A series of Unfortunate events?!

WHY MUST UNPLEASANT THINGS HAPPEN AT THE SAME TIME EVERYTIME!!! damn it!

i'm tired.
i'm really tired.
i really feel like giving up on everything that's on my mind now.


why is it that just when I thought things are going well.
reality want to prove me wrong?


i guess i had to be heartless.
afterall, it won't be fair to just let it be.
i just hope, this will be the last i have to experience this.


as for the other matter.
i seriously have no idea to continue or not.
i asked, i got the answer.
the thing is, what is my answer?



somehow
i just wish,
what happen on mon
just happen in the way that was expected
at least then
i won't be vexing over all these now.

Song: Can't Help Falling In Love With You

Can`t Help Falling In Love

(I just can't help falling in love with you)

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I say would it be a sin
(Be a sin)
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

[CHORUS]
Take my hand (take my hand)
Take my whole life too (life too)
For I can't help falling in love with you

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I, I can't, I can't help Falling in love (falling in love) With you (with
you)

Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

[CHORUS x2]

Like a river flows
That's the way it goes
I just can't help fallin' in love with you
(Fallin' in love with you)
Like a river flows (yea yea)
That's the way it goes(cause I can't)
Fallin' in love with you
Like a river flows (I just can't help myself)
That's the way it goes
I can't help falling in love with you
(I can't help falling in love with you) [x2]

Fallin'in love with you

Song: Heartbreak Lullaby

(Heartbreak Lullaby) x2
In the still of the night
I can almost feel you lying next to me
Like it used to be

And it's hard to let go
When there's always something there remiding me
How things could be

I've tried to get you off my mind
I've tried to play my part
But every time I close my eyes
You're still inside my heart

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Like the stars in the sky
You still keep on shining down your light on me
but out of reach

And I know that in time
You will come back to your senses, see the signs
And change your mind

I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you
I lose my self control

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby


Chorus version 2
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Give me just one good reason why
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Bday wishes Thanks

Thanks to Rina and the fellow KidzQuest volunteer who were present during the 30th May meetin for celebrating the bday of May and June babies ^^

Thanks to Mr Richard Khaw, Sushi Gang, Jerald and the three juniors for celebrating my bday on the last night (19th June) of our Sydney Study Trip at Pancake on The Rock cafe ^^ really memorable ^^

Thanks dad, mom, sis n bro for celebratin my bday @ home wid the chocolate mint cake on e actual day^^

Thanks everyone for the bday wishes ^^

phonecall: deardear ^^, mom, xiaoyi

sms: 2yi, wy, wendy, erny, bready, edith, isabelle, sock, da

skype: mh, jenson, puii

msn: btp, edith, miao, fasheng, stealth, andreas, felicia, isabelle

facebook: 3yi, wanfen, isaac, btp, mh, cally, khong jia yi, xue zhi, putri, saint, linda, lee mei, munyra, hui ni, pey lih, cindy soh, adelia, bready, eunice (FS), neil, yun rong, yulei, blur, shili, rasyidah, xin mun, ben chia, wanfen, sindhu, syafiq, hong jie, Ms Gan, yana

blog: deardear, miao, shipei, btp, mh, wy, 2yi, make_ends_meet,puii, shili, putri, vanessa, nicholas

friendster: isaac

face-to-face: xiaoyi, xavier, noelle, dad, mom, wy, xz

Movie: The Taking of Phelem 123

watch The Taking of Phelam123 @ amk hub wid deardear...


interestin storyline... bt dere's 1 thing tt i still dun understand... e thing abt e brube thingy... so did it happen or not?

anyway... how things are, each and every person haf deir own view... bad to some, may b gd to others...

often, we thot we knew how things may b... bt often than not, thing turn out differently, way differently than we expected...

Song: Gekkou

Gekkou - Bz

GEKKOU
Moonlight

Nemuri ni ochiteyuku sono yokogao
Musaboru youni mitsume
Mune no hibiki saterarenu youni
Aoku somaru heya wo nukedashita

Subete wo nusu mitai kasuka ni moreru iki made
Nano ni itsuka wa hanarete yuku to otoko wa sasayaiteru

Nani ka wo kitai suru koto de toki ni surechigau keredo
Mushin ni atae ai tsuzukeru koto wa
Yume no michibata ni saku hana no you da
Dare ni dekiru koto nano darou

Hitotsu no omoi dake wo tsuramekou to sureba suru hodo
Ai to wa hodo tooi chikara ni hageshiku yusaburareru

Nami no uneri no youna shoujiki na wagamama wo
Motto butsuketekure gomakashi wa shinai
Anata wo dakishime you

Togireta usui kumo ga me no mae wo mata yokogireba
Hisoka ni mo ooki na kesshin ga konya mo boyakete yuku

Yami no naka kara yawaraka ni tsuki wa terashi tsuzukeru
Sukoshi zutsu zure nagara mo tesaguri de yorisoi aruku kokoro wo

TRANSLATION

Your side profile while falling asleep
I'm watching with burning desire
The beating of the heart that seems to not understand
Coming out of the room dyed in blue light

I want to steal everything, right to the faint breathing that escape from you
Because someday we shall be parted, the man murmuring

While expecting something, we have passed by the time
But continuing to have this godsend innocent love
Is like a blooming flower on the sideway of a dream
It's not something that just anyone can do, right

Only one thought seems to be getting through
Love is the distant strength that is strongly swinging along

Just like the heaving motion of the waves, this selfish honesty
Please hit me more, there is no deception
I'm embracing you tightly

When fading broken clouds once again pass by my eyes
Tonight this secretive big decision has also become blurred

From the centre of darkness, the gentle moon keeps shining down
As there's a small gap, this fumbling heart is inching to lean closer

Song: Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Sora moyou nante ki ni mo naranai
Nani shiro kyou wa saikou ni hi sa

Negai wo komete sono hi wo fuki keshite goran yo
Atarashii hi ga mata hajimeru
Youi wa iikai

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday omedetou
Happy Birthday To You
(kyou wa saikou!)

