Saturday, January 23, 2010

Sick

Backache
Headache
Sore throat
Eye hurting

I seriously wonder what is wrong with my immune system. Giving me so much problem this semester.

Had took 3 mc for just this semester alone, I don't wish to take anymore mc. Because I can't afford to do so.

Sick for more than a week. And it just get worse over time, not better!


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Movie: The Spy Next Door

Watch The Spy Next Door with deardear @ The Grand Cathay

Totally love e movie~ kawaii!

Worth watchin ^^ had lots of laugh while watchin it ^^


Quote frm movie:
Family is not about the blood-ties, but it's about the people you love, and the people who love you.

License

Finally got my driving license ^^ had to go down to post office to get it though (thanks to my bro for tellin e postman i'm not @ home on sat -.-)



Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Body World

Visited Body World wid deardear last saturday... Been wanting to go since the exhibition start, and finally we visited.

Both of us had visited the previous exhibition, thus rather hype to go the current one. We keep talkin abt the previous exhibition, about which one interested us most and stuff...

Somehow, this year exhibition doesn't seem to amaze us like how the previous did. Perhaps, it's because we been to the previous, unlike last time, it was the first time we saw those kind of exhibition.

Somehow, it look rather fake? *shrug* But still rather interesting as there is more animals in this exhibition. And quite a lot of information about reproduction and stuff as this exhibition theme is about life cycle.


Worth going if you haven been there yet. S$23 for both body world and science centre admittance. If you're PAssion card member, it's onli S$17!!

Monday, January 04, 2010

1st week

It's the 4th day of Jan '10... And it seem, 2010 may turn out better than 2009...

Since I got my license on the last day of 2009, I had drove the car twice. Bad on the 1st time, improve on the 2nd... Mom even compliment and say that my parkin is better than my dad ^^ hehe~ Triangle plates up... countin down to the day those two will be removed... 361 days more!!

1st day back in sch... Though I'm still in denial that sch have already start... Only two hours of lecture today as there were no pract lesson. Ended up, cls ended within an hour. So now waiting for Da for a meetup~

Got a surprise just now when Ms Sze wanted to see me... Though what happen and I have to meet her... Attendance? can't be, as that will be meetin TT, not Ms Sze... Her module common test result? can't be bah, since only meetin me and another person... PanYu 2 weeks attachment programme? Unlikely ain't it, since there are so many juniors who applied for it as well, and also the fact that my result are lousy... Just can't seem to conjure some reason up...

Meet her @ 1315 @ her office... Ended up, I was kinda right. It was for PanYu attachment. Just that, it's not just 2 week, but 1 month... Me and another gal... Both workin on different fyp but have to move around together as we are the only FS students and also that we're the only one there for 1 month and that both of us are gals...

1 month... This will be the first time that I'll be out of Singapore for so long... And it's also the longest that I'll be out of Singapore... Thought going round and round in my head...

Anyway, for yogurt place... Pay increased to S$5.20 per hour... I thought will only raise this month... But yesterday was told by Jerry that pay raise started frm 1st Dec... I was surprise when I hear that... Cool~ now I got more $$~ haha... Bad news is that I have to cover YenLing frm 11th-14th jan as she's oversea... Never mind~ then I gt more $$... Just a bit sian that that day on New Year Day I work 12hours... Though will get 1.5X for pay... end up only additional S$2 per hr... Lose around S$7+ cause of the difference between 1.5X and S$2 sia!!!! gosh~

Talkin abt pay and Panyu... I wonder if I can get 1 month off frm Yogurt Place... If I can't, it's rather pointless to cont' workin aft april isn't it? Since my pay will drop back to the S$4.50 pay... Shrug... need to talk to YenLing/Jerry about it...

seem to be a good start for now... though dere was lil mishap n stuff... @.@

Sch reopen

School going to start in just a few more hours... Dreading this week a lot...

Deadline of 3 assignments... 2 e-journal reviews and 1 video project... I'm so not lookin forward to going back to school! before long will be end of semester with all e horrifying examinations!!! AHHHH~~~ psst~ can we just fast forward to after tt please *look with big innocent puppy eyes*

Truly back into it this time round... Full focus? *shrug* All I know for now is that I'm dng my best to commit as much I can... To offer as much as I could... How things will turn out ultimately, only time can tell... How others going to see me isn't as important as how I truly feel in me...



The first thing that had came to my mind prior to this post was: What had I gotten myself into?!?!

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Movie: Bodyguards and Assassins

Watch Bodyguards and Assassins with deardear @ GVBishan just now...

