Wishlist...

Been eyeing some stuff for quite some time... So it's time to set a new wishlist again... Since I have achieved almost all the items on the previous wishlist ^^

1. Mitch Albom's Latest Book (Achieved on 15.12.09)
   I had the other three books, and I found his book to be rather interesting and kinda make you reflect about life and how you deal with life situation or people. Thus, I want to add this into my Mitch Albom collection...
   
   
2. Calligraphy Pen (6 pen-tips set) (Achieved on 22.06.11)
   It's sold at Raffles Place, B1... Would be nice to own it, esp if to use it during my cards making... Pretty ^^
   
   
3. DSLR/ Digital Camera
   Fall in love with Ah Dior's DSLR, so I shall save to get it!! Love it cause of the zoom and stuff... I just love to use zoom during photo takin... haha... And not forgetting taking close up ^^ Normal digit camera can only zoom that far, and often, it's blurred!
   
   But if really not able to get my hands on DSLR... was thinking of owning Olympus digi cam... Can't rmb if it's T series or the M series... 12mega, 7X zoom...it's pretty gd when I tried it out while I was @ courts e other day..
   
   Or a Sony Cybershot TX1 (S$600+)... Super cool as it can take panorama photos!
   
   Or a Canon Powershot SX200 (S$600+)... 12X zoom! pretty gd macro/close up shot...
   
   Or a Samsung ST600 (S$550) [Achieve on 15th October 2010)... It's dual screens... And with cool editing functions! And most of all.. it has the scene function that I forever adore ^^ and not forgetting the clarity + the zoomin~
   
   I'm thinking of getting a Polaroid Camera as well~ hmmm... but need to consider hard as the film ain't cheap~!
   
   
4. Laptop External Cooling Fan (Achieved in May 2010)
   My laptop external cooling fan spoil liao... And my laptop is super duper hot! argh!!
   
   
5. Laptop (Achieved in May 2010 )
   My laptop seem to be dying on me =.= laptop cooling fan is down... Speed is super duper slow... zZz... Dunno why but I seem to prefer Vaio over other brand, though I didn't really use it before?
   
   
6. Teddy Bear Picnic Tee from Punkstar (S$20+)
   Been eyeing on it for super duper long... Think Aug? Haven got to buying it as my pay had gone to crafting materials n driving =.= Glad I have membership card, can get discount...
   Size: M
   Design: The 3/4 sleeve (black) or the Long Tee version
   
   
7. Jigsaw Bag from SkyBlue (Achieved in Jan 2010)
   A bag that I eyeing super duper long... zZz... But alway failed to get it though I had friends who went Taiwan, as the stock are yet to be in the stock =.= *great.. *
   Colour: White or Black
   
   
8. QuicKutz Cookie Cutter Magnetic Folder (From Junior De Artist) (S$29.90 each) (Achieved in Nov '09)
   Would really love to own this... So as to layout my cookie cutters in a way that is easy for me to find when I need to use it... not like searching those in the different pile in each set, when I just see everything on each page...
   
   
9. QuicKutz Santa Workshop Holiday Gift (full package) (S$599.90)
   Really cool cookie cutters. Can cut pop up flowers as well as windows... Great for making mini scrapebook.
   
   
10. This is My Story by Kasanda Khong (S$21.90) (Achieve on 11/12/09)
    Really interested in the book after having to check out the author's website. Can be bought at MPH...
    
    
11. Time Traveller's Wife
    Another book that I would love to add to my collection. Had watch e movie, thus very interested in reading the story
    
    
12. A Letter to Sam
    Had read this before, if I'm not wrong, when 2yi lend it to me. It's a good book and worth keeping.
    
    
13. The Last Lecture
    Been wanting to add this book into my book collection. Didn't remember about this book til I saw it again at popular the other day.
    
    
14. The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks
    Seem to be a rather interesting book. It's about a Black women, Henrietta Lacks, whose cells were taken without her knowledge. She's been dead for more than sixty years, yet her cells continue to live. Her cells are used in research work such as cloning as well as finding cures for diseases. The author, together with Henrietta's daughter - Deborah, set on the journey to understand about Henrietta and her cells.

Use this to motivate me to save up more to get those stuff that I want... Anyone who plan to get any of those above for me, do let me know... As I have membership for certain places that sell those stuff... Can get it at cheaper rate ^^ Places like Junior De Artist and Punkstar...

Weirdest Dreams!

Crap... Been having weird dreams, esp since holiday!

People!! Get out of my dream!!!!! MFGG, Teachers, Lecturers!! YIKES!!!!


Can't really remember the dreams, but still it's freaky!! *shudders*

ARGH!!!

Can someone just teach me how to handle this person who JUST sms me, telling me that she still not too sure what her role does?! When it's near the time for us to step down?! WTH!!

Woah~ once again, she just show me how amazing she can be!

I'm getting tired of her acting like the good person when in front of the whole SA... I'm freaking tired! Yet in sms, she kinda accuse me for catching her off guard when I just voice out to the whole committee about the incident earlier this year.

Seriously, you said that I ought to approach you first... Well, didn't I do that? And because of the way you had reacted, I had to ask the president and vice president for help... It's not that I wanted to voice out about this incident again... But somehow, I realise, things wasn't follow up...

I tell everyone except you? Did I really tell everyone except you? Please think about it carefully.

I had bought that matter up, not because of you, not because I'm trying to shoot you down or what, but I just recall on this incident in which actions weren't taken when they were said to be!