Kono yo ni umare hade ni naita kara
tsukihi to tomo ni kimi wa suteki ni naru

Kanashimi ga aru nara issho ni fuki keshite miyou yo
Daijyoubu mou hitori jyanai
Youi wa iikai

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday arigatou
Aete yokatta yo

Rarara toki ga sugitemo
Rarara kyou wo wasurenai
Rarara toki ga sugitemo
Rarara zutto wasurenai

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday ometetou
Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday arigatou
Happy Birthday To You
(Kyou wa saikou)

TRANSLATION
I couldn't care less about the look of the sky
After all, today is an awesome day

Make a wish and go ahead and blow out the candles
A new day will begin again
Are you ready?

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday congratulations
Happy Birthday To You
(today is awesome!)

Born into this world; after you cry your eyes out
You become more amazing with each passing day

If you've got any sorrows, why don't you blow them out together (1)
It's all right, you're no longer alone
Are you ready?

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Thank you
I'm happy to have met you

Lalala even if the time goes by
Lalala I won't forget today
Lalala even if the time goes by
Lalala I won't ever forget

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday congratulations
Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Thank you
Happy Birthday To You
(today is awesome!)

Happy Birthday

deardear delicate tis song to me ^^

Bak in SG

Finally bak in SG!!!


Thanks for fetchin me @ e airport ^^ puii, jenson blur n jeff... though i noe it's bcuz of e donuts rather den bcuz of me -.-

BTP... thanks for fetchin me as well!! hope u like e present! actually dere's more to it... guess i gif it to u e next time we meet up? paiseh~ a lil bit not orientated @ airport sia~ @.@

Deardear, thanks for e dinner treat ^^ yummy!! hehe... sorry for havin to make u worry @.@

n of cuz dad, mom n bro~ hehe~ for fetchin my luggage home :P really lots of stuff, to e point i haf a hard time carry dem wen boardin e plane @.@



totally miss miss miss SG!! i'm like smilin to myself wen e plane touchdown la... haha... was rather worried abt havin to b quanrantine n stuff... *phew* lucky no need... haha..

guess i'm really adaptin to tunin in to e country timezone rather well? it's like freakin 2+am in SG n yet i'm still wide awake here -.- if i'm still in Aust, i'll oredi slept 2hr ago!!! *faint*

really miss e cool weather @ Aust... as i expected, e moment i step out of e plane n into changi airport, i oredi start to sweat... gosh~hopefully e weather dun get too hot? *cross fingers*

anyway, currently sortin and organisin my photos to upload into facebook... will upload here as well, aft i made in collage... lazy to upload e thousands of pic 1 by 1...



kk... guess i better go n zZz liao... shall leave my stuff layin ard for e nite 1st... tml den pack... no mood to pack rite now...


p.s. parents, esp mom, was shock by e num of plush toys i bot bak... hehe...

Last day @ Aust

Last day @ Aust le... currently alone in hotel... Guess e rest r enjoyin demselve @ Manly Beach~

choose not to join dem... 1) i wanna explore e area... 2) i wanna complete gettin e stuff on my shoppin list (presents for friends n family)... 3) feelin a lil unwell @.@


kinda glad tt i didn't join actually... cuz i completed my shoppin!! Woots!


was super amazed by myself by e stuff tt i bot, which oso includin how much i bot *nod nod* i shock myself... seriously... n not just tt... oso by e stuff i did... hehe...


currently left wid pathetically AUS$30+ -.-" glad i did bot some stuff for myself along e way... guess i spend too much @ e arcade @.@ oh ya... Aust oso haf those toys-catchin machines... n tt day nite while explorin wid frien... we went n play... n well~ u noe me... gt hook on it lor @.@ but i manage to caught i whole set of e stitch~~ woohoo!!

anyway... time for me to get gng... Cya wen i'm bak in SG ^^

flight detail:
Plane: SQ232
Terminal: 3
Time: 5-6pm



update:

caught more toys~

Another day @ Aust

Another day @ Aust ended...Another day closer to gng bak to SG

had a really early end to activities, thus sushi gang went out to explore by ourselves... i spent soo much 2nite!! cuz went to arcade @.@ caught 9 toys though!! hehe...

bot a bk as well... e 1st bk of e new series by stephenie meyer... hehe... hopefully SG gt bring in e series ^^

had a really fun nite ^^

Msn vid call wid family

a screenshot of my chat wid my family n relatives...
shld haf taken 1 earlier...
bt den onli rmb abt screenshot thingy wen gng to end e conv -.-

Just ended e vid call wid family n relatives... MISS THEM SO MUCH!!

sweet of 2yi to start tt vid call~ haha... havin so much laughter here @ my side... hehe... but kinda haf to laugh silently? cuz sock is slpin liao~

time check: 12+am @ my side... which is actually onli 10pm in SG...


wy ask if i'm had chat wid deardear so far aft i reach Aust... in fact, i been chattin wid him everynite since i reach... hehe...


really glad tt i bot my laptop along n manage to connect to e internet, thus enablin me to chat wid family n deardear... n oso for me to surf net... haha... *recall on how jerald show me usin my laptop to surf e net... e 1st thing tt he say is actually: "CIVILISATION!!" LOL!!*


Seriously... i can't w8 to go bak to SG... though i'm definitely not missin e weather in SG currently... i'm totally in love wid e cool weather in Sydney now!!



P.S. been havin icecream wid every1 for e past 3 nites before we end each day... yummy yummy ice cream~

Australia Study Trip

Sayin Hi frm Darling Harbour Holiday Inn, Sydney, Australia ^^ currently 5pm here in aust~ w8in for dinner...


weather is pretty ok here... really cooling... other den in e mornin or like haf strong wind, I didnt' wear my jacket... hehe... really nice~~ *go bak sg i jialat liao... gng to sweat like mad like tt time aft i came bak frm taiwan -.-*


hey da! a shoutout to u tt ur mission for me is TOO EASY!! haha... 1st day i oredi took lots of pic!! will show ya wen i'm bak!!

i can't believe it's onli day 2... totally energy drain somehow... TIRED!!



kinda lookin forward toward e day back to SG... missin my love one!!! lots n lots n lots... Lucky gt internet access... can blog n chat n stuff...


kinda glad tt i able to just tune to e Aust timezone easily... guess slpin on e plane help? i actually able to wake up @ 7 tis morn... which is 5am in SG!! hopefully i able to wake up for e 4+am de @.@


p.s. stuff here r ultra ex! zZz...