Pretty lost abt e movie... is it true story? hmm~

Didn't expect any laughter actually... and at the start, I was kinda regretting watchin the show somehow? Feel like watchin a documentary... But, as I cont' to watch, change of mind ^^

Touching... and yea~ I cried -.-


It left me thinking... how much sacrifices is actually needed? Perhaps, it may be good in a long time, but bloodshed and losing of love ones/lives... Is it really worth it? It was done to protect a man who they don't even know personally, which actually is for the future of e country...

Sometimes, it's not really about what is right or wrong. But how much it's worth? *shrug*

p.s. I have no idea what i'm writin actually... tt's how confusin e movie left me...

Friday, January 01, 2010

In 2009

In 2009...

...I watch 45 movies,which including 2 marathons.

1st marathon was with BTP, watching 3 Pixel movies @ cineleisure... 2nd movie maranthon was wid Da, watching Twilight and New Moon @ vivocity... Totally love it ^^ The rest? Practically all wid Deardear... From animation to action to horror... Average ard 1 movie each week! GOSH!! Thanks to the GV movie card that leemei help me get, the Cathay gift card that XiaoYi give me as well as being a study... manage to save quite a lot on movie... n also that sometime, deardear sponsor me for the movies~

Oh, and not forgettin that it's the 1st time I watch an after-midnight movie, on Boxing day with Deardear


...I went for 2 oversea trips during the winter season.

1st trip was to Sydney, Australia as a study trip with my clique and Mr Khaw... Totally love the weather there. And not forgettin that it was the 1st time going oversea without my family...

2nd trip was to Korea with family... Didn't enjoy as much I had for Australia... But pretty much enjoy it... Tried out skiing, making own kimchi, wearing the traditional korea costume... And not forgettin caught tt little snowflake~


...I signed up for 5 membership
1st: Jigsaw Puzzle world membership, with S$250 purchase I tink. Got hook to jigsaw puzzle in Jan... And had been buying jigsaw almost monthly... Except for aug to oct period? Had tried out different jigsaws. My favourite? The panorama as well as those miniature jigsaw... Not forgetting that I compeleted 2 set of 1000 pieces jigsaw... ^^ But yet to complete that 2000 piece winnie and friend jigsaw (wonder when I gng to complete that??)

2nd: Action City membership in Jan, with S$50 purchase... Had sign up when I bought my jelly-lens... But didn't really use that card cuz hardly go Action City to buy anything.

3rd: Made with Love membership in July, with min of S$5 purchase... That was when I get very very into cards making and stamping. Started to invest in stamping as well as crafting material. Actually, this is more of a loyalty card then membership...

4th: Junior De Artist membership in Aug, I think? Had sign up cause of the great promotion offered to the members. And boy am I glad to sign up for this, even though this is the most expensive membership that I had sign up... S$120!!! But brcause of the membership, I had save $500+ in the purcahse that I made in the following month. And not forgettin that the goodie bag is totally worth it ^^

5th: Popular student membership card in Dec. Mom help me sign up for this as she feel that I need it pretty often. And having two cards at home will be more convenient since me and my sister keep kopin the card and forget to put it back.


...I got my license!

Sign up in late Feb... Cleared by BTT on the 1st try, FTT on the 2nd try and finally TP on the 1st try (nope not 3rd try -.-)... 1st lesson was on the last week of May, taught by Paul... And the next lesson was all the way in July... One reason cause there isn't much slot left in June and that I went oversea as well...

It was fun learnin to drive, even though manual can be a lil bit more troublesome, as need to control the clutch. But somehow, I prefer the manual one more... Perhaps it's because I'm use to drivin that? *cross finger that I get to drive durin CNY)

Got my license on the last day of 2009. What a good way to end 2009 ^^


...I had non-family member sleeping over

Fel was the 1st non-family to sleepover at my hse. Original plan was stayin over at her camp... but due to circumstances, ended up at my hse...

Deardear being the 2nd to stayover... Had went for an after-midnight movie @ amkhub... Ended at 4am, and deardear don't want to waste money on cab... And see-ing that I'm very tired, he pei me home and keep coaxin me to go rest... Ended up I fall aslp next to him, while he's usin the com in my livin rm...


... I had a sleepover at a frien house

Sleepover at fel hse... which, prior to that, she came all the way to amk to look for me at work and take the train with me to her hse... Her maid cook a super duper nice dinner!