But like what I had said during the meeting, now that you're back, I'll pass everything back to you. No longer will I be responsible if things do cock up. Because from now onwards, you are doing the one man show!

Lookin Back at the holiday~

It's time again for school to reopen *HAIX!!*

Let's look back at my holiday and see how much of the things I have done on my to-do list...

• Cleared up my room
  Checked!! ok~ half check =.= cuz I only cleared up my table...
  
  
• Sort out my wardrobe...
  Checked!!
  
  
• Make the class video...
  Undone once agin -.-
  
  
• Update blog abt my aust study trip
  1/6 done only... Laziness overtake my determination again when it come to makin collages of those pic...
  
  
• Work more!!!
  Haix~ I actually earn lesser than I did during school time as I did not work on the 1st week of sept when I was having my exam T.T
  
  
• Complete my 1st video-makin biz~
  I'm soo going to boycott that company *Pissed* Didn't even tell me that I'm no longer needed
  
  
• More craft, esp cards ^^
  Checked ^^ had received gd comments for those cards that I have given ppl so far... Guess selling hand-made card will be a plus point for my blogshop ^^ But rather time consumin for each card...
  
  
• Complete my 2,000 piece Winnie The Pooh jigsaw
  I didn't even touch ANY of my jigsaw for this holiday... *Faint~*
  
  
• Food Chase
  Check... Didn't win, bt had fun ^^
  
  
• Cleared up my drivin pract
  Checked ^^ Left the last assessment before I can book my TP... WEE~
  
  
• Meetup wid Deardear on his off
  Checked ^^ ok~ sometime I didn't cuz I kinda throwin tantrum? *oops~* but deardear give in to me most of e time and visit me instead...
  
  
• Meetup wid Da for our exploration~
  Checked ^^ 4 exploration trips~ And more comin soon!!! Sch ain't stopping us ^^
  
  
• Night cycle!!!
  I knew this won't be completed one =.= sian~ Hopefully mh dey all do plan 1 in Dec, aft my paper, while i'm still in SG!!
  
  
• Set up blogshop to sell my prize catches from arcade
  Checked... And even sold 3 items...

Have been out the whole holiday... Either work, or hangin out with deardear/friends and very occasionally with family n relatives...

Spend the 1st week in sch due to cca... bt rest of the holiday was out havin fun most of e time...

Had been lookin forward to this holiday... Because, one year ago, during sept/oct holiday... things changed for me, in a way that I never expect... But I'm glad of that change, and would never want to miss this change ^^

This year, start something else new for me... Exploration trip as well as something else... hehe... Those may be the 1st for me, but i'm totally loving them ^^


I better get down to blog abt my aust trip b4 i realyl forget every single detail liao~~ time for collagin ^^

Night Safari

Went Night Safari with deardear and xz last nite...

Thanks 2yi for gettin e tix for us ^^ And thanks XiaoYi for sponsoring the money for the tram rides ^^


Had a lil prob durin ticketing, but thanks to 2yi, we got our tix sooner than we expected... She left, while the 3 of us make our way into Night Safari... Proceed to queue for the Halloween Tram Ride...

Queue for quite a long time... But the ride is worth the wait ^^

The Halloween Tram Ride consist of the normal tram ride trail and one hidden route... Totally love the hidden route... Other than it didn't stop during the half-way mark to visit other animals... Oh~ The way they documentary for this ride is a whole lot different style from the normal tram ride... It's much more spookier and haunted kinda documentary... Interesting ^^

*WARNING! SPOILER AHEAD*

The hidden route kinda remind me of the tram ride at A' Famosa... Anyway, what happen was that one section of the route was specially for the halloween decoration... In which the twisted version of the well-known fairy tales were presented... Beauty escaping from Beast... Mermaid caught and chopped to pieces... The evil step-mom from Snow White... And many more of other characters!

*END OF SPOILER*

The staffs dressed up to scare ppl... Bt deardear , instead of getting shock by those people, he even tell one of them to be careful not to get his foot kena roll over by the wheels of the tram =.=

Totally enjoyed the ride... It was way better than what I expected!!!! Seriously... And after the tram ride, I was kinda looking forward to the walk in the forest trail... But no thanks to XZ, I had to stay outside to pei him, only deardear go in :(

That XZ... Argh =.= During the tram ride I thought he was okay, as he didn't cry. But who know, soon after we alight, he started crying =.= Then when we're on the way into the forest trail, he scream when other visitors walk passed us =.=" And keep pulling my hands, stop me from moving forward. Then after that, he turn and look behind, he scream again when another group of visitors walk passed us. One auntie from the second group of visitors kena frighten by his scream, and the visitors behind her busy laughing. So what choice do I have than to stay back and pei him? Haix~~

When to take a seat at the Critters corner. And also let him calm down his nerve. Manage to coax him to take a pic with the staff, at least something to mark that we did went to Night Safari Halloween mah~ And end up he take photo with the ticketing staff, who dressed up as a bloody school girl...

The rest of the really dressed up staff, he scare of them =.= To the point that I ask him help me take a photo he also scare to be close. Stay so far until my hp camera flash can't even really light up our faces -.- *see below*


And guess what? When the staff, who I'm taking the photo with, took a few step toward him, he actually scream and run off!!! I heard one of the visitors actually commented this: Wah, just now still take photo until shuang shuang, now actually run away so quickly. Ok~ So I'm a little bad... Cause I end up keep laughing at him :P Too amused by his behaviour la~

When he came back to my side, he was crying AGAIN!!! I sms mom to tell her about him crying before I manage to coax him to take photo with the staff... So mom kinda worry and called me back to ask if he's ok... I was laughing so hard when I told my mom about it that I'm actually laugh till I cried @.@ While we're on the phone, deardear is back from the forest trail...

