that's the way I been doing things. However, it seems that to some, I'm not prioritizing my stuff well, that I'm not putting enough effort. If there are people doubting my skill, I'm ok with it, because there is still a lot more that I need to learn, to improvise on. Yet, commitment being questioned, that's one thing that I find it hard to accept.

Relationship:
Not that anything is screwed up or what. But just that there been too many bumps and hiccups this year. Some got back on course and moving along well, yet some had fall off the course and gone in a totally different direction. I hate it when I feel/have the impression that I'm being blame for the drifting etc in the relationship. It's a two way thing, it takes two hands to clap. I don't deny, I'm taking some for granted at times, that I seem to be can't be bother with it at times. It gets really weary at times, if it keep happening again and again, around the same issue. I learn about not holding too tightly, afterall, people comes and goes, even for the bestest friends.

Been thinking about quite some stuff, especially about future. And chat with my PDD mate had left me thinking. Both of us pretty much share the same mindset. Now, the thing is no about how we think, but rather, how much of it will be put in action? 100%? 50%? or perhaps 0%?




Lost in a way. Yet seems to be in 'control' in another.


Time is too short for regrets. Before you know it, dec will be over, 2009 will be over. On the last day of 2009, a reflection is indeed needed...

Lookin Back at the holiday~

It's time again for school to reopen *HAIX!!*

Let's look back at my holiday and see how much of the things I have done on my to-do list...

• Cleared up my room
  Checked!! ok~ half check =.= cuz I only cleared up my table...
  
  
• Sort out my wardrobe...
  Checked!!
  
  
• Make the class video...
  Undone once agin -.-
  
  
• Update blog abt my aust study trip
  1/6 done only... Laziness overtake my determination again when it come to makin collages of those pic...
  
  
• Work more!!!
  Haix~ I actually earn lesser than I did during school time as I did not work on the 1st week of sept when I was having my exam T.T
  
  
• Complete my 1st video-makin biz~
  I'm soo going to boycott that company *Pissed* Didn't even tell me that I'm no longer needed
  
  
• More craft, esp cards ^^
  Checked ^^ had received gd comments for those cards that I have given ppl so far... Guess selling hand-made card will be a plus point for my blogshop ^^ But rather time consumin for each card...
  
  
• Complete my 2,000 piece Winnie The Pooh jigsaw
  I didn't even touch ANY of my jigsaw for this holiday... *Faint~*
  
  
• Food Chase
  Check... Didn't win, bt had fun ^^
  
  
• Cleared up my drivin pract
  Checked ^^ Left the last assessment before I can book my TP... WEE~
  
  
• Meetup wid Deardear on his off
  Checked ^^ ok~ sometime I didn't cuz I kinda throwin tantrum? *oops~* but deardear give in to me most of e time and visit me instead...
  
  
• Meetup wid Da for our exploration~
  Checked ^^ 4 exploration trips~ And more comin soon!!! Sch ain't stopping us ^^
  
  
• Night cycle!!!
  I knew this won't be completed one =.= sian~ Hopefully mh dey all do plan 1 in Dec, aft my paper, while i'm still in SG!!
  
  
• Set up blogshop to sell my prize catches from arcade
  Checked... And even sold 3 items...

Have been out the whole holiday... Either work, or hangin out with deardear/friends and very occasionally with family n relatives...

Spend the 1st week in sch due to cca... bt rest of the holiday was out havin fun most of e time...

Had been lookin forward to this holiday... Because, one year ago, during sept/oct holiday... things changed for me, in a way that I never expect... But I'm glad of that change, and would never want to miss this change ^^

This year, start something else new for me... Exploration trip as well as something else... hehe... Those may be the 1st for me, but i'm totally loving them ^^


I better get down to blog abt my aust trip b4 i realyl forget every single detail liao~~ time for collagin ^^

Night Safari

Went Night Safari with deardear and xz last nite...