... I had lots of emotion sea-sawing

Emotions really on a sea-saw this year... Ups and Downs... Not that a lot of stuff happen physically around me, more like mentally, emotionally and psychogically...

Break down in April had impact me so badly that I nearly did something that I'll regret. But thanks to those around me, who been offering a hand to me each and everytime, I woke up, I stood back up.

Too much going on inside me, that lead to many little meltdowns and another breakdown. In a way, I'm glad for this happening, for it had enable me to see, who are the ones who are really there for me, concern about me. Those who had been there for me, thanks for the listening ear, the shoulder to cry on, the lending hands and most importantly, the time and effort.


... I had lost some, gain some

Lost some friendships
Gain some friendships.
Lost some naiveness
Gain some experience.
Gain some new skills

In a way, 2009 had been an eye-opening year for me. A year that I had accept quite a few stuff, which I had realise of previously, but just won't accept. It's a way that I see certain stuff clearer and better. It's a year that I start to make changes around me.

Friendships, cca, work... Each had a lesson, a trial, an obstacle... providin me a chance to learn, to gain experience, to grow. And it also became chance that cause me to change.



Overall, 2009 had been really eventful. It had been both a great and a bad year for me. But I know, things happened for a reason. I may not know why it happen, but in due time, I'll find out. Like how certain stuff in the past had lead to what I may have gone through or will be going through this year.

All I hope is that, 2010 will be a better year.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Lookback at 2009

2009-a look back.

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Went to Australia & Korea ~
Watch after-midnight movie ~
Spend the whole night with deardear ^^
Book and organise chalet~
Learn drivin and gt my license!
Having non-family member staying overnight
Overnight at friends' house
Sign up a lot of membership
Start a blogshop
Went for filming cls
Went oversea w/o family

2. Did you keep your New Year’s resolutions,and will you make more for next year?
LoL... I didn't even have any in the first place!
Hmmm... see 1st... most prob not :p


3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yea...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope :)

5. What countries did you visit?
Australia & Korea...

6. What would you like in 2010 that you lack in 2009?
The stuff on my wishlist? hehe~

7. What dates from 2009 will etched upon your memory,and why?
25th Dec: 1st after-midnight movie

8. What was your biggest achievement this year?
Gettin my license! woohoo~~

9. What was your biggest failure?
Quite a few friendship prob... n study as usual~

10. Did you suffer from any illness or injury?
On and off... Feel like gng to fall sick bt didn't? Did visit e doc once thou

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Jigsaws - sooooo many diff style, diff pattern
Crafting tools and material - let e creativity juice flow ^^

12. Where did most of your money go to?
Jigsaw, craft, car lesson

13. What did you get really,really,really excited about?
1st anniversary...
Can't really rmb others...

14. What songs will always remind you of 2008?
Gekkou & Happy Birthday by B'z


15. Compare to this time last year,are you:
a) Happier or Sadder? Happier
b) Thinner or Fatter? Erm... shrug
c) Richer or Poorer? Poorer @.@ somehow, I'm not earnin as much as I had wen I was in Guardian. And also my jigsaw and craft addiction as well as e car lesson fee totally eat my bank out...

16. What do you wish you’d done more of?
More focus in study... spendin more time wid love ones... earn more $$ (look @ bank acc)

17. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Broodin in certain stuff?

18. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Of cuz~

19. What was your favourite TV program?
i can't even rmb what I did watch tis yr... But if wanna choose favourite... will b 'Qi Er Pa Pa' cuz GG in it ^^

20. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Nope...

21. What did you want and get?
I finally got a new mp3
I finally got my car license
I finally got more crafting stuff

22. What did you want and not get?
*point to wish list* nah~ those are the stuff I want but yet to get... any kind soul? @.@

22. What did you do on your birthday,and how old were you?
Wendy came over... Then deardear came aft work... Watch movie with deardear b4 he send me home...
I'm 19... e last time my age will start wid a '1'

23. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Gt my car license!

24. What kept you sane?
Family, bf, da & fel (though sometime she can b e 1 drivin me insane)

25. Who did you miss?
How about every1? hehe

26. Who was the best new person you met?
Fel!

27. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Sometimes, things ain't what it really is. Give some time, and you'll see the true colours.

28. Quote a song lyric that sum up your year:
can't recall any song to really sum up my yr..

Driving TP

Woohoo~~~~ PASS PASS PASS PASS PASS!!!!!!!

Passed my TP wid 12 points ^^ yay!!!


will get my license 1 month ltr... wish fulfilled ^^ pass within tis yr~ wee..