Was told that he manage to spot all the staff there, to the point that someone behind him actually say that she don't want to walk behind deardear, cause deardear spoil the fun... As he had took photos and stuff. Deardear asked me if I want to go in... Of course I want!! But then, I don't dare go in alone, and XZ won't be able to be there alone waiting for us anyway =.=

Just then, we saw the crazy clown chasing another visitor around a pillar... And then, XZ start crying again... While I'm trying to calm him down *once again~* another staff, who is dressed in red and holding a beheaded head, walked toward us. I didn't know, well, not until XZ start shouting and crying: "DON'T COME OVER!! DON'T COME OVER!! DON'T COME OVER!!!" He was really trying to hide behind me, to get away from that staff. The staff only stood there in a distance, didn't even walk any closer, just keep looking at him only. End up Deardear tell the staff to leave XZ alone, that staff still continue to look at XZ before moving off =.= And at that point of time, another staff (wearing the normal Night Safari official polo tee) about to walk over. I was laughing so hard about him that I laugh till I cried again... And deardear thought that I crying =.="

Decided to leave as XZ is sooo frighten... He just keep on holding either deardear or my hand... And keep steering us away to the side if he see that got dressed-up staff in front =.= But lucky deardear there, at least I'm able to take a photo with Tin-Man... I wanted to take a photo with Cinderella as well!! *pouts*



Walk all the way out to photo taking corner, where Dracula and Pinocchio is, as well as the Ben&Jerry Flavour graveyard is located. I'm find the Flavour Graveyard pretty interesting, even though it's very simple. Just a few tombstone that's all.

Took quite a lot of photos with Pinocchio!! Both me and XZ ^^ Pinocchio is the ONE and ONLY dressed up staff that he wasn't afraid of =.=" Ok la~ At least he was the one who told me that he want to take photo with Pinocchio and even imitate Pinocchio's actions. Kawaii~ ^^

Had lots of fun, even though all I did was sit in the Halloween Tram Ride. Our journey in Night Safari only started after 9pm, and lasted till slightly after 11pm... Though it's just barely two hours, in which we spent most of it queuing up for the ride... I enjoy it totally ^^ Especially the last part of the tram ride ^^


Having to go two years in a row, with Deardear... I guess, it's more than enough... Time to experience Halloween at other places as well...

Will be going for Sentosa's Halloween on 24th Oct... And Escape Theme Park's Halloween on 31st OCt... Can't wait for those two days to be here ^^

Xavier's Birthday Party

Had lots of fun @ Xavier's Birthday Party...

Xiao Yi fetch us @ 1.30... Went with Ah Dior to collect the cake and e food... Ok~ When I was told to help to collect, I kinda underestimate the amount of food, or rather, the size of the packaging... Super bulky sia~~~ Esp the ice cream cake!!

Had a surprise when I was collecting the ice cream cake... I saw my ex-2nd i/c, Jamaliah~ She's currently workin @ Thomas Plaza Swensen!!! Had a long chat with her while I w8 for them to prepare the cake... Even Da was pretty surprise when I mention to her... hah

Went back to Xiao Yi's hse... Carryin stuff over to the party venue, aka e function rm... Went back to e hse agn to prepare e food...

Kop AhDior's DSLR to use durin e party... Totally in love with it~~~~ Woohoo~ Told AhDior that can get DSLR for my present :P Then he told me he get me the lens only... Then I say: Ok~ get me the full set of lens... hehe~~ Took quite a lot of close up... Mayb that's y i'm super in love with the cam now... *and to think I keep asking Da why she wanna get a DSLR*

Was AhDior's assistant during games time... help to handle e kids in "Orange" group... They don't really listen to instruction =.=

Cake cutting den dinner... The Ah Diors havin havin a hard time tryin to cut e cake... Cuz too hard...

Yummilicious ice cream cake ^^


had change of plan for night time... 2yi ask me if i wanna go for e nite safari halloween... so ended up gng nite safari wid deardear n xz... shall blog abt tt in another entry...

Mini Funfair

Help Mom with her school mini funfair ytd... Thanks Fel for helpin out as well!!

wake up early in e mornin @ 5+am!!!! and seriously, I can't rmb wen was e last time I woke up so early in e mornin...

Went down to sembawang and bot breakfast 1st, before going to the center. Take e necessary stuff then report to another center. Bot e needed stuff for the funfair and report to e venue of funfair...

Was appointed by mom to b e videoman durin e settin up... so i just walk ard and take vid... And ended up not fetchin Fel frm e mrt station...

zZz... didn't noe dad was helpin out as well =.= make me lost 3hr of slp T.T


Anyway... was suppose to help out for craft session... aft tt i go look look see see~ ended up sellin e coupon... den aft tt was called to help out for 1 of e game station as there too many ppl!!

Can't believe it's only a 4hrs event... Feel as if I had spent the whole day there...

Cleared up at 1pm... Count the sale of coupons before reportin back to the center...

Lunch was kfc and pizza hut~~ Chit chat wid mom's colleagues...




Somehow, it's only today that I realise how well the staffs know me. Like what I told Fel, quite a few of them see me grow up bah... But still, really surprise by what I realise. Was surprise enough when the cook called me by my family pet name... Was even more surprise when she asked me if I'm still working at guardian!