Thanks 2yi for gettin e tix for us ^^ And thanks XiaoYi for sponsoring the money for the tram rides ^^


Had a lil prob durin ticketing, but thanks to 2yi, we got our tix sooner than we expected... She left, while the 3 of us make our way into Night Safari... Proceed to queue for the Halloween Tram Ride...

Queue for quite a long time... But the ride is worth the wait ^^

The Halloween Tram Ride consist of the normal tram ride trail and one hidden route... Totally love the hidden route... Other than it didn't stop during the half-way mark to visit other animals... Oh~ The way they documentary for this ride is a whole lot different style from the normal tram ride... It's much more spookier and haunted kinda documentary... Interesting ^^

*WARNING! SPOILER AHEAD*

The hidden route kinda remind me of the tram ride at A' Famosa... Anyway, what happen was that one section of the route was specially for the halloween decoration... In which the twisted version of the well-known fairy tales were presented... Beauty escaping from Beast... Mermaid caught and chopped to pieces... The evil step-mom from Snow White... And many more of other characters!

*END OF SPOILER*

The staffs dressed up to scare ppl... Bt deardear , instead of getting shock by those people, he even tell one of them to be careful not to get his foot kena roll over by the wheels of the tram =.=

Totally enjoyed the ride... It was way better than what I expected!!!! Seriously... And after the tram ride, I was kinda looking forward to the walk in the forest trail... But no thanks to XZ, I had to stay outside to pei him, only deardear go in :(

That XZ... Argh =.= During the tram ride I thought he was okay, as he didn't cry. But who know, soon after we alight, he started crying =.= Then when we're on the way into the forest trail, he scream when other visitors walk passed us =.=" And keep pulling my hands, stop me from moving forward. Then after that, he turn and look behind, he scream again when another group of visitors walk passed us. One auntie from the second group of visitors kena frighten by his scream, and the visitors behind her busy laughing. So what choice do I have than to stay back and pei him? Haix~~

When to take a seat at the Critters corner. And also let him calm down his nerve. Manage to coax him to take a pic with the staff, at least something to mark that we did went to Night Safari Halloween mah~ And end up he take photo with the ticketing staff, who dressed up as a bloody school girl...

The rest of the really dressed up staff, he scare of them =.= To the point that I ask him help me take a photo he also scare to be close. Stay so far until my hp camera flash can't even really light up our faces -.- *see below*


And guess what? When the staff, who I'm taking the photo with, took a few step toward him, he actually scream and run off!!! I heard one of the visitors actually commented this: Wah, just now still take photo until shuang shuang, now actually run away so quickly. Ok~ So I'm a little bad... Cause I end up keep laughing at him :P Too amused by his behaviour la~

When he came back to my side, he was crying AGAIN!!! I sms mom to tell her about him crying before I manage to coax him to take photo with the staff... So mom kinda worry and called me back to ask if he's ok... I was laughing so hard when I told my mom about it that I'm actually laugh till I cried @.@ While we're on the phone, deardear is back from the forest trail...

Was told that he manage to spot all the staff there, to the point that someone behind him actually say that she don't want to walk behind deardear, cause deardear spoil the fun... As he had took photos and stuff. Deardear asked me if I want to go in... Of course I want!! But then, I don't dare go in alone, and XZ won't be able to be there alone waiting for us anyway =.=

Just then, we saw the crazy clown chasing another visitor around a pillar... And then, XZ start crying again... While I'm trying to calm him down *once again~* another staff, who is dressed in red and holding a beheaded head, walked toward us. I didn't know, well, not until XZ start shouting and crying: "DON'T COME OVER!! DON'T COME OVER!! DON'T COME OVER!!!" He was really trying to hide behind me, to get away from that staff. The staff only stood there in a distance, didn't even walk any closer, just keep looking at him only. End up Deardear tell the staff to leave XZ alone, that staff still continue to look at XZ before moving off =.= And at that point of time, another staff (wearing the normal Night Safari official polo tee) about to walk over. I was laughing so hard about him that I laugh till I cried again... And deardear thought that I crying =.="