Shawn ah dior even sms me tis wen he knew i pass:
Welcome to the Driving world~



p.s. dad gng to let me drive to aunty's ltr for e countdown part ^^

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Movie: Sherlock Homles

Caught Sherlock Holmes with deardear @ The Grand Cathay just now...

enjoy e movie wid quite a lot of laughters here n dere...

the onli thing tt puzzle me is that... how come it seem tt sherlock holmes is like nth much without watson? it's like watson e one hu can c those stuff 1st n oso alway e 1 hu get holmes gt of tight spot/dangers everytime??

the dog is super cute though...haha... used as experiment :P to quote e nanny: 'the dog die AGAIN!' hahah~

not bad a movie...


p.s. still yet to figure out some part though.. hmm~

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Movie: Avatar

Caught Avatar wid Deardear @ Amkhub... caught it aft touching down... My 1st after midnight movie!!! It's at 1am! *yea~ u can guess how tired i was... *

super duper amazing movie! so great tt I wanna watch 2nd time! and in 3D... *too bad i'm workin on New Year Day -.- family watchin 3D @ SDC T.T*

love the storyline.. Despite that I'm super tired... I still manage to keep awake throughout the whole movie~ fit for both gender... Action, romance, mystery, blah blah~

Deardear plan to watch it the 2nd time. and in 3D!!! bt not cfm though :(

Friday, December 18, 2009

End of Common Test

Finally e end of common test n e holidays are here...

Though still lots of assignments to clear up...

2 weeks to enjoy... But many many stuff to do~~~

Collaboration invitation cards. Journal review. Confirmation with teachers. AHHH~~~~

But there's fun time too~ can't wait for the parties on 26th and 31th dec... as well as the pitstop outing on 29th~


Holiday HERE I COME!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Movie: Planet 51

Finally caught Planet 51 wid Deardear 2day @ AMKhub...

it a really great movie tt is worth watchin!! I'm sooo amuse by e part tt chuck actually like hoppin wen he plant e flag.. n even hummin e victory song while dng tt... haha...

totally love rover!!! kawaii!!!! he's sooo smart la~ n e scene tt it's rainin... it's soo amusing! haha...


Sometime, what we truly are afraid of, isn't what's threatening us, but it's the unknown. Not knowing about something, not knowing what's going to happen, put us in fear. Little did we know that perhaps, this unknown is nothing to be fear about. It may be our friend, it may be the moment that changes our life, it may be a knowledge waiting for us to comprehend.

Sometime, we thought we know. But what exactly do we knew? Chuck had thought that the planet is uninhabited, because that's all the photo that they received from rover. Lem thought he know about the universal, but he barely know much about it. The SGT thought he know what the 'alien' want, but truth is, he isn't anywhere close to it.

really ought to catch this movie. Rather light-hearted with lots of laughters...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

StageArts - TMT

Two years. That's the duration for my journey in SA-TMT.

In Jan '08, I stepped onto this journey.
On 18.12.08, I was being recognize and given a responsibility of assisting in running the department
On 11.12.09, it came to an end.

A short, but eventful two years.

The friendships that I had made because of SA in these two years
The ups and down that I had gone through during the events
The knowledge that I had learned over the events

The laughter
The joy
The disagreements
The hurts

I could still remember how much I had dread it the first time when I had to work with the rest of the department. Having to just join TMT for just couples of months, I still feel like a stranger in SA. I was the last to join SA, for my batch.

Having to be chosen to be in the committee for SA Night '08, had change my view. I enjoy working with the rest. And that was the time that I realise, I do get notice. Notice for my existence in the cca by someone in the committee. It's something that I had not felt from GG. That made me feel really good about myself, as it felt that I was being appreciated, being recognised for my effort.

Then, camp came along. Bonding between departments as well as all levels in SA. It had been fun, interacting with everyone. Not forgetting those games that we had.

Production, the majaor event throughout my SA-TMT life. I was choosen to be the ASM. But due to certain circumstances, I ended up being the SM. Indeed, it was a once-in-a-lifetime chance. It was my first, as well as my last. Unforgetable memories from production, a whole different feel when you work behind the curtain and in the control room. Through production, it brought me even closer with the rest of SA. Hanging out with some of them after the production at S11 for supper had gave me even more chances to know my fellow StageARTers better.

Halloween was a blast. Was unable to attend it originally as I had to oversee another TMT event. But had swop duty on that day. And boy, am I glad about it.

I could still recall about the committee interview. I know completely nothing about what's going to happen. I didn't even know that I was going for an interview. Not until the rest tease me about the TMT positions.