Totally enjoyed myself today. Though I'm totally shag to the point that I just knock out @ 6+pm and slept til 8+pm... Had a chat with Deardear to cfm plan for ltr of e nite, and I ended up fallin back to slp, cause deardear havin to come up my hse, instead of meetin downstair and go straight for a super late dinner for both of us...

Startin to really ponder, if I should really take up Early Childhood aft I gt my FS dip... I know that I like working with people, especially with kids... And given the past few times that I had help mom out for her sch stuff for this year... It just drew me more n more toward Early Childhood, esp so wen mom urge me to join Early Childhood...

Shall think carefully about this option. All I know now is that, this is my 1st choice upon graduation.

Table clearin

Ok... So I finally did clear up my table... And I really have to thank fel for it... Thanks a lot gal...

Vast diff... super spacious table now... cuz cluster gone~~~ *may b nvr come back!!*

Below are the aftermath of clearing up of table... no before photos... *Fel keep sayin that it's a waste nvr take e b4 pic =.=* Anyway, those that seen my table b4... just visualize it bah~ hehe





Change e location of my printer... We had spend quite some time tryin to figure where is the best location for my power extension... anyway... changin e location of my printer make me can't really stack e stuff liao... so hopefully dere won't b cluster... And also, with the change of location, dere's space on my table to actully do something... Like craft~ haha... cuz i can push my laptop back n stuff...

Moved my box for my notes up... Easier to search for my notes next time i guess? @ least it's not located on the floor, in front of my drawer and blockin them...

had made a box for my letters... Cuz i kinda realise, e letter r overflowing for e previous letter holder... and tt's wad tt area look super messy...

Had placed my com/printer stuff in a box... Way better den storin them in the small space behind my printer previously and collect lot of dust~


Fel oso help me cleared up e top of my bookshelf next to my table... totally neater now... cuz all e earpiece n stuff thrown into a box...

Still more to clear up... But it's a good progress isn't it? And seriously, if not for Fel, I dun tink i'll ever get started @.@

Movie: Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami

Caught Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami with Deardear @ The Cathay...

Not something I expected, in the sense that I thought it will be in the same tone as The Day After Tomorrow... But it is infact 75% comedy? With only the beginning and the last 1/2 hour being more serious....

Though the last 1/2 hour is much more serious than the rest of the movie... There's still comedy injected in it... A little too much comedy somehow for this movie...

But still, it pretty good...



Oh... Cathay having a fund raising for the Philippines Earthquake. Watch the movie for S$15 at the Grand Cathay on 17th (or it is 24th?) Oct. 100% of the money will go to the funds.

End of holiday T.T

Last week of holiday. Seriously... I'm dreading school reopen!! In less than a week it will be :(

Let's look back on what I did for last week... As well as let's look @ what will be happening for this week.

5th (Mon) : Card making session with Fel... Then celebrating 1yr anniversary with Deardear @ night
6th (Tues) : Work 5pm-1030pm
7th (Wed) : Went Sim Lim, then Douby Ghaut with Deardear... SA committee meeting at night
8th (Thurs) :Driving practical in e late morning... Then work @ 5pm-1030pm
9th (Fri) : Sushi buffet wid Fel... Then Sentosa for exploration trip wid Fel & Da
10th (Sat) : Out with deardear... Went Auto Fair in the noon...
11th (Sun) : Working 10am-4pm... Interview shooting @ night

12th (Mon) : Working frm 5pm-1030pm
13th (Tues) : Out wid Deardear
14th (Wed) : Working frm 10am-1030pm
15th (Thurs) : Driving practical @ late afternoon
16th (Fri) : Helping out @ Mom's school carnival
17th (Sat) : SA yr 3 meeting in the morning... Xavier's bday party @ night...
18th (Sun) : Nothing on

Guess this week of mine will be way more relaxin compared to e previous 5 weeks? *shrug* Will kinda dread Wed since I'm on full shift *pouts*

Haix... Not meetin deardear much tis week as he workin aftnn shift :( meetin onli for a day? haix~

Can't w8 for thurs to clear another of my pract sub... I wanna get my license!!!!!

Just kinda realise tt I been meeting Fel for practically every week?! gosh! *no offense gal~~~* But she's a gd company... seriously... As long as she dun get on my nerves =.= *which is pretty often =.="

Hopefully... tis week can start on clearin up my rm once n for all @.@ n oso some stuff tt i been delayin since a few holiday ago @.@

I WANT THIS WEEK TO PASS SLOWLY!!!!!!!!!!

Filming Class: Interview

I didn't expect myself that one day, I'll actually enjoy that filming class that I been going almost every sunday night @ Hui Yan Buddhist Society. But the fact remain that I did.

Didn't have lesson tonight. Instead, we were to interview Shi Fu. Was there @ 6+pm. Went to have a drink at the nearby coffeeshop as it is way too early. Came back to linger around the library which is next to Shi Fu's living quater. Only start around 6.45-7pm. =.= so much for meeting @ 6.30 to set up =.=

It was the 1st time that I went to Shi Fu's room. And I kinda amazed by the size as well as the deco of the room.

Test out lighting, set up of cameras and needed equipment. Did mock up to put during the credit roll. I was in charge of the computer at that time. Kinda like what a director do during a filming? haha

Wearing that earphone, listening closely to the audio recorded. Eyes practically glue on the computer screen to ensure nothing is out of place or stuff that not supposed to be recorded. Taking my eyes off only when I feel that there seem to be a little unnecessary noise around and trying to detect it.

Come to think of it now, it kinda relive my memory of being a Stage Manager during last year SA production. How badly I miss it!!!