Movie: Drag me to hell

Watch Drag Me To Hell with deardear @ GVmax...

Ok~~ really horror... bt kinda like e end of story~~ too much element of surprise by e stupid loud loud noise...

deardear even jump out of his seat... *bt he blamin tt my reaction too big =.=" which in turn freaks him out*


nice storyline... really really interestin...



Recommended to watch!!



tis gng to b e last time i ever gng to do is to blog wen deardear is ard me!!! -.- he keep correctly my language ARGH!! n nag n nag n nag until i do his way -.-

Day out wid Da n Stomp peeps

Went out wid Da in the day and had fun wid stomp peeps @ pitstop in e nite...


went to haf lunch @ amk central, before gettin out of AMK... Had originally decided to go Suntec as Da wanna get her jigsaw frame... change of mind n decided to go to orchard instead to play pool... so we went to bishan so i can get my tix for tml movie...

took e circle line down to serangoon and change to NE line to douby ghaut... plan to alight @ douby ghaut n walk over to orchard... in e end, on e train we decided to go Suntec for the PC show... i wana check out if there is any mickey mouse MP3 on sale dere...

alight @ douby ghaut n walk ard PS for a while... bot Anderson Ice Cream to eat.. hehe... YUMMY!! walk ard a lil more b4 makin our way to Suntec... long long chat while walkin dere ^^

keep a look out for mickey mouse mp3... bt seem to b really not on sale :( haix~ check out lvl 6 n 1 of e mp3 caught my eye... ended up gettin a samsung mp3 YP-Q2, as Da highly recommend samsung mp3... S$229~~ @.@ 8GB, up to 50hrs playback time... just nice for me durin e aust trip... hehe :P ok... kinda upset by how much $$ fly away... bt console myself by tellin myself tt it's a bday present i'm givin myself... hehe *haiz~~ wad an EXPENSIVE PRESENT!!!!*

walk wid Da to cityhall mrt, b4 i make my way over to clark quay to meet puii... stop over @ Challenger to check out memory card, bt decided not to get it... *glad i didn't... if not pocket ultra big hole -.-"*

suppose to meet puii, end up jenson n bready reach earlier den her... wen over to yoshinoya for dem to get deir dinner... i kop bready's iphone to play~ wakaka... den zy, mh, sh n casa came... miss casa lots! haven seen him for such a long time...

a lil chit chat, and wad casa told us kinda surprise every1... lol... n funny how we left mh n sh @ yoshinoya while we 'escape' out of yoshinoya... hehe *dey sat diff table frm us...*

finally made our way to pitstop... ygz n cally is oredi dere... split into 2 grps as dere's 12 ppl... nich n his gf join us much ltr...

play games like jurassic jumble *my favourit*, imaginiff, some queen thingy game~ n oso cash n gun... spend onli 2hrs @ pitstop... NOT ENUFF!!!


had a great time hangin out wid e peeps 2day~ n oso cuz of gettin tt mp3.. hehe...

another day in SG... b4 i'm gng to Sydney, Aust for 1 week for e study trip... will b gng for movie wid deardear in e mornin, bak home to wash up n check luggage for 1 last time den make my way to e airport @ nite for dinner...

hopefully, gt e time n energy to update my blog while i'm @ aust ^^




p.s. y do i feel tt e ppl ard me make it sound like i'm out of SG forever ar?! =.="

p.p.s. took e circle line home 2day... super fast...reach home in 30 min... took frm clark quay to serangoon den change to circle line to bishan den to NS line to AMK...

Bella's Diary

For twilight series lovers!!

happen to come across tis site... rather interestin... e life of bella aft breakin dawn... check it out n read it... ^^


http://www.bellasdiary.com

900th post

900th Posts!! woohoo~ another 100 to hit 1k!!!


seem tt for most of e posts r abt movies or song... as well as outin wid love ones...


started to open up more, express more of my emotion in e blog... kinda gd in a way i guess... n oso blog some post in an 'abstract' way? lol


lot of stuff happen durin this 100 posts, even though it's not even four months since my last 100th post... There are stuff that i wish tt haf nvr happen, while dere's stuff tt i'm came to realise was in a way a blessin in disguise...


Bloggin have became a habit of mine... a habit tt let me reflect n think abt e stuff tt happen... a habit tt let me express myself more...

i guess... it isn't a bad habit huh?

Australia Study Trip

Another 5 more days to go...
Luggage yet to be pack...
Somehow, just can't seem to get into e mood to pack it?


Back on 20th June...
Ard 5+,6pm?
mom dey all were sayin how come i dun come bak on 21st -.-
den same day wid my other relatives~~
tell me to go home myself!! walau!


Grandparents n xiao yi so sweet to gif me allowance to spend dere ^^
Shoppin shoppin shoppin!!!

Movie: Monsters VS Aliens

watch Monsters VS Aliens with deardear @ SDC...


somehow, i feel tt e storyline isn't really nice... not much of a climax n stuff...
bt e monsters are cute!! n e clonin process is kinda cute... haha... photocopyin e alien!!



Sometime, the people whom we rely on, dependent on... Disappoint us durin times of need... Pushin the blame, when no1 is to be blame @ all... However, it's through these time that you will learn, who are the ones who can truly be rely and dependent on... Who are the ones that can really be trusted...

七个对不起，让你懂得什么是爱

Heard tis story over 100.3 a few weeks ago... n MH happen to email e same story to me...

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
—— “对不起”的快乐 。



大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。



婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”
—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。



渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。



女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。
—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。


“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。”


男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。


那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......



看了有什麽感觸嗎?
心疼?
傷心?