Decided to leave as XZ is sooo frighten... He just keep on holding either deardear or my hand... And keep steering us away to the side if he see that got dressed-up staff in front =.= But lucky deardear there, at least I'm able to take a photo with Tin-Man... I wanted to take a photo with Cinderella as well!! *pouts*



Walk all the way out to photo taking corner, where Dracula and Pinocchio is, as well as the Ben&Jerry Flavour graveyard is located. I'm find the Flavour Graveyard pretty interesting, even though it's very simple. Just a few tombstone that's all.

Took quite a lot of photos with Pinocchio!! Both me and XZ ^^ Pinocchio is the ONE and ONLY dressed up staff that he wasn't afraid of =.=" Ok la~ At least he was the one who told me that he want to take photo with Pinocchio and even imitate Pinocchio's actions. Kawaii~ ^^

Had lots of fun, even though all I did was sit in the Halloween Tram Ride. Our journey in Night Safari only started after 9pm, and lasted till slightly after 11pm... Though it's just barely two hours, in which we spent most of it queuing up for the ride... I enjoy it totally ^^ Especially the last part of the tram ride ^^


Having to go two years in a row, with Deardear... I guess, it's more than enough... Time to experience Halloween at other places as well...

Will be going for Sentosa's Halloween on 24th Oct... And Escape Theme Park's Halloween on 31st OCt... Can't wait for those two days to be here ^^

Mini Funfair

Help Mom with her school mini funfair ytd... Thanks Fel for helpin out as well!!

wake up early in e mornin @ 5+am!!!! and seriously, I can't rmb wen was e last time I woke up so early in e mornin...

Went down to sembawang and bot breakfast 1st, before going to the center. Take e necessary stuff then report to another center. Bot e needed stuff for the funfair and report to e venue of funfair...

Was appointed by mom to b e videoman durin e settin up... so i just walk ard and take vid... And ended up not fetchin Fel frm e mrt station...

zZz... didn't noe dad was helpin out as well =.= make me lost 3hr of slp T.T


Anyway... was suppose to help out for craft session... aft tt i go look look see see~ ended up sellin e coupon... den aft tt was called to help out for 1 of e game station as there too many ppl!!

Can't believe it's only a 4hrs event... Feel as if I had spent the whole day there...

Cleared up at 1pm... Count the sale of coupons before reportin back to the center...

Lunch was kfc and pizza hut~~ Chit chat wid mom's colleagues...




Somehow, it's only today that I realise how well the staffs know me. Like what I told Fel, quite a few of them see me grow up bah... But still, really surprise by what I realise. Was surprise enough when the cook called me by my family pet name... Was even more surprise when she asked me if I'm still working at guardian!


Totally enjoyed myself today. Though I'm totally shag to the point that I just knock out @ 6+pm and slept til 8+pm... Had a chat with Deardear to cfm plan for ltr of e nite, and I ended up fallin back to slp, cause deardear havin to come up my hse, instead of meetin downstair and go straight for a super late dinner for both of us...

Startin to really ponder, if I should really take up Early Childhood aft I gt my FS dip... I know that I like working with people, especially with kids... And given the past few times that I had help mom out for her sch stuff for this year... It just drew me more n more toward Early Childhood, esp so wen mom urge me to join Early Childhood...

Shall think carefully about this option. All I know now is that, this is my 1st choice upon graduation.

End of holiday T.T

Last week of holiday. Seriously... I'm dreading school reopen!! In less than a week it will be :(

Let's look back on what I did for last week... As well as let's look @ what will be happening for this week.