Anyway, indeed a filming is not that easy. Unnecessary noise, forgetting of lines, etc. All these lead to the numerous retakes. Today was a simple one. Imagine if were to really shoot a movie *faint*


Had quite a lot of laugh before the shooting, especially during the mock-up. I remember this part where our teacher trying to explain what he want from the interviewer. She didn't really get what our teacher want. So Shi Fu tried to explain to her. The funny part is, after Shi Fu explain and the interviewer understand, Shi Fu turn to our teacher and asked: So what you want now?

The whole room broke into laughter la~


Had a fun experience today. Though I still don't deny I want this filming class to end asap.

Doubts

Times and again, she never fail to let me doubt why is she even chosen to be the head of department.

Seriously, how many times have she asked if the year 3 have to be informed when it's already mentioned in the email? How many times have she mixed up some of my seniors as year 3, instead of year 2? How many times have I remind and corrected her?!

I couldn't help wonder, if she really doing her part as the head. No, rather I ought to say, is she even capable of being the head or even holding any of the post. I'm tired of clearing up her mess.

If not for yesterday's meeting, I'll never know that she actually got into an argument with another department assistant head during the production rehearsal.

Everyone seem ok with working with others. Yet, just from the production alone, I have heard about the messes that involve her. About her stepping on others' tails and irritated others and pissing them off. It really does seem that most people have problem working with her.



I totally agree with the SA President. Committee should be chosen based on their capability, not just how long they have been in the cca. So what if they have been longer? Not consistence attendance, not as capable as someone who is a junior. Seriously, I don't think that person ought to even be consider for a position. It's the effort that ought to be paid off. Not seniority in the cca!



All I know is that, when I'm not instructed, I won't be making much of a move. Especially when the instructions are clearly stated to be taken by the Department Heads. No longer will I initiate to help her out. I'm helping long enough and I really have enough of it. So what if my efforts may be recognise by the some in the cca? The bottom line is that I'm not credited and stuff. She's claiming the credit ultimately. So why waste my effort?

I'm the one making the decision.
I'm the one knowing how the procedure is like.
I'm the one making the stand.
I'm the one giving the suggestion.

What exactly is she offering?!
Uncertainty!
Most of the time, the answer I get from her is "I don't know".

Fine then. You don't know right? Then be it. I made the decision. If you're unhappy, that's your problem! You don't voice out, but I do. Whatever going to happen in the future, you're on your own. I'm no longer going to give you a damn!


One last event. That's all I'm waiting for. To really get away from you once and for all.

Though I seriously doesn't wish for the journey to end. But I know, beyond this journey, there's another one. As long as I made the effort. And when that journey start, I'll make that you'll never set your foot on it!

Two kind of husband

两种老公 两种人生‏ A: 她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。” 他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。” 她：“算了。我自己去吧。” B: 他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？” 她：“去接杯水。” 他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。” 女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。 你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。 她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 他晚上下班。给她打电话:“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。” 她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？” 他：“改天吧！” 她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？ B: 他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。 巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。” 她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。” 他：“怎么不高兴了？” 她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。” 他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。 我陪你去吃饭。” 她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。” 他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起 像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊” 她：“没事……” 没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她:“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。 我一会儿去接你。” 其实女人不是不懂事。 只是,她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。 其实,情侣之间,是可以互相的。 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。” 她：“几点回家？” 他：“九点之前肯定回家。” 九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？” 他：“十点。肯定回家。” 十一点。十二点。一点。两点…… 后来。她不再打电话催他。 因为她知道,对于不守承诺的男人,一切“肯定”都是“未必”。 B: 他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。” 她：“你能那么快就结束吗？” 他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！” 快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了” 信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。 他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。 她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。 他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。 B: 她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。 他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！” 她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？” 他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。 我当然得独挡一面！” 女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语,哄她几句,她也许会给你一个微笑。 但是实实在在的呵护,她会对你一辈子的感恩, 并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 　 A: 她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。 回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。 B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。 回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。 女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。 这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: 他说：“你是最好的。” 她问：“我哪好？” 他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。” 她笑了。 B: 他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。” 她：“我哪好？” 他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。 一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。 你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！” 她哭了。 一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。 一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。 幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Mickey Mouse MP3

I finally got my hands on something that I been eye-ing for like 1year ago? And the most satisfying part is that I got two of it... And I caught it myself when I play on the UFO catcher!!! Woohoo~


Caught 2 1GB Mickey Mouse MP3!!!! And I had actually spent S$26 for both~ The 1st one I caught, I had spend S$4 only~ haha... Though didn't have the same luck for the 2nd one...

Trying to decide if I wanna keep one as accessory... As it's very small and can be worn as a pendant... Hmm~

Going to sell it at my blogshop... Selling around S$25-30 each... Market price for it is S$40...
*pondering*

Maybe can go and catch more when my pay is in... *ARGH!!! WHEN MY PAY COMING IN?!*

Pay

I'm ultra super duper fedup now... BECAUSE MY PAY IS YET TO BE IN MY BANK!!!! ARGH!!!!

I'm already super duper broke... Argh!!! WHY ISN'T MY PAY IN YET??? WHY?!?!




fedup fedup fedup :(

1st Anniversary

365 days
52 weeks
12 months

Before I knew it, it's been a year since I'm attached.

Just that I still kinda find it hard to believe, that one year had just past like that. Counting down to 5th of each month for the past one year. And now, this is the 12th times that I had counted down to.

The journey isn't totally smooth, but I guess, with those hurdles and problems, it is how we understand each other better.