Napfa Test...

Recieved email frm my mentor regardin the Napfa test tt we suppose to take in yr 3...

Check e attachment... n realise my name was not in dere... so doesn't tt mean i'm excuse frm Napfa totally? or just tt......


*shrug* hopefully it does mean tt i'm dun haf to take Napfa @ all~

it's e thing tt i dread since i noe of it aft e O lvl :(

Movie: Dance, Subaru

Watch Dance, Subaru wid BTP @ cine...


A great show... was touched by a lot of parts... didn't really expect those actually... wad impress me is how the lady boss n subaru is...

enjoyed e movie totally~ esp e scene tt subaru challenge e dancer tt 1... interestin msgs tt were bein brought out durin e movie...

worth watchin ^^

Jokes

Some jokes to share~ sent to b tru email by Mun...
Memoirs of IMH... I love e last joke most... haha


Record I
Patient A: "So how.. this book not bad ya?"
Patient B: "Excellent! Astounding work. No nonsense shit, sharp and concise to the point. But there's a major flaw in this piece of art -> too many character names to remember!!!"
Nurse: "Hey! Can the two of you..put the telephone book back to the original place?"

Record II
One doctor asked a patient: "If I were to cut one of your ear off, what will happen to you?"

Patient: "Then I will not be able to hear..."
Doctor: "Hmm.. that's normal...So if I were to cut your other ear off, what will happen to you?"

Patient: "Then I will not be able to see..."
The doctor became nervous and asked: "Why would you not see then???"

Patient: "Because my spectacles will drop down..."

Record III
IMH has an old lady who wears black everyday, carries a black umbrella and squats @ the entrance to the IMH everyday without fail, rain or shine.

The doctor wanted to administer treatment for her and decided to start by understanding her behaviour.

So, the doctor also wear black and carries a black umbrella; squatted outside together just next to her, rain or shine, everyday without fail.

So...days goes by...the two of them squatted side-by-side w/o a single exchange of words..for one solid month...

One fine day..the old lady finally broke the silence and asked the doctor: "Err...Excuse me! Are you also a mushroom?"

Record IV
A nurse saw a patient writing a letter. She got curious and went to take a peek. But the patient didn't wanna let her see.

Nurse (unable to contain her curiosity): "Who are you writing to?"

Patient : "I'm writing a letter to myself..."

Her curiosity grew and she thought to herself (Why would someone write a letter to himself?)
So she asked again: "So...what's written inside?"

Patient (got impatient): "You crazy ah? I haven't receive the letter, how would I know??"

Record V
Two patients escape from the IMH. They climbed up a tree and one of them fell from the tree and started rolling on the ground.

After a while, the patient rolling shouted to the top: "Hey! How come you are not coming down yet?"

The patient ontop replied: "No..no...I can't...I'm not ripe yet"

Record VI
One patient visited the doctor: "Doc...how? I think I'm a chicken since I was born..."
Doctor: "Woah! that's very serious...Why do you only come and seek treatment now?"
Patient: "Because my family needs me to hatch the eggs..."

Record VII
One truck driver was doing his usual delivery to IMH.
He discovered a flat tyre when he was about to go home after unloading the stuff.
He jacked up the truck and took the flat tyre down.
When he was about to fix on the new tyre, he accidentally dropped all the bolts into the drain.
The truck driver was very sad as he can't fished the bolts up; started to panick.

Coincidentally, one patient walk past and asked the driver what happened.
The driver thought to himself, since there's nothing much he can do, he told the patient the whole incident.

The patient nonchantly replied: "can't even fix such a simple problem...no wonder you are destined to be a truck driver..." he goes on explaining: "You just have to take one bolt each from the other 3 tyres and fix it onto this tyre. Drive to the nearest workshop and replace the missing ones"

The driver was very impressed and asked "You're so smart but why do you stay in IMH?"

Patient replied: "I stay here because I'm crazy not STUPID!"

Deadline

3 events... and each time it just got more annoying to collate the attendance list... ARGH!


seriously, I feel like just hack care about everything. Why bother, especially since i'm not even going for the upcoming camp. just because i'm the assist head, so i have to do whatever my head throwing to me to do?! ARGH!

And guess wad, she don't even inform me herself that i have to contact e juniors, collating e attendance... I KNOW IT THROUGH A JUNIOR! SOMEMORE FROM ANOTHER DEPARTMENT! wth


Why should I even put in that much effort when I don't even get recognise for it?



So what if you're having attachment? Business don't just go to those having attachment mind you!



CCA used to be a source of enjoyment... But now it seem that it just making me more pissed off because of the thing i have to do just because the head is away for attachment. ARGH!

Stuff to do~

Sch holiday r here for my lil cousins... n here i m... still have 2 more weeks of lesson to go :(

quite a few stuff due as week 8 draw nearer... n realise i seriously need to keep track... decided to blog it out... while @ e same time use it as a chance to update my blog... wakaka...


CS ICA...
presentation on a company...
slide r yet to b done... bt settle on e company i wanna present on le...

Fd business presentation... (done ^^)
though i'm not e 1 presentin... bt need to submit my part of presentation as well...

Fd chem report (done ^^)...
fri no lab... so haf to complete b4 fri, since fri is a no sch day for me...

Pack my stuff for e aust study trip...
can't believe i'm flyin off in 2 weeks time!! it's like, it had seem to be eons away, suddenly onli left wid 2 weeks... seriously haf to start packin, if not won't haf time to get ready...

Fd processin E-journal...
due on my bday... sheesh~ of all days... sian!! bt haf to complete it b4 i fly, if not won't haf time to work on it wen i'm back..

FTT... [done :( ]
finally FTT is here... hopefully i pass like on my first try like how i did for my basic theory trial test, BTT n final theory trial test ^^

Aust study trip briefin (done ^^)
Briefin on wed... sian... dun haf to go bak to sch de... den cuz of tis briefin haf to go bak :(



anyway... guess tt's all for e stuff i haf to do for tis week... will post up another entry abt wad i plan to do tis june... A special month ^^

Day out wid Da

finally a day out wid Da!! ^^ guess i'm lucky to haf my thurs off cuz of SCL graduation ceremony ^^


meet up wid her @ AMKhub, b4 we make our way to city hall...