5th (Mon) : Card making session with Fel... Then celebrating 1yr anniversary with Deardear @ night
6th (Tues) : Work 5pm-1030pm
7th (Wed) : Went Sim Lim, then Douby Ghaut with Deardear... SA committee meeting at night
8th (Thurs) :Driving practical in e late morning... Then work @ 5pm-1030pm
9th (Fri) : Sushi buffet wid Fel... Then Sentosa for exploration trip wid Fel & Da
10th (Sat) : Out with deardear... Went Auto Fair in the noon...
11th (Sun) : Working 10am-4pm... Interview shooting @ night

12th (Mon) : Working frm 5pm-1030pm
13th (Tues) : Out wid Deardear
14th (Wed) : Working frm 10am-1030pm
15th (Thurs) : Driving practical @ late afternoon
16th (Fri) : Helping out @ Mom's school carnival
17th (Sat) : SA yr 3 meeting in the morning... Xavier's bday party @ night...
18th (Sun) : Nothing on

Guess this week of mine will be way more relaxin compared to e previous 5 weeks? *shrug* Will kinda dread Wed since I'm on full shift *pouts*

Haix... Not meetin deardear much tis week as he workin aftnn shift :( meetin onli for a day? haix~

Can't w8 for thurs to clear another of my pract sub... I wanna get my license!!!!!

Just kinda realise tt I been meeting Fel for practically every week?! gosh! *no offense gal~~~* But she's a gd company... seriously... As long as she dun get on my nerves =.= *which is pretty often =.="

Hopefully... tis week can start on clearin up my rm once n for all @.@ n oso some stuff tt i been delayin since a few holiday ago @.@

I WANT THIS WEEK TO PASS SLOWLY!!!!!!!!!!

1st Anniversary

365 days
52 weeks
12 months

Before I knew it, it's been a year since I'm attached.

Just that I still kinda find it hard to believe, that one year had just past like that. Counting down to 5th of each month for the past one year. And now, this is the 12th times that I had counted down to.

The journey isn't totally smooth, but I guess, with those hurdles and problems, it is how we understand each other better.

I guess, I'm just one lucky girl to have a boyfriend like him. Despite times and again I had pissed him off, he is always the one who give in, though I may be the one at fault. Tolerate my behaviour, attitude and mood swing. Worry about my safety and well-being.

I know that what I have done at times would have turn anyone off and end the relationship. But he didn't. And because of the things that had happen, I know my importance to him.

He may not be the one who understand me well, but at least I know, he is always the one trying to put a smile on my face. Being the one who can cheer me up when I'm unhappy. Being the one who still can make me laugh when I'm angry. Being the one who warm my heart every now and then.

He may not be the best boyfriend. But I still love him.

I'm glad that I have him for the past one year. And I hope it will stay that way.



Deardear,
Happy 1 year anniversary ^^

"Loving someone is loving that someone
despite that person's flaws and weakness."

School Holiday

Almost 2 weeks gng to pass since e last time I post what I'm gng to do durin my holiday...

Busy but fulfillin for these 2 weeks... And it's finally mine to spend since end of exam~ afterall... I did enjoy e freedom frm sch after the exams... but that Saturday and the whole week after that was totally occupied by CCA production (as well as work actuall)!!! Therefore~ i'm ultra glad for these 2 weeks ^^

Anyway... this is what had/gng to happen durin these 2 weeks...

14th (Mon): Craft shoppin with Btp... Then movie with Fel @ Causeway point...
15th (Tues): Deardear came over before his movie... Then I went for my one and only Auto Vehicle pract lesson...
16th (Wed): Had two driving lessons
17th (Thurs): Chip's & Dale's Exploration Trip part 1!!
18th (Fri): Had two driving lessons... Then work from 6 til closing
19th (Sat): Working 4 til closing
20th (Sun): Sleep in til aftnn~ hehe... den Film & Video class at night