I guess, I'm just one lucky girl to have a boyfriend like him. Despite times and again I had pissed him off, he is always the one who give in, though I may be the one at fault. Tolerate my behaviour, attitude and mood swing. Worry about my safety and well-being.

I know that what I have done at times would have turn anyone off and end the relationship. But he didn't. And because of the things that had happen, I know my importance to him.

He may not be the one who understand me well, but at least I know, he is always the one trying to put a smile on my face. Being the one who can cheer me up when I'm unhappy. Being the one who still can make me laugh when I'm angry. Being the one who warm my heart every now and then.

He may not be the best boyfriend. But I still love him.

I'm glad that I have him for the past one year. And I hope it will stay that way.



Deardear,
Happy 1 year anniversary ^^

"Loving someone is loving that someone
despite that person's flaws and weakness."

Tired

I'm tired

Tired of proving people wrong when they have the wrong idea about me
Tired of changing people mindset about me
Tired of worrying about others' feelings
Tired of placing people in front of myself
Tired of thinking what is the next move I can make
Tired of feeding myself excuses and reasons for others
Tired of getting myself hurt again and again


Since what I do, there's bound to be fault, despite the move being right or wrong... Then what for, I have to prove to the person that they're wrong about me?


Everyone need assurance. You get your assurance. But what about me? Don't I need assurance too?! But somehow, instead of assurance, all I get is accusation!



When will be the day... That I finally learn to love myself?

Pitstop Outing 2nd Anniversary

Finally organised a pitstop outing... Guess it was 1year ago since I last organise one for my fellow pitstompers?

Was surprise to see BJ while on NEL... More than a year since we last saw each other... She was practically staring at me when I board the train and sat next to her... While I was wondering why on earth is this gal staring at me... Only after a while that we recognise each other... LoL...

Kill time by walking around The Central while waiting for ZY... Original plan was to meet at 5pm for dinner at Clarke Quay... End up, only the three of us are meeting at 5pm... And neither one of us are hungry at that point of time... So, after ZY came, we walk around a bit more before settling down at BK to wait for Viva... Had to wait for Viva, cause he doesn't know how to go...

While we're on the way to Pitstop, second surprise received... Gab called and said that he reached! And that was like just before 6pm... Everyone kinda shock cause Gab is usually the "well-known" late king... Amazingly he's the first to reach!!

Ended up those that reach at pitstop at 6pm had dinner at Pitstop... So much for meeting at 5pm for dinner =.=

Played Tickets to Ride while waiting for the rest to be here... Took a long time... Around 1.5hr to complete the game... I won~~ Woohoo~~ with a point of 129 ^^ Eating our dinner while playing this game... Had a fun time playing this game when each and everyone of us trying to complete our destination card while trying to block people from getting to their point~ It's a race to score more point as well as complete as many destination card as possible... Totally love this game!!

Played Jurassic Jumble as well as Jungle Speed... Can't really remember which other games that was played though... Guess no more bah?

Ticket To Ride
Blue: Me
Red: BJ
Yellow: Viva
Green: Gab
Black: ZY

Viva and Cally had to leave early... So we took group photo before they left...

It's been a long time since I last enjoy myself this much... Forgetting practically every unhappiness and frustration... Laughing over little stuff... Just happy being myself for the night...


Though I had said previously that I would not be organising another pitstop outing... But I realise, it's hard not to.

Thanks for attending my pitstop outing since 2 years ago... Because of you peeps, I can't stop organising the next one, despite having to decide not to previously...

The laughter, the happiness, the wonderful times that we had spent at this place... The smiles that each and everyone of us have when we left the place after each round of gaming... Pitstop has been giving me, and will still give me, great memories of the unforgettable times that we had...


Trying to search for the 1st ever group photo that we had taken in Pitstop cause me to recall on the first time that we have ever meet. Though all of us were practically strangers who had nothing more than chatting with each other in Stomp thread... Who had never met before... But the outing 2years ago on 21.09.07 had spark off a friendship, that will carry on for as long as I hope it will be...


Pitstop Cafe is one of my favourite places for hanging out... Because it's the place that spark off the friendship that I have with this group of people...

The Past...

Lookin at certain stuff... This thought cross my mind again... "Perhaps, some stuff are meant to be kept in the past and not dig up anymore... Because, when you once again cross path with that person or thing, you realise, it's not the same as before..."


I remember how I been lookin for a person... Been trying to get back in contact with her after leavin primary sch... Because of facebook, I manage to find her... But somehow, after I did, I wish I have just left the past as it is, rather than to get back in contact...

Yes, the person I been looking for and was found... That should be something I'm glad of... But I ain't...

She changed, change to someone that I would totally not recognised... Though I have to admit, it's been almost 9 years that we lost contact... People bound to change...

Somehow, I just wish I still can know her as how I remember her previously... The sweet and caring big sister I had in primary school... Someone who look after me during those primary school days... After reading the stuff to post, seen the photos she display, it's hard to continue to remember her as how she was...


Perhaps, in the future when I wanna get back in contact with certain people, I may think thrice about it... Different people, different outcome... That's something I am sure of... But this incident, really leave an impact on me...

Perhaps, certain things have to be left in the past... Leave it in its good memories...


P.S.
To be frank, there is another friend that I wanna find... A nursery friend who was in the same class with me during primary 1 & 2... She moved away during primary 2, and that was the last time I was ever in contact with her... It's been 11 years... I wonder how is she...

Book: The Alchemist

Finished a book that Mom passed to me... The Alchemist... Really interesting book, which I can't really put down aft started reading... And it's been quite some time since that happen to me...