Had lunch @ pizza hut... n try out e cheesy pizza... not bad... though, e amt i expect to spend n e amt i actually spend is such a vast diff...

pop over to arcade to play awhile, as pool is too ex!! haha... we shall go to far east to play yea da?

hehe.. den pop over to jigsaw world to get puzzle... guess Da tio influenced by me @.@ she end up gettin jigsaw too!! n even said tt wen her rm is really, she gng to fill e wall wid jigsaw!! haha... cool idea... mayb i ought to do e same too, given how obsess i'm wid jigsaw tis yr... hehe...

Lot of catchin up... esp durin our lunch... just kinda disappointed tt we didn't took pic tgt!! so much for wantin to post more pic in my blog... zZz


can't w8 to meet up wid e 3 besties durin e June holiday, aft i'm back frm my study trip... can't believe e last time e 3 of us hang out was just b4 sch reopen frm e term break in JAN!!!! *faint*

kinda hard to believe, our friendship have been seven years long... May our friendship stay strong and lastin ^^

1st Drivin Lesson

Had my 1st driving lesson 2day... had a pretty entertaining instructor, Paul... bt he sure get on my nerve for quite a few times -.-

was a lil late... by a min or so~ hehe


anyway... learn abt pre-operative procedure, startin n stoppin of engine, movin off n stoppin as well as steerin n gear shiftin..

was pretty ok for e those b4 e steerin n gear shiftin...forward, reverse, forward, reverse, forward, reverse (dunno how long i did tis)... learn to brake w/o jerkin~

den off to drove around e circuit... car stall quite a few times... cuz i let go of e clutch tooo much... or i brake too hard w/o usin clutch~ shiftin of gear frm 1 to 2 to 1 to 2 to 1 to 2 to 1 to 2 to 1...

gd thing was tt i manage to do a few gd turnin ^^ n oso tt i overtook 2 cars... hehe... paul commented tt how come each car just get slower... LoL... oh~ n he keep sayin @ e start of e lesson if i really didn't drive b4... ya i'm sure... unless u count go-kart @ escape as drivin =.="

my happen-most-often mistake durin e lesson was tt i keep mistaken e clutch as brake... guess i play too much drivin @ arcade? hehe...


a bit sian diao... cuz no pract lesson durin JUNE!! zZz... hopefully, paul's adivice do work... abt tryin to buy e try-sell slot... *cross finger* hopefully i can get as many try-sell slot durin e june period...

can't w8 for my next lesson, which will b in July~ zZz




p.s. had a really enjoyable 1st pract lesson... tryin to get e hang of it... bt somehow, i keep wonderin y on earth did i even choose manual -.- sheesh~ den i won't haf to b bothered by tt clutch thingy!! argh!

p.p.s Paul is a really entertainin instructor... Just tt he can get a lil annoyin @ times -.- wonder how will my next instructor b like... hmm~

1st Drivin Lesson

1st drivin lesson in less den 24hr ^^... can't w8~~ haha


wonder how it will b...

Tix won!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Received an sms from nuffnang:

Hello! This is from nuffnang! You have participated in the family day out contest and have won yourself 7 tickets to one of the attractions! It can only be used on 30 may. Please check your mail for collection details and attraction. Thanks

Later on... I check my email:

Congratulations Nuffnanger! Thank you for participating in the Family Day Out Contest!

As our valued Nuffnang Glitterati member, you've just won yourself 7 tickets to the Hippo River for you and your family! Please note that the tickets are valid for use on 30 May ONLY.

Please reply to this email with your full name (on your NRIC) and NRIC number for identification purposes.

Kindly have the following ready for collection of prize:

· NRIC

**If you are collecting the prize on behalf of the winner, kindly produce a letter of authorization from the winner & a photocopy of the winner’s IC.

Prize is to be collected from one of the following dates:

27^th May (strictly 3pm to 5:30pm),
28^th May (10:30am to 5:30pm),
29^th May (10:30am to 5:30pm).

Address: Nuffnang Singapore Office

38 Kinta Road
#02-03
Singapore 219107
Tel: 6297 5992

Nearest MRT: Farrer Park MRT Exit C
(Please press 0203 CALL SIGN at the right security panel to enter building)

Thank you and congratulations once again! If you have any questions, you may look for Meiyan or Raine at 6297 5992.

Have fun and enjoy your day out with your family!

Cheers,

Raine

So happy tt I literally jump for joy ^^ n practically skip to livin rm to show my sis e sms... n she gif me e o.O look =.=" n skip to livin rm agn to show my parents... haha... too happy... cuz didn't expect to won those tix ^^

oh ya... i won those tix by participatin in the nuffnang bloggin... *point to my previous post on family day out* wee~ seriously didn't expect it cuz i happen to read other nuffnang members' entry on family day out... n it's better den mine...

another thing is tt e tix r for hippo river!! something tt i been wantin to go~~ ^^ can't w8~~ even mom was excited aft knowin which tix i gt ^^

lookin forward to 30th May... for an enjoyable day ^^

Movie: Night At The Musuem 2

watch Night At The Musuem 2 wid deardear @ GVMax...


enjoyed e movie... had lots of laughter... bt den, i feel tt e 1st movie is better? *shrug* personal opinion anyway...

somehow, e scene where e bust of e Teddy haf an itchy nose, remind me of wad deardear had told me before... n rather den laughin @ e movie scene, i'm laughin cuz of recallin wad deardear had mentioned to me b4...

ABLE AND DEXTER IS SO CUTE! haha... esp tt scene tt both of dem slap Larry~ haha... ^^



Quote:

The key to happiness, is to do thing that you enjoy with the people you love...

somehow, that quote really leave me thinkin... i may haf my happiness, bt wad abt thosee ppl hu are part of my happiness? m I one of deir happiness as well, or likewise?