21st (Mon): Meet with Deardear... Dinner with family @ Waraku... Den walk ard wid Deardear @ suntec...
22nd (Tues): Had two driving lessons and cleared my Stage 3!! then workin from 6 til closing...
23th (Wed): Spend e whole day catchin e rest of my drama... Dinner wid mom n bro @ KFC...
24th (Thurs): Cleared my wardrobe (FINALLY!) then off to work from 4 til closing...
25th (Fri): Craftin wid Fel... Then ice cream buffet wid Da, Edith n Fel @ Ion Swensen...
26th (Sat): TGSTH 10K Hunt @ vivo in e mornin wid Fel... HongJie's 21st bday celebration @ nite...
27th (Sun): Food Chase wid Fel @ DTE @ 2pm... Mid Autumn Festival @ Buddist Society



tt's wad happen... onli 1 day tt is totally free~ anyway... below is schedule for the next week~

28th (Mon): Working frm 5 til closing
29th (Tues): Dinner & Pitstop with Pitstompers
30th (Wed): Workin frm 4 til closin
1st (Thurs): Meetin up wid DearDear
2nd (Fri): Currently nth on~
3rd (Sat): Wrokin frm 6 til closin
4th (Sun): Workin frm 10 til 5... Film & Video class @ night



hopefully... can pack my rm on mon n fri~ totally messy~~ so proud of myself for clearin up my wardrobe 2day... hehe... super duper neat now ^^


hopefully, tml ltr craft session is rewardin... in e sense tt I'm able to sell my cards off @ my blogshop... gng to discuss blogshop stuff wid Fel as well...

3 weeks of holiday gone... which mean 3 more weeks to enjoy only!!!!! I don't want sch to reopen so soon :(

Australia Study Trip Day 1

Ok~ i'm finally here to update abt my Australia Study Trip durin e June holiday~

13th June 2009:
Spent e day wid deardear... den he came over to help me wid packin (n not forgettin his naggin while packin -.-)... Had dinner wid family n deardear @ T3 Swensen... Meet e peeps near e aisle for our check in... took grp photos b4 gng in e gate~

sweet of btp to come down just to send me off~

ok~ I admit i cried k -.- cuz I miss my family n deardear n btp lor~ n cuz touched tt dey send me off la~~ bt seriously oso cuz I laugh til I cried by those jokes (n concern) frm family n deardear...

More camwhoring while w8in to board e plane... every1 is so excited~ haha... n woohoo~ clique's 1st oversea trip tgt!!!


Unfortunately, I was seated along in e plane... cuz gt 11 of us... den Mr Richard seated elsewhere cuz his return date is diff... den e rest are seated in a row (behind me)... But den... I'm kinda glad abt e seatin cuz I GOT WINDOW SEAT!!!

haf to thank Nicholas... cuz e couple sharin tt aisle wid me took my window seat actually... den he help me tell dem tt it's my seat (i paiseh~ dun dare to ask)... n dey just move out for me to move into tt window seat...

14th June 2009:
Fall aslp not long aft e plane lift off n left SG (not like it need a long to get out of SG anyway -.- practically aft lift off oredi out of SG liao =.=) missed my supper :( bt den... I woke up just in time to catch e SUNRISE!! my 1st sunrise ^^ n to tink it's on e plane~ how cool can tt can?
Touch down @ Sydney Airport n meet our friendly guide cum driver, Mr Jaka...

Camwhore wid Sock, who is my room-mate for e trip, while on our way to e 1st stop of our trip...

Sydney Fish Market!! Took a grp photo b4 we explore e area... Lunch was on our own... didn't eat cuz I was still full frm e plane meal... Lots of seafood dere (like duh!) n saw lots of diff species of prawn n lobster! clique tried on abalone n salmon sashimi... as well as e fish n chip...
n we saw this ultra big size doggie dere!!! look at the vast diff!

As it's a Sunday... it was a free n easy day for us... Mr Richard that ask his friend to bring us around Sydney... Check out a lot of e shoppin center dere... Totally love buildin dere...tis is taken inside Queen Victoria...
I love tis clock~~ e ship is actually e second hand... den u can c e time n date n day on e clock~


went to woolworth to get some snack... bot some instant soup, just in case get hungry @ nite... yummilicious chocolates n sweet n snacks~ lots of flavour tt's not available in SG!