Soul of the World... Language of the World... Personal Legends... Signs...

In the book, it mention abt the 4 obstacles that each and everyone of us faced when pursuing our dreams/personal legends...

1. Lack of courage:
   Growing up with the thought that dream are impossible, slowly dreams will get buried and stayed buried deep in our soul that it became invisible, despite it being there.
   
   
2. Love:
   Having courage to pursue our dreams is not enough as we will be afraid to hurt our love ones when we put down everything to pursue our dream. Only when we realise that those who genuinely wish us well want us to be happy and are prepared to accompany us on that journey, then we're able to take another step closer to pursuing our dreams.
   
   
3. Fear of failures:
   Facing setbacks, having nothing to fall back on as we have staked everything to set on this journey of pursuing our dream, what we can do is to fall seven times and to get up eight times, don't we?
   
   
4. Fear of realizing the dream:
   We may be near to fulfilling our dream, yet, the guilt of having to achieve the dream when others didn't, may push us back. Back to the start, where the courage to pursue the dream isn't there. Feel that we do not deserve to achieve. Forgotten about the obstacles that were overcome, the sufferings that were endured, the things that were given up, the effort that was put in. And never reach the goal, when it's only a step away.

A boy, having e same dream for numerous nights, decided to have it analysis when he reach the next town. Having to meet a man, who encourage and urge him to set on the journey of pursuing his dream, he give up on his possession and set on the journey. The journey wasn't smooth, and thoughts of giving up cross his mind. However, each time, he observe signs which encourage him to carry on the journey. On his journey, he met his love and had wanted to forgo his journey to stay with her. However, his love encourage him to carry on, because she'll wait for him. And once again, he set off on his journey.

Throughout this journey, he seen more stuff that he expected, learning more than he thought he will. Learned to read the signs, learn to speak in the Language of the World. Doing his best to reach his personal legend.



When I had finished reading the book, somehow, the part about signs left me thinking... I recalled an incident that had happen almost a year ago while I was doing closing at Guardian... That day, I broke something that means a lot to me. I tried hard to find, but just couldn't find it. However, when my colleague help me to search for it, she found it immediately. That night, she told me this as well: "If it meant to be yours, it'll come back to you. Don't have to worry"

Another incident happen pretty close to that time... And if not for someone's encouragement, I believe, it would have been long over and lost...


Now that I recalled on that incident... I realise, both incident, it was because of someone else being there, helping me, encouraging me, that some stuff wasn't lost... Is it signs telling me that I can't handle stuff alone? That someone else have to be there to be there for me, to guide me, to encourage me, to help me... Only then, it would stay with me? or maybe, I wonder if I had been holding to certain stuff to tightly? Perhaps, it isn't really meant to be mine? Perhaps, I have to brace myself with the possibility of having to lose it forever?



Right now, I recalled on another incident... It was the day that I will know my test/exam result... I was walkin to the busstop and was lookin up into e sky when I saw a new moon... At that moment, this thought crossed my mind: "Is the moon smiling at me, ensuring me that my result isn't really as bad as I thought... Or is it laughing at me for not getting a good result?" When I check my result... Somehow, it's both way... I didn't fail when I thought I will... And I didn't score for the those I thought I would...



Kinda interesting when you observe what's happening around you...Though I know, most probably, in your opinion, I'm just thinking too much...

Application: SnowDays

ok~ so there isn't any real snow in Singapore... so let's play wid virtual 1 ^^

had fun creatin my own snowflake~ hehe... enjoy creatin urs as well!

To look @ e flakes tt I done... Go to search flake... den key in " Jie Ying" & "Singapore"... You'll be able to view those tt I had created ^^

School Holiday

Almost 2 weeks gng to pass since e last time I post what I'm gng to do durin my holiday...

Busy but fulfillin for these 2 weeks... And it's finally mine to spend since end of exam~ afterall... I did enjoy e freedom frm sch after the exams... but that Saturday and the whole week after that was totally occupied by CCA production (as well as work actuall)!!! Therefore~ i'm ultra glad for these 2 weeks ^^

Anyway... this is what had/gng to happen durin these 2 weeks...

14th (Mon): Craft shoppin with Btp... Then movie with Fel @ Causeway point...
15th (Tues): Deardear came over before his movie... Then I went for my one and only Auto Vehicle pract lesson...
16th (Wed): Had two driving lessons
17th (Thurs): Chip's & Dale's Exploration Trip part 1!!
18th (Fri): Had two driving lessons... Then work from 6 til closing
19th (Sat): Working 4 til closing
20th (Sun): Sleep in til aftnn~ hehe... den Film & Video class at night

21st (Mon): Meet with Deardear... Dinner with family @ Waraku... Den walk ard wid Deardear @ suntec...
22nd (Tues): Had two driving lessons and cleared my Stage 3!! then workin from 6 til closing...
23th (Wed): Spend e whole day catchin e rest of my drama... Dinner wid mom n bro @ KFC...
24th (Thurs): Cleared my wardrobe (FINALLY!) then off to work from 4 til closing...
25th (Fri): Craftin wid Fel... Then ice cream buffet wid Da, Edith n Fel @ Ion Swensen...
26th (Sat): TGSTH 10K Hunt @ vivo in e mornin wid Fel... HongJie's 21st bday celebration @ nite...
27th (Sun): Food Chase wid Fel @ DTE @ 2pm... Mid Autumn Festival @ Buddist Society



tt's wad happen... onli 1 day tt is totally free~ anyway... below is schedule for the next week~

28th (Mon): Working frm 5 til closing
29th (Tues): Dinner & Pitstop with Pitstompers
30th (Wed): Workin frm 4 til closin
1st (Thurs): Meetin up wid DearDear
2nd (Fri): Currently nth on~
3rd (Sat): Wrokin frm 6 til closin
4th (Sun): Workin frm 10 til 5... Film & Video class @ night



hopefully... can pack my rm on mon n fri~ totally messy~~ so proud of myself for clearin up my wardrobe 2day... hehe... super duper neat now ^^


hopefully, tml ltr craft session is rewardin... in e sense tt I'm able to sell my cards off @ my blogshop... gng to discuss blogshop stuff wid Fel as well...