S.A. Nite '09

The night is here... For the whole SA freshies to come tgt n enjoy... STAGEARTS NIGHT '09


tis yr theme was bollywood... n was held at Dome... on a Saturday....

Really cool deco, thanks to Arati's bf...
took tis pic while e yr 3 drama peeps havin deir run tru... totally love deir play... amusin n entertainin... esp nicholas n eunice!!

Not all TMT seniors turn up... But the rest of us took pic to rmb tis nite...
Had a long chat wid my seniors onli to realise tt i'm not e onli 1 standin alone. I'm surprise that my feeling and thoughts was shared by her too. And to think, it's just from what been happenin even before we stepped up...

A long day in sch... bt slackin most of e time... cuz nth much for us to do actually...


Next SA event will b e camp, 12th-14th June... But won't b gng cuz i'm flyin off on 13th nite... haix... bt e president wan me to b dere for clash course... shall c how bah~

Responsibility

Once again you failed to inform me...
You just assume that I know...


Great...
You just shown me how much worse my week can get...



ARGH!!

Worst day ever!

ARGH!!! I swear... TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER!


a make up lect @ 8am, which cause me to lose 3hrs of slp, was canceled! n my next lesson is @ 11am...

a stupid headach tt doesn't go away! n buggin me for e rest of e day n nite despite havin to take 2 panadols...

a presentation tt which i'm wasn't i/c of dng e collation, onli e animation... end up I HAF TO DO THE COLLATION and ANIMATIONS!!

and most of all

an idiotic project deadline for collation is tml, wed nite, 12mn! in which e scope of e project is onli send out to e grp member 2nite...




WTH!!!

Cover letter n resume

zZz... currently still stuck @ my cover letter T.T resume is easy... aft havin to finish my cover letter... since i'm usin mostly facts~ haha... dun need to tink so much :P bt havin to cook up a story for cover letter is totally killin me -.- esp since i'm bad @ crappin stuff...

y do we haf to cook up a story for e cover letter -.- zZz...


*squeeze brain for more juice*

Commitment

So, to you doing the work prior to the event (eg. preparing the script and cues) is more important than being there to ensure thing go well during the event. Then isn't it just going to prove even more that I'm the one committed more now? Since I have been the one collating, initiating, attending the briefing, being there during the rehearsal.

Oh, I shouldn't say that, should I? Afterall, like you say, you're having your FYP, can't commit your 100% now. Then when it's attachment, what are you going to do? Isn't that going to be even worse?!

Anyway, don't expect me to initiate after this event. Same goes for checking of the email. If you, as the head don't even give a damn, why should I?


Oh, have I mention that some juniors even mistaken that I'm the head instead?



I believe it is very clear, that who is more approachable to the juniors, not just our own department juniors, but other department as well. At least, from what I have observed, that is the way it have been.

Once again, I'm the one initiated, to discuss about SA/TMT stuff. Can't you even inform me about the rehearsal after you know about it? So much for Head and Assistant Head to work hand in hand. How do I even work with you when you don't even update me about what is happening? Gosh, I think, if the juniors have not contact me through facebook, I doubt I will even know about it.

I done my share of work. You are the head, you shall be the one talking to the juniors about their attendance. I'm just going to collate the attendance for the upcoming event that's all. That is my scope of work.


I hate it when my gut feeling prove me right. I hate it.


This Saturday, I'm not going to bother how hectic it may be, I going to really talk things out with you. To really draw a line for the thing we ought to do for our own position. Why should I do more than my share and let you be the one getting the credits for my effort?

Did you realise how contradicting your words are? When I mention to you about the juniors not able to make it. You actually reply that they should push away whatever they can and to attend all SA/TMT events. Have you done the same? Have you been there for every event? The answer is clearly no. For the past one year, how many of SA event have you attend?

I guess it's just the SA nite, SA camp and BBQ. You didn't even stay for the BBQ, left after a while. Drama production and Halloween nite. Both you didn't attend the actual event because you have your church stuff.

Indeed I'm questioning your priority of the cca. Indeed I'm questioning your committment toward the cca.

Unfair? Bring it on then. Prove to me that what I say is not true.


I'll be waiting for Saturday.

Movie: Angels & Demons

Watch Angels & Demons wid deardear @ GVmax


feel tt it's better den Da Vinci... mayb cuz i haven read e bk yet bah *shrug*

as usual, interpretin of sign, decodin codes n stuff, really do capture my interest... haha... totally enjoy e movie...

worth watchin ^^

Initiative

While checkin e email, I couldn't help bt asked myself... y m i still takin all this initiative and responsibility to check, wen she dun even gif a damn... wen she dun even bother to log in to check and reply e freshies...


crap!


oh~ i haf to correct myself... she did log in... aft i told her to do so as to reply a certain freshie... sheesh~


i'm so damn irritated tt she dun even bother to check e freshies sign up list... to think tt she was e 1 tellin me she wil check up e num to c hu is tt person tt sms her *roll eyes* end up hu's e 1 checkin... me agn...

n to tink ieven inform her tt e person oredi sign up... she still ask for e freshie's details n stuff... gosh~





is it really that hard to communicate with you?!?!

KidzQuest: GardenAsia (vid)

e previous KidzQuest @ GardenAsia... happen to haf chnnl 8 programme being film @ e same time... so we were bein filmed as well ^^ n tt was y we met huang wen yong and xiang yun...

I spotted myself in e vid... hehe... watch out aft e timin 1.05 ^^

The things I want to do with my family!

I missed having the big family outing with my maternal relatives! The happy memories of going to East Coast Park or West Coast Park to have a picnic. The fun times of baking cookies as well as craft sessions at my aunts' house. The partying during the festive season, especially during Chinese New Year and Christmas. Recalling on all these memories, just bring a smile to me.

With NFC'09 coming soon, I can't help thinking when was the last time that I had really fork out my time to spend with my family. Having to set aside time for other commitments in my life, I had, at the same time, taken away the time I could have spent with them. Other than the weekly family gathering at my maternal grandparents' place on Sunday, I have not really spent much time with them, even during the school holiday.