To be truthful, I had my eyes set on being the Head of TMT. And that was why I had join SA-TMT, when Amin first introduce me to SA. But as time goes by while I was in SA-TMT, my mindset change, especially when the next batch came in. I see someone as a better candidate than I was. I was no longer eyeing the Head of TMT, because I feel that the better candidate deserve it better than me.

But nonetheless, I was disappointed to know that I got the Assistant Head of TMT. In a way, I feel that I was given false hope of I getting the Head of TMT. But looking back now, I realise, signs been showing pretty early, given how the other person was chosen for the task, be it for camp or the production. I'm just second person-in-line.


I accept my position, despite the fact that I didn't want to accept that person as my Head. Biasness because I didn't manage to get the position and she landed on it? Perhaps. And to think, I had mention in the interview, how much I feel that she can't hold that role, that responsibility.

Then 2009 came. And my duty as TMT Assistant Head started as well. Clubcrawl, SA night, camps, production... All had became my responsibility as she's busy with her fyp and attachment.

I had voiced out, how displease I was. But due to miscommunication, nothing was done. The only that had change was, I no longer tolerate it quietly. And that was also the time that I realise, I wasn't the only one who doesn't like her.

Thinking back, I really wonder how many times I had to clear up the mess she left. Wonder if she really deserved her position?

SA night seem to be the start of the unhappiness. Realising how little she know about the way things work. Realising how little attention she's paying to TMT. Realising that the direction in which I hope to build TMT on, she don't even bother.

I grew tired. Tired of handling her responsibility. Tired of clearing up her mess. Tired of the unhappiness that was growing in me.

2009, I have to admit, was a pretty unhappiness time I had in SA. True that I enjoyed myself during events, etc. However, the reponsibility and duty were making me wary, making me really tired to even carry on.

In a way, I was looking forward to stepping down. It will be the end of responsibility. And most of all, I'll no longer be under her and she will be out of my life.

Yet, I'm not ready to end this journey. Despite to how unhappy I was. I was looking forward to Alumni Night, yet dreading it at the same time.

But things have to come to an end. And it ended on 11.12.09



The places that I get to go because of SA. Blk E room, Sport hall, Dome, TFA, Auditorium. All these places held memories for me, especially TFA. I had hang around the backstage for two events, which happen to be a time that I had misunderstanding with deardear in 2008. That was also the place where me and Erny had experience something creepy. The camwhoring session during the first events. All these had became nothing but a memory.


SA... Even though my journey for it has ended. But still, I'm an alumni. I'll still be back for events, but this time round, as an audience.

Thank you SA, for those memories and friendship.












p.s. SA is so damn pro. 3 years since I step into NYP, never once that I wore a skirt. Yet, for the alumni night, I wore my blue, flowy, full-length skirt. My first and my last I believe.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Fetchin mom

great... My psp decided to die on me just when I pretty lack of entertain!!!

Bloggin frm hp (1st time tryin out sia!!! Thought can't blog frm hp all these while... Zzz) currently @ airport, waitin gor mom to be out... Can't seem to spot her anyway *look around*

Phew... Lucky airport gt wireless.. Haha... If nt cfm bored to death *nod nod* shall go surf net while waitin for mom... Too bad hp can't view e normal fb mode... If nt can play game.... Hehe

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Thots

Seems to have lots of stuff going through my mind currently. School, CCA, relationship, and whatever there is that I yet to be able to categorise into...

School:
Just had one quiz down... and 5 paper to go next week. Then it will be 2 weeks break. Projects and stuff... Glad that most lab pract are over and done with. So left with projects to settle.

Pretty vex over PDD product. Wish it can really just turn out the way it ought to be. Solutions were offered by others, perhaps ought to take it up? Couldn't help but ask myself, why did I even choose to do on snowskin mooncake when both me and my groupmate didn't try it before. And best thing is? mooncake isn't in the season now... zZz

Things are pretty manageable, but just confusing. Don't want to think so much into it le.


CCA:
in just a few days later, it marks the end of SA for me. 2 years. That's how long it been. Lots of stuff that happen which I half wish it didn't, especially for this 1 year. But still, I'm glad to be in this cca, for it have bring friendships to me. Experiences that I would never forget. Dreading, yet looking forward to it at the same time. *shrug*

as for the other cca. I really wish things are resolved and settled by ytd. I can't help but wonder, it is a wrong move all along? The decision to join, to stop for a period of time, to resume, to be a better leader. Or perhaps, all these shouldn't have been done? To leave it as how it is 2 years ago? It seems to be, if that was done, things will be less complicated now?