Had dinner at Chinatown, which is located directly behind our hotel ^^... then Mr Richard bot us to Sydney Opera House for their Arts Fest... Lighting on Sydney Opera House, as well as other buildin ard it...

Had icecream while we're dere... yummy~~ enjoyin e ice cream in e coolin weather of Australia, Sydney... ooh~ n e coolest thing abt tt icecream stall? it has fudge n caramel as toppin, in dispenser, outside e icecream showcase... so u can just put e toppin urself!
Back to hotel and prepare e bday surprise for SP... haha... prank her by pressin her rm bell den every just hide near my rm... cuz SP's rm is e furthest in e corridor... Mission accomplish... She totally taken by surprise ^^


And basically... This end the 1st day of the trip ^^

Glad that I was able to get internet access n chat wid family, deardear n friends ^^ super duper miss dem~

Pre-flight/on-flight/Post-flight photos here
Day 1 photos here!!

Treat frm Deardear?

Deardear never fail to brighten my day up... And even more so wid his up-comin 'project' ^^


I just hope tt both of us can really fork out e time next yr or 2011 for tt 'project'... Hopin tt my attachment/fyp or even future work will NOT get in e way *cross finger*

But another thing is that will parents allow? *shrug*



Thought deardear was joking about it when he mention to me... But after readin it from his blog, I realise how serious he was about it...


Thanks deardear ^^





p.s. if anyone thinking that the wedding bells are ringing... all I can say is tt you're thinking way too much =.=" n seriously... i oredi can name some peeps who will be thinking that when reading this entry...

p.p.s i'm still smilin away just by thinkin back on what deardear say to me, verbally and in msn (i cfm wid him aft readin his blog)... esp our msn conv ^^ deardear super duper sweet~~~

To-do-list

It's time agn for to-do-list for holiday... hopefully can really really get everything done... yea~

1. Cleared up my room (tink popo will b happier when i do clear up =.=)
2. Sort out my wardrobe... (it gt messy agn!!! *pouts*)
3. Make the class video... (ppl send me pic!!!)
4. Update blog abt my aust study trip
5. Work more!!! (i need e $$ badly!!!!)
6. Complete my 1st video-makin biz~
   
7. More craft, esp cards ^^ (wanna work on e technique i learn frm e vid ^^)
8. Complete my 2,000 piece Winnie The Pooh jigsaw
9. Food Chase
10. Cleared up my drivin pract (hopefully can do TP by oct ^^)
11. Meetup wid Deardear on his off
12. Meetup wid Da for our exploration~ (can't w8!!!)
13. Night cycle!!! (i think this will be not done afterall the lor...T.T)
14. Set up blogshop to sell my prize catches from arcade (a new income for myself... n mom n popo will b so glad finally i'm gettin rid of my plushies -.-)
    

Think that's all for now. I know that's a lot more to go... But can't think of any for now...


Anyway... 2 days passed since end of last paper... have been out practically since tt day...

Wed: Hang out wid bestie... like finally?! e last time all 4 of us went out was Jan? yep... ultra long... spend a long day @ bugis... den edith, da n me walk all e way to city hall den take train frm dere...

Thurs: was home practically e whole day... deardear came over aft his movie... den had dinner tgt...

Fri: went bak for GG... den fetch noelle frm sch... den to grandma place... pretty long since i last drop by *oops*

Sat: bak to NYP for SA meetin as well as photoshoot... den meetin deardear for movie and dinner~ celebratin out monthversary ^^

Sun: no plan yet... bt i tink gt tt filmin lesson @ nite... zZz...

Mon: Workin 12-5pm... den drivin @ 5.55pm

Tues - Thurs: Production rehearsal... 12-10pm

Fri: Work 12-10pm

Sat: MFGG COH in e mornin... den production in e afternn... n out wid deardear @ nite

Sun: Work 10-4 pm

HOLIDAY HERE I COME!!! ^^