I am appreciating each family gathering, because I know I'm one of those lucky ones to be really close-knitted with her family. Close-knitted with not just her nuclear family, but also with her maternal side relatives, especially her aunts. But I don't deny, there were times that I had took those gathering for granted, not wanting to go just because I want to spend more time on other stuff.

Family Day, to me, mean more than just spending time with my nuclear family. It is spending time with my relatives, having fun times together, creating happy memories together. Spending the time with my grandparents, my aunts and uncle, their spouses, my cousins and my own family.

Family Day = Bonding Time. Through the fun and happy time spent together, creating memories that will be look back on in the future and put a smile on each of our faces.

I guess, the best time for another family outing, would be the upcoming school holiday, after the mid-year exams. To spend a Sunday at the beach, having a picnic, riding the bike, flying kites, throwing frisbee. Full participation from everyone ^^

I guess, I have to be the planner for the outing this time round, since I'm the one who haven't been forking out time for my family.

Anyone up for the outing? ^^


Start planning for your own Family Day Out on 30 May 2009! Visit www.nfc.sg!

Committee

I can't help but wonder... how is e committee bein chosen? who is e 1 havin e say for hu to be put into e position of head n assistant head of each department?


Somehow... I startin to question on e decision being made...
Somehow... I can't help recallin those stuff tt I had withness before...



There is still 2/3 of e yr to go... hopefully, things do get better, instead of worse...



Though assume is to make an ass out of u and me... I shall assume that the battle is lost...

ADic's forest adventure

Kinda interested in gng for the ADic's forest adventure on 17th May... organised by Young Ntuc...

But wonder who is interested to pei me go... it's $30 for NTUC members... and $32 for non-NTUC members...




more information here


I WANNA GO!!! T.T

Responsibility

Don't blame me if I started to do less work. Afterall, my role is just to assist you, not the one to make e decision nor doing almost all e work.


I believe I have done more then my share ever since we had step up, ever since we have taken up this responsibility


You argue that you oversee the events. True, you are the one who oversee the events, afterall your're the head. But are you really there to make sure thing going well during rehearsal and stuff? Who is the one who is physically there to really make sure things are okay? Who is the one who turn up for the briefing? Who is the one who allocate the duties to the juniors during the events? I believe both of us know clearly the answers to all the questions that I stated above.

Anyway I had voiced out. I decided not to take action on my own and wanted to talk to you first. But it seem, you are putting a guard against me after I mention how I felt to you, don't you? True that I strongly believe things are in my favour. But ultimately, outcome will still be based on you. If you don't want to give way, if you feel that I'm just being the one that unreasonable, then there's nothing I can do isn't it?


If my gut feeling about the outcome is true, all I want to do is to ask you: Do you think you are really capable to handle the department and everything else? Are you able to make e decision, voice it out and really do something abt it? Are you even able to prove that you can do your job as the head? Are you even close to the juniors as well as the rest of the cca to really work well with them?

What happen last wednesday somehow just seem to prove how unsuitable you are. I may be the last in our batch to join. I may have been in the department for a shorter period than you. But at least I know how things work.

Do you even remember what you say to me on that day? You say you don't know how thing work in the cca. You say you can't alway be the one to do the work. You say you're shocked that you got the post, yet at the same time not really shock.

Ask youself, answer yourself truthfully. Are you really the one doing all the work? Who have been the one who have been voicing out ideas for the department? Who have been the one who is doing the compilation of the freshies? Who have initiate the meeting to discuss for orientation? Who have been the one making the decision and work on it all these while?

Do you even know why I'm voicing out my displeasure? Do you know that it's not even about cca point? I don't give a damn to cca point now! I just displease over the fact that I'm doing the work, yet it seem that you are claiming the credit.

True, I agree to do the work, but do I have a choice not to do it? And seriously, think about it. I have been initiative enough to do the work without you to tell me to do so, having to know how tied up and stressed you are with your fyp.

It's like our responsibilities swop, do you even realise that? I'm the one telling you what to do, informing you of what's happening, allocating of juniors for duties. Isn't all these your responsibilities instead?

Yes, I have to stand in for you if you can't make it. But things like compiling of contacts, emailing the juniors and freshies. I believe you can do all these don't you?


If the outcome is as what my gut feeling is telling me. Rest assure I'll cooperate with you for the rest of the year. But don't expect me to be initiative anymore. I won't deny that I may still do more that what is expected of me, but just don't expect me to be initiative anymore. Because I see no point of doing so.

If it's not for the welfare and growth of the department, I would not have voiced out. Indeed that I want to be recognise for what I am doing. But what I have been doing have been for the department.

Future path

Had to research and do a presentation on a company for my communication skill project in week5,which is actually just next tues~~ *faint*


had a hard time tryin to tink of a company cuz i was thinkin along e line of tour guide or counsellor...

bt thanks to deardear, manage to sort out and decided on a company to focus on ^^ cuz ended up tinkin toward my ultimate goal in life... hehe

time to research n prepare my presentation... ^^ n oso work on ICA 1 & 4... zZz...



i'm glad i done my resume before... just need to edit n make into e format tt e tcher provided us wid... *phew* lesser work to b done~~

New phone ^^

Finally gotten my new hp ^^

Nokia E63~~

n guess wad, i got it @ $98... hehe... heard from a frien tt tis phone if sell outside, i can go buy another 2 more hp... $.$


anyway... tryin hard to get use to it... it's like type on a veri veri miniature keyboard (which it really is =.=)

and for e 1st time i finally get to choose e hp i wan durin a re-contract... previously all choosen by parents... bt i like it equally e same ^^


Totally love my new hp~ bt still a lil bu she abt my previous hp... haha...