But like I always say, things happen for a reason and with each decision comes along with a mark that is left. A mark that is not removable, it may fade, but not gone. But, in a way, it feel as if those marks and decisions are huanting me, questioning me if this is indeed what I decided on, if I'm able to face up to the consequence of those decisions.

Thinking too much? Perhaps I am. Things can be rather simple. But they ain't, when things are interlope with other stuffs, like priorities, or even relationship.

It still boils down to how much I willing to sacrifice isn't it? But to sacrifice, you have to know the priority. All I know for myself is that, I'm a 1st-come-1st-book kinda person. I don't like cancel out on people or events. And that's the way I been doing things. However, it seems that to some, I'm not prioritizing my stuff well, that I'm not putting enough effort. If there are people doubting my skill, I'm ok with it, because there is still a lot more that I need to learn, to improvise on. Yet, commitment being questioned, that's one thing that I find it hard to accept.

Relationship:
Not that anything is screwed up or what. But just that there been too many bumps and hiccups this year. Some got back on course and moving along well, yet some had fall off the course and gone in a totally different direction. I hate it when I feel/have the impression that I'm being blame for the drifting etc in the relationship. It's a two way thing, it takes two hands to clap. I don't deny, I'm taking some for granted at times, that I seem to be can't be bother with it at times. It gets really weary at times, if it keep happening again and again, around the same issue. I learn about not holding too tightly, afterall, people comes and goes, even for the bestest friends.

Been thinking about quite some stuff, especially about future. And chat with my PDD mate had left me thinking. Both of us pretty much share the same mindset. Now, the thing is no about how we think, but rather, how much of it will be put in action? 100%? 50%? or perhaps 0%?




Lost in a way. Yet seems to be in 'control' in another.


Time is too short for regrets. Before you know it, dec will be over, 2009 will be over. On the last day of 2009, a reflection is indeed needed...

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Movie: Twilight Marathon

Caught Twilight Marathon wid Da @ Vivo... Watchin both Twilight and New Moon~



Totally totally totally love e marathon!!! Me and da was telling each other that if all 4 movies are out and they have a marathon along with it, we are the 1st to get the tix... Haha...


Caught the whole movie of Twilight. Had miss the starting when I caught it last year. Sweet Sweet Sweet~~~ ^^

Love New Moon!! haha... The starting is sooo sad!!!! Ok~ e only thing that I didn't really like about e movie is the ending... What kind of ending is that seh?!?! Die Die must watch 3rd movie liao

Oh... What I like about Twilight & New Moon is that they follow the story in the book... *coughnotlikeharrypottercough* Though there's parts where certain stuff ain't explain... Like what's e power of each of the vampires, etc...

Can't wait for the 3rd movie to be out... oh~ n I can't wait for the last harry potter to be out as well...

*imagine the possibility of having a harry potter marathon! woah~ tt will be like 14+hr o.O

Story: Train track

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track.

The train is coming, and you are just beside the track interchange. You can make the train change its course to the disused track and save most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could make........ ........

Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and sacrifice only one child. You might think the same way, I guess. Exactly, to save most of the children at the expense of only one child was rational decision most people would make, morally and emotionally..

But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact made the right decision to play at a safe place?

Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who chose to play where the danger was.

This kind of dilemma happens around us everyday. In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society, the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority, no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how
farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are. The child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined.

And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The great critic Leo Velski Julian who told the story said he would not try to change the course of the train because he believed that the kids playing on the operational track should have known very well that track was still in use, and that they should have run away if they heard the train's sirens..

If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because he never thought the train could come over to that track!

Moreover, that track was not in use probably because it was not safe. If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all passengers on board at stake! And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.

'Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular isn't always right.'

Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

December's here

2009... one last month left... 11 months have already gone...

Year 2009 have gone by way too fast. Just can't believe that it's already 1st December... Where had the previous 11 months gone to?!


Too much stuff happen, til the point that I find it hard to believe they had only happened this year... School, work, friendship, cca... Too many~

One last month to go, before 2009 comes to an end... Part of me can't wait to start a new year... While part of me just wish that time slows down...

Suddenly feeling so lost. Too much stuff going around in my head that I can't even be sure what those thoughts are.

Realise quite a few stuff this year... Shall slowly reflect on the last hour of the last day of 2009.

Just realise that it's the month for my TP. Really hoping that I can just get it on my first try.


Better get back to work. Haix~