Importance

I seriously wonder, what is my importance in you...
Do you know, that I want to MIA because of you?


Perhaps...
It has been me who is needing you,
Not you needing me...


Do you know,
That I told myself to be emotionally independent...
Because of you?

Have you realise
That each time you want to rant
That you need someone
I'm there for you
Despite how late it may be?
Waking up to your calls late at night...


Do you know how much I needed you today?
Yet, with just a 'not today' reply from you...
I tried to keep the disappointment in me...
Because you're unwell
You need your rest...


Perhaps,
Time alone is needed for now...
Perhaps,
We have to stay out of each other way for the time being...