Final Theory Trial Test n drivin pract

Woo hoo~~

I pass I pass I pass...
my final theory trial test~


FTT on 4th June... *cross finger*




anyway... did more pract bookin just now... to my horror!! june no space liao =.=" zZz... onli 18th... so if my aust trip not cancel... den june totally no pract @ all!!! sian la... either tt or take in e mornin @ 8+ am... siao lor... i have prob wakin up for sch liao... still ask me drive @ tt time =.="

can't w8 for my 1st pract on 27th may ^^ just sian abt e part tt i need to w8 soooo long til my 2nd pract which will b 1st july... decided to book every wed, take 2 lesson each day...


lucky dad gif me credit card some time back... if not i can't even pay for e soo many pract lessons... total bk 12 lessons 2day... @.@ expensive sia~~~ T.T arigato DAD!!

driving driving driving driving driving driving driving

A change~

I guess, what happen last week, in a way is a blessing in disguise...


I'm slowly, but surely, moving away from the old me...
I'm slowly, but surely, moving toward the new me...



Perhaps... Like what I had told BTP... Over time, having to experience things, witnessing stuff... Your views changes... Your prospective changes... And with that, your way of handling things as well as your thinking changes as well...


No longer will I just accept things as it is if I feel tt it's unfair... No longer I'll just take it and tolerate it... For now, I will fight for what I feel that I deserve...


And now I'm fighting for one... I hoping for things to be the way I hope... Because I strongly believe, things are in my favour for this battle...




Indeed, the start of the fresh new month of Month... will be a fresh start for me... a start for the new me which I'm slowly working on...

6th BTP monthversary

Went out wid BTP ytd to celebrate our 6 month of friendship... i guess, most will b wondering... y 6 month of friendship oso celebrate, it's not 6yrs or 60yrs of friendship... just 6month, onli 1/2 yr...

true in a sense that it's a short period... bt wad make tis friendship a real unique n special one (eh~~ dun interpret as i'm sayin my other friendship not unique or special hor~)... is how our friendship had started from... where e building block of our friendship had came from...

some noe abt the start... bt i believe most don't... *as in every1 is real interested in my life story like tt =.=*

story: She's my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend... And it's because of my boyfriend that I know her...
The amazing turn out of event is tt: Our friendship is something that I experience with other friend... the closeness n e deepness of the friendship despite the really short time...

those tt noe abt our friendship had asked me: What is BTP? It's actually the short form of bluetack partner... weird? haha... long story... a story between me n her ^^


anyway... bak to e outin... manage to meet up early cuz of early dismissal... went cine... can't believe i actually forgotten how to go dere n haf to check out e map outside Shaws... n it doesn't even haf cine on it =.= *oh crap~* so much for tellin btp tt i'll b her tour guide for orchard -.-

bt bt bt... i did find my way dere~ hehe... went for our neoprint 1st ^^ to mark tis date~
and den to buy our dinner... too lil time so smuggle BK @.@ *oops* movie wid her was great... haha... totally enjoy the movie... both of us were so in thought aft e movie tt we didn't even talk!!

went to KFC to chat... she kinda right in a way to say, our heart-to-heart talk happen @ e end of trip... she's 1 of e few ppl tt i can just open up to, tellin how i feel n wad i thot w/o havin to b prompt to... anyway... exchanged our 6-month-friendship present ^^ totally love e present she gif me... so much effort put in!! *feel bad cuz i didn't put much effort for mine to hers* camwhore session too... hahamy present to her: her half on e left... mine on e right

seriously... it really feel tt time is just zoomin past us... feel tt didn't really haf a proper chat and wanted to spend more time... so frm cine, we walk to somerset... just barely walk into e tunnel, both of us decided to walk to douby ghaut to take e train, so as to haf longer time to chat... den @ douby ghaut, i decided to pei her take train to city hall n i just cont ridin e train for it to rebound... in e end of us of ride e train til it rebound cuz we wanna cont chattin @.@ n i practically haf to chase her off e train @ raffles place even though our chat yet to end...

a friendship that both didn't expect...
a friendship that both thot won't work out...
bt in the end
it's a friendship that can never be replaced...

Cheers to 6 months of friendship ^^

Movie: 17 again

Just watch 17again wid BTP @ cineleisure~

Guess it been a really long time since i watch this kind of movie... really make me tink and reflect abt life... abt e stuff that happen... abt e decision tt i had made...

Totally love e movie... though, i actually told deardear tt i won't b watchin @.@


can't really rmb any quote... bt it's a really meaningful movie


wad if... wad if one day, i can go bak to a certain age, to make a certain decision agn? which age will it b? and will i made a different decision?



perhaps... 10, 20 yrs down e rd, i may look bak n tink, if onli i haf made a diff choice, perhaps life may b better... bt hu will truly noe isn't it?


like wad i alway say... Thing Happen for A Reason... and oso Every Decision We Made Leaves Its Mark...

sometime, along e way, we lose sight of wad we had in mind, e reason we made tt choice... Gettin upset abt e choice we made n stuff...

Each choice, each decision... affect life differently... we'll nvr noe wad will happen if we made tis choice, nor will we noe how thing will b if we had choosen differently previously...

Mike was lucky in e way tt he get to experience his 17 yr old life agn... and tru experiencin it, it help him to c his reason for his decision... and along his way understand his family better...



tis movie deserve to be watch... n it's not cuz of Zac Efron =.="

Song: I Wanna Be With You

沒力氣 總是懶洋洋地
賴著你 懷理頑皮嬉戲
是該做些事情 心裡又甜蜜的
不想要 不想要 睜開眼睛

我和你 頻率如此接近
沒壓力 自在做我自己
第一次感受 這種愛的決心
只想要 只想要 和你一起

I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好幸福
想要和你建造一個愛的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好滿足
享受最甜美的束縛 有你的呵護我不再孤獨

我和你 頻率如此接近
沒壓力 自在做我自己
第一次感受 這種愛的決心
只想要 只想要 和你一起

I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好幸福
想要和你建造一個愛的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好滿足
享受最甜美的束縛 有你的呵護我不再孤獨

I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好幸福
想要和你建造一個愛的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好滿足
享受最甜美的束縛 有你的呵護我不再孤獨

我和你 頻率如此接近
沒壓力 自在做我自己
第一次感受 這種愛的決心
只想要 只想要 和你一起