3 weeks of holiday gone... which mean 3 more weeks to enjoy only!!!!! I don't want sch to reopen so soon :(

Drama Series: You're My Destiny

Just finished watch You're My Destiny... Thanks Da for lendin of DVD ^^

I rmb tt time tt i wasn't interested @ e show... but somehow... I gt interested in it aft catchin 1 episode...

Love e show~~ Sweet~~~~ Love the ending ^^


Somehow, the original personality of the lead gal left me tinkin lots... She's being called by the ppl ard her as 'Post-It-Note girl'... Because when she is needed, people will look for her... But when she not, she'll be neglect and left one side... Helping people with practically everything, even things that are not in her work scope or at her disadvantage... Taken for granted by the people around her...

Agreed to do for hope to get into the good books of others, for the fear of offending others...


In one of the scene, this was mention:

People love working with "Post-It-Note people", but no one will be willing to be a "Post-It-Note person"...

Indeed, who would really like to be taken granted by others... Helping others w/o bein appreciated... Give twice the effort, received half the reward...




It's not easy to put the past behind... It's even harder to change your character... Sometime, we thought we have put the past behind... Sometime, we thought we have moved on... But have we?

Been there done that... Thought to have put some stuff behind me... Only to realise that all I have done is to pretend that it's not there, until it caught up with me...

Somehow, it made me recall on something that I had confide to a friend of mine. He was telling me of times when we just know each other, how I had help him, stand up for him, giving him support when needed... At that time, all that came to my mind was: Who have I becoming to? Because at that point of time, I no longer see that side of me in myself. I broke down, when his reply to what I had said was that I didn't change, I just thought that I change, because he still see that side in me.


Isn't this what happen to her as well? She thought she moved on, she thought she change... But the fact remain that how she is at that point of time, is nothing more than just a mask that she hide behind to escape from the self that she want put behind, that she want to forget. But are things that easily forgotten? Years may go by... But it's still there as it had happen...



While you change over time, you have actually keep part of the old you in you... Because, that's what make you You!

Year 3 S1 result

Finally gotten e result for exam... somehow... This is the first time I'm so anxious to get my result... perhaps it's because of e repeated module bah?

Passed all... I know the result isn't good at all...

Next sem here I come!

Video: 母狗被撞身亡 公狗不離不棄守護身旁

Song: Don't Say The Word Goodbye

SAYONARA NANKA WA IWASENAI
Don't Say The Word Goodbye

(1) Sayonara nan kawa iwasenai
Bokura wa mata kanarazu aeru kara
Kagayaku jikan wo wake atta
Ano hi wo mune ni kyou mo ikiteiru

Shiokaze wa tsuyoku boku no hoho wo nadete iru
Kimi wo kokyou ni okuru fune ga mou tsuku koro

Sonna ni tooku ni yuku wake janai noni, baka da yo ne
Wakareru koto ga tada kanashii koto ni shika omoenai kara, miokurenai

Repeat (1)

Mokuteki mo yume mo ayafuya na kurashidatta
Oya no sune wo kajiri nagara jikan dake ga atta

Kami wo kiranaide kono machi ni mou sukoshi nokutte miru yo
Ate mo nai kadode wo naki nagara iwatte kureta kimi ga itoshii

Repeat (1)
(2) Sayonara nanka wa iwanaide
Yowane wo hakunara saa kiite yaru
Mukashi no koto dake kagayaiteru
Sonna kurai mainichi wa sugoshitakunai

Repeat (1), (2)
Sayonara nan kawa iwasenai
Samishisou ni taiyou ga shindemo
Chiisana hoshi de aishiatta
Kimi wa ima mo kitto waratteiru

TRANSLATION

(1) Don't say the word goodbye
Because we shall meet again for sure
We have shared shining moment together
Till today it is still alive in my heart

Sea breeze is brushing my cheeks strongly
It is the arriving time for the ship that takes you back to hometown

There's no reason for you to go that far, are you not being a fool?
Because to me, parting has always been nothing but painful
Therefore I don't wanna see you off

Living a life with uncertain goal nor dreams
It is time to go back and stick around parents

Don't cut your hair, try staying a bit longer in this street
Looking so lovely while crying
You said these senseless things to me during departing

(2) I won't say the word goodbye
If you need to whine, I will listen
Things from the past are shining
I don't wanna live everydays like this

Don't say the word goodbye
Even if the seemingly lonely sun sink down
We have loved under the small stars
You are definitely smiling now for sure

Driving Stage 3

Weeeeee~~~ I CLEARED MY DRIVING PRACTICAL STAGE 3!!!!! which mean... I learn all e lesson already!!!!!


Now left 3 assessments to be done b4 TP... hopefully can cleared those 3 assessments in 3 lessons!!


And that will means CAR LICENSE HERE I COME!!!!! WOOHOO